Saturday, February 20, 2010

I slept for 4.5 hours. Woke up to find text from Michael; he's working all night. That wouldn't freak me out, except I know he's had sex there in the past. I don't really think he'll be doing that tonight, and he has a fairly good reason to be there (he closes - meaning he'd get out around 1am if it goes well, and then have to be back around 7am) - it's just I don't like that I don't have that security blanket that I would with any other boy I've dated. Blah. I'm letting everything get to me tonight. I think I need to just relax...and get out of the condo maybe. Maybe I'll go to Necto? I just need to be out of here NOW; give my brain a break. My eyes are burning though. If I did go I'd probably not get there until at least 1am, but an hour there is probably just what I need. I hope. Wish me luck.

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