Thursday, November 13, 2008

I slept some after the last entry. Mark actually woke me up. I drove Mark to work, then came back home and started doing laundry. I made my bed. My room still looks messy though. I need to clean it some more. Get rid of all this clutter.

I chatted online for awhile. I got lost reading the news when this guys pvted me. His screen name was "Tinman77". He was on my hotlist, so I'd definitely chatted with him before, and I'd liked him - which seems pretty amazing to me now. He told me that he wanted to fuck me. BAD <- in all caps just like that. He said that he felt like I had changed my mind about him or something. And he seemed upset about this. Now, bear in mind that I couldn't remember the last time I'd chatted with this guy (aside from a brief hello a few days ago), so I felt no connection to him at this point, and was slightly disturbed at the implication that we'd had somekind of ongoing online romance, and I have a huge crush on someone else. I told him about the crush...and he persisted in asking if I was interested in him. I told him that I wasn't and I asked if that was a problem? He told me that he'd just wasted a year of his life trying to get into my pants (a clear sign that cared about me) and that I had just changed my mind out of the blue so yeah, that's a problem. He said that he hoped that I'd find what I was looking for, but in the context of all the other things he said it didn't seem like a positive. I told him I hoped he'd fuck off. Then things got scary. He told me that he hoped that the boy I want to fuck me gives me AIDS(!?!). He said more, but I kept closing the window. I blocked him from messaging me and brought it up in open chat, thinking that he'd be less likelly to insult me in open chat, but instead he claimed he hadn't said those things - he lied. Thankfully someone came to my defense and said he was unstable. They also said some other stuff about him that I can't reprint here, but suffice it to say - the guy is a liar and would have hurt me if he could have. And I don't know what he must have said to me in the past to get me to like him. He's kind of ugly. And now that I've seen what he's really like...he's a lot ugly. He's an ugly person. And he scares me. I made a note on his profile for myself to remind me of this if I ever forget, but now that I've written it all out I'm guessing I won't.

Anyways...I needed to write that out. I'm still shaking.

I'm gonna take a nap. Try to get some sleep before I have to pick up Mark, so I can be awake to visit my family.

   posted by Bald Jason at 03:16 PM
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