Thursday, September 17, 2009

After the last entry I worked on the cyber farms and ate. I watched the 3rd episode of Glee. I cuddled more with Michael, which was great. Then Mark encouraged me to make an appointment to get tested for STD's even though Michael had an appointment to get tested at 3pm. I called the place and made the appointment for tonight at 7pm. Michael left kind of abruptly. I called to find out what was on his mind, and he said he wasn't mad at me or Mark, but that he understood why Mark wanted me to get tested and it was all because of Michael cheating so he was feeling bad. We talked.

Michael & I talked on the phone a few times throughout the day, actually. His appointment went well, though it was uncomfortable. He was tested for various things, as I'm sure I will be. I want to be screened for everything. Michael is driving me to my appointment at will be here to pick me up around 6pm. He can't stay tonight, but will be back tomorrow. Being with Michael now, it's both easy and hard, fantastic and odd. Knowing what he did and what he's capable of doing is haunting, yet in some ways it's better than before because now I'm truly aware of what's gone on in the past and what we're doing now; I'm informed. We talk about the future and what we want it to be, and what we don't want it to be and we're trying to communicate more. So far it seems to be working, or at least we've made progress.

I've been thinking about the entertainment themed things I'm looking forward to seeing and reading...and trying to figure out a pesky DCAU puzzle.

I should get ready.

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