Saturday, October 11, 2008

I read a tiny bit of Wicked last night before falling asleep. I woke up around 7:30am. My stomach was still upset. I watched the latest episode of 'Pusing Daisies'. I read some more 'Wicked'. I only saw him for about 30 hours, but I miss Sean; I feel sort of lonely. I often spend large amounts of time in my room on my own, but I don't often feel lonely, and today I do. I find myself thinking about things that he said, or talked about, and wanting to experience them; somehow making us closer. I'm an emotional rollercoaster these days. It's not that I feel we're an amazing couple or anything, and we're not going to be involved again as there are far too many obstacles at the moment, but waking up in his arms, and cuddling and caring for him...even spending time with his family was such a joy, and now I'm back to what I was...and it makes me a little sad.

   posted by Bald Jason at 09:32 AM
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