Friday, August 26, 2005

I might see my cousin Kristen tomorrow for the first time in nearly 4 years. We were pretty close for awhile there, and then...she disappeared. One day she called me with a job offer, and said she'd call me right back, and the next I heard she was living in California. I was pretty miffed about it. But I miss her. I think she may be avoiding me, because when last I saw her she was a lesbian having trouble balancing her lust & her baptist religious beliefs, and from something my sister told me, it sounds like she's now a christian walking the STRAIGHT & narrow. But I loved her before she came out to me. And I didn't love her because she was gay; I loved her because she was Kristen. Or maybe she just doesn't want to hang out with me because I'm a corrupting influence, or maybe now that she's straight, she just finds me disturbingly attractive!?! (that was a joke) But whatever the reason, I find myself wanting to clear all this emotional crap out of the way so we can maybe be close again. erg.

Work mostly flew by today with Bryan, DJ, Nate, Scott & later Ben & Dan; lots of fun was had. The store was mostly dead again. Oh, and Heidi showed up at 5pm which was also fantastic. I rented Lilo & Stitch 2 for Mark, and we watched the next Dawson's Creek episode before I took a breather. I'm gonna get dressed, and maybe go out. I don't know where. Just out.

   posted by Bald Jason at 08:39 PM
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