Wednesday, October 7, 2009

I can't sleep. I'm stressed out about recent events. I DREAD pissing. It's worse now than it was yesterday. It's like pissing razorblades. Mollie recommended a medication that helped her in the past, but if she got the name right (Mathylene Blue) when I looked it up online one of the adverse reactions listed was "bladder irritation", which I OBVIOUSLY don't need. I think I might contact my doctor's office tomorrow and BEG for another option. There must be some possible treatment that can limit this pain. It's starting to overwhelm my every waking thought.

Perhaps my drinking a lot and passing a lot of fluids was good for it? I don't know. It's beyond my expertise. But this wait and see (and suffer) approach is maddening!

And on top of that, I've not cum in over a week - which just adds insult to injury.

I just went and it's horrible. It's like the inside of my dick is an open wound and I'm pissing gasolene.

I didn't have these symptoms when I went in to surgery. It was only when I came out of it that it was like this. Something happened in there. And I'm hating my life now.

I need to throw myself on my doctor's mercy; see a specialist or something. A urologist? I don't want to wait through a week of this torture if it means that I'll have to wait again after that to see someone else. I don't know how long I can live like this.

I'm going to try to sleep again. I don't hurt when I'm asleep.

   posted by Bald Jason at 04:44 AM
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