Tuesday, October 18, 2005

I can't express to you how broke we (Mark & I) are. We've been barely scraping by, but we weren't in serious trouble, exactly. And then yesterday, Mark found out that some random mistake he made when trying to save us $40.00 using his home business sent a credit card company out of whack and we now owe them $2100.00 that we don't have. No Car Payment. This Sucks. I need to get another job and I REALLY don't want one. I'll have to talk to DJ about getting more hours at Hollywood at the very least. This just really, really sucks.

I went to Necto on Friday, which was mostly lame. I relaxed on Saturday, which was fantastic! Sunday I closed at Hollywood, which was mostly fun; I only had one bitchy customer, and I didn't let her get to me, exactly. I've gotten a lot of random stuff done on my webpage, and in preperation for more changes there. And I've been extremely horny lately, which friends are saying is something we all have in common. weird.

So, we may sell the condo, and move into an apartment. If we sell the condo (which I love) then we can pay everything off, including the car, which means we'll basically have a clean slate, and a paid-for-brand-new-car. The idea is that we could save money on a lease and buy a house. That's just a radical plan, that we'll probably not be doing - but it's always there, just in case. I don't want to move. I don't want leave this place that I've lived in for 5 years; I have so many memories attached to this place - which I can't say about our old apartment - I wanted to leave that place. Sure, I have some amazing times there (mostly related to Mark), but when our boyfriend type relationship ended - it was just a good time to move. All my memories of Shawn are wrapped up in these rooms - I remember e-mailing him from this room, before I even had a bed.

I'm tired and emotional, and the things I'm trying to say, I'm not saying well. In fact I'm leaving out tons of things that I want to express, but can't seem to. I'm calling it a night.

   posted by Bald Jason at 03:03 AM
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