Bald Jason's Musings
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You know reading about what Jason thinks and feels is actually really good. Some people can not even talk about what the want in person at least this way I can read about them but no matter what he always tells me what is on his mind. The times we spend together are tha most important times to me lately. I have never met someone so great as Jason is. At times I wish I could see him 24/7 but know his alone time is very important to him. Also we dont live far away but it still feels like forever for me to get to him. I hate the fact he is allergic to my cats. But understand some people have allergies. And he understands I cant get rid of them since they are my kids.
Dennys actually made me feel really sickbut didnt let Jason see it since I didn't want to mees up our time together. I just pretty much moved past it to spend the quality time with him. HE sits there and says how hot I am which I never had anyone do which is why i blush all the time, thanks to him. hehe. What he doesn't realize is how hot he actually is and is way more hotter than I am. Wii bowling is a lot of fun especially with Jason. Scot gets attitude when he loses and Melissa and I are just so competitive towards one another but in a way that is so much fun we dont really care who wims or loses. So far the people tha have met Jsaon really like him. A lot more than they like my ex. Less attitude I think and a lot more FUN to be around.
I get to spend the day with Jason and hopefully the night. I hope he feels good all day long so we can spend all the time together and enjoy it. I hate seeing him sick or not feeling well. I wish there was something I could do to make him feel 100% at all times. But you never know what I might do. hehe
Jason told me yesturday before I left how lucky he was to have met me and getting to know me. I wish I could express to him that I am the lucky one. But knowing me and how I go at things full force it would probly just scare him off seeing how we are not trying to rush things and make sure that we are 100% compatible. Which so far I think we are. I mean there are things that are different about us but so much that is the same and working on others that arent is actually the fun of getting to know one another and try different things, new experiences, and new challenges are what makes life so exciting to live.
Well off now to get things done so I can go see my boyfriend. God I love those words.
posted by Michael Collin at 11:46 AM