Monday, October 19, 2009

Sunday was again mostly crappy. My TMJ, which has also been pretty bad the last few days went into overdrive. It was nearly impossible to eat or talk or laugh without pain. I need to see a specialist. I now have a terrilbe fear of surgery. But this pain (and other symptoms like lockjaw) have been getting worse for years. And this pain from yesterday is still with me. I hate this. Hate that since October 1st I've almost constantly been in pain.

Michael & Mark have been wonderful to me through most of this. I went to Meijer last night with Michael and for awhile the pain wasn't with me (I took my crappy muscle relaxents and ibuprofen - a combination that's doing nothing for me now) - and that was a good time. I saw Karen; she's concerned about Mollie, as am I. Last I heard she was suffering horrible Flu symptoms.

Everyone has it tough lately.

Mark is getting ready for a Doc appointment. My followup for my surgery is tomorrow. Michael has something like a job interview today in Ypsi, and will find out if he has the apartment today as well. I'm just hoping I can get some rest and lose this pain - it comes and goes after all. I'm just afraid that it will stay forever one day - as the length of time it bothers me seems to be increasing in the last 3 years.

Blah.

Gonna go cuddle with Michael now.

   posted by Bald Jason at 08:06 AM
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