Monday, September 14, 2009

I watched some Pushing Daisies. I laughed a little bit but it didn't solve anything for me. I need to find a project where I can put all this information and my reactions to said information, organize and exorcize the bad stuff; never forgotten, but finally understood, as much as anything like this can be understood. I need to take back my power. It's going to be a lot of work though. I'm not unhappy with what is (save for the fear, based on previous events); I'm more upset to realize that events that I thought were loving and safe if not always perfect, were in fact masking something far more wretched and painful. But only by looking that in the face and coming to terms with it can I move forward. I've already made great strides. I can do this.

I can do this.

   posted by Bald Jason at 07:54 AM
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