06:56 AM:

Michael: "Love you"

 

08:33 AM:

Me: "Feeling better?"

 

08:34 AM:

Michael: "Not really"

 

09:05 AM:

Michael: "Remember i love you and want to be with you.  Get some rest and i will see you soon.  Please dont do anything your scaring me.  The world would be empty without you in it"

 

11:35 AM:

Michael: "Still with me?"

 

11:47 AM:

Me: "Barely.  I have random crazy moments."

 

11:49 AM:

Michael: "You gonna stay with me.??"

 

11:51 AM:

Me: "I don't even know if I'm going to stay with myself.  I have a craving for clove cigarettes."

 

12:04 PM:

Michael: "I love you and can i see you when i get off?"

 

12:05 PM:

Me: "If you're standing right over me you can."

 

12:56 PM:

Michael: "Stop please"

 

03:09 PM:

Me: "I might be asleep later, so if I don't answer don't fear the worst.  I hope you find your kid."

 

07:40 PM:

Me: "Did you find your cat?"

 

08:16 PM:

Michael: "No"

 

Michael came over and spent the night.  I watched him sleep.  It was like he was dead to me.