12:28 AM - 05:08 AM: [Michael's Phone Records]

 

 

07:15 AM: [Blog Excerpt]

 

 But the worst part is I didn't get to talk on the phone with Michael last night. Though I'm not sure I'd have been able to stay awake for that anyways, as he got out of work after 1am, and then had plans to go on an errand for a friend after that, instead of going home like he usually does. He's such a good guy. I texted him as I was drifting off, at 2:40am according to my phone.
 

09:46 AM - 5:50 PM: [Michael's Phone Records]

 

 

07:26 PM: One of Michael's former lovers (Joseph Mendoza - Joseph@giftglobally.com 404-786-4553) whom Michael had once suggested I watch as Joseph massaged him, texted Michael about possibly hooking up.  I texted Michael 49 minutes later with Michael responding in several texts between 08:15 - 08:38 which I didn't notice until about 08:41 PM.

 

 


 

08:41 PM: [Blog Excerpt]

 

 Oh. My phone is blinking. Missed some texts from Michael. There. I've now replied. He might be able to stop by tonight. That would be nice, except I'll probably be sleeping. I'm so fucking tired. But I want to see my Michael.

 

 

11:37 PM: [Blog Excerpt from Wednesday, May 20, 2009]

 

 Michael called me last night around 11:37 and told me I should rest; get some sleep. He's so thoughtful; putting my needs before his own. I went right to sleep after the call; sleeping from around 11:40pm - 7am. The only thing that could have made the night more perfect: Michael cuddles. Even after sleeping so well I just took a short nap so I can be wide awake and ready for Michael, who should be here around 8pm. I can't wait to see him!

 

 [What I didn't know was that Michael had been "cuddling" with someone else while I slept; having bareback sex with Joseph Mendoza!]

 

11:37 PM - 11:52 PM: