Saturday, January 23, 2010

I was watching the Season 2 finale of lost when Michael called. We talked for awhile then he let me go. I called Janice and talked to her for awhile; talked about a lot of stuff...even 1 thing that I've not told anybody else yet. Not sure how that will play out. Then I called Michael back, and several issues were raised...such as this profile that I opened like a week ago and might keep up now...stuff about my past and possibly future sexual relationship with Michael, and my trust issues and how they've progressed since this final breakup. I think this news hurt him, but I tried to make it clear that it's is not all bad. There are things that I don't miss at all (the lies, the cheating) but a whole host of things that I miss terribly and want back. I think he might have been crying at the end, and all I wanted to do was go to his apartment and hold him, but while I think that would help him tonight, I'm not sure it would in the long term...so I'm trying to be strong and just let some time pass. It's hell being away from him though.

   posted by Bald Jason at 08:47 PM
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