Thursday, December 25, 2008

We made it to Grandma's last night, despite our exhaustion. It was great to see all the relatives. There were no negatives about our visit. Except...

I have this relative. He's really cool, and I love him. And he's wrestling with his sexulity. He's a good kid; a smart kid. And his family is pretty cool, except on this issue. And he's still in school, and he's having troubles there. And he's struggling with this. And it's just heartbreaking because I don't have enough contact with him to really be there for him. He asked me last light if he could come stay with me and Mark for a few days. And then he broke down in my arms. It's haunting me. I got him to laugh though, and I got to speak with is mom for a second and I know she knows what's going on, but... I just feel like I'm not doing enough, but I don't know what I should be doing.

When we got home, I watched some more 'Coupling' then went to sleep. I woke up around 2am. Mark was awake and feeling sick. I gave him some pepto and an extra blanket. I stayed up watching more coupling and Ally McBeal. I've watched the first 10 Ally's and even though I'm very familiar with them, 2 of them made me cry. I ate some soup, with bread and wine. I tried writing some of this out around 2:30, but I accidentally deleted it. Blah.

Merry Christmas.

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