Friday, February 19, 2010

I had some intense conversations with Michael & Mark last night. Michael wants me to move in with him; this after telling me for the last week that we're not a couple; that we're only just dating, and that he wants to take things very slow with me - and wants to be with only me. Some of this has been excerbated by Michael's fear that he'll lose me, and also by the news that Michael may soon be living alone in his family home in Plymouth. Argh. I don't want to lose him, but I don't want to rush us either. I don't know what to do.

I read some Buffy. I slept. I had nightmares.

I woke up around 7am. I ate. Been eating without my eating pills more often; trying to just chill, but my stomach is unhappy right now. I watched LOST 3x03 "Further Instructions" (also known as LOST episode #50; 107 episodes have aired thus far, and there will be 121 episodes total).

Working on Michael's farm now; trying to get him to level 51 today.

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