Monday, September 14, 2009

I set up my water filter and it's doing it's thing as I type this.

I had a snack. I've had a bottle of water, and a bottle of V8 V-Fusion Acai Mixed Berry. I might actually accomplish that 'staying hydrated' thing today.

I watched the season finale of True Blood, which was ok. I think the show lost some of it's steam in the last 3 episodes; like in the finale I guessed a lot of what was going to happen before it did. I think the season peaked a bit early is all. Still, it's never really had a terrible episode, so I'll cut it some slack.

Mollie has been watching Lost (last I heard) so I should start watching that again.

When my brain isn't stuck thinking about the past I'm mostly good. And when I can't stop thinking about the past I'm mostly not. But I need to deal with the past so I can eventually enjoy my present and future. It's tricky.

I got a text from Michael at 2:43 AM asking if I was awake and to call him. But I wasn't awake, and now that I have the text he's probably asleep...or on his way to work or something. I don't know his hours, but I know he has Thursday and Saturday off. I had been looking forward to going to a family gathering thrown by one of his relatives that I was invited to...but I'm not sure it's a good idea now. I mean, for one thing, the guy that's throwing it met me at Michael's grandmother's funeral on the 21st of August - a day that now in retrospect is a source of great discomfort for me. And for another...now that we're not boyfriends, if someone calls us that I'm going to half to explain that we're not, and that could lead to all kinds of confusion and drama... But I like his family, and I enjoyed meeting them when I was Michael's boyfriend. I thought it meant so much that Michael was introducing me to them...but he was cheating on me the whole time, which kind of taints those memories.

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