Bald Jason's Musings


   Sunday, March 28, 2010

I picked Mark up Friday night, and went grocery shopping. Saturday night I stayed at Michael's. We watched some Next Generation ("A Matter of Honor") and went to the store. I bought The Lorax for $7 which we watched later, though I believe the Michael loathed it. We went to bed. I slept much of the night, and day. Came home though Michael has tonight and tomorrow off. My belly's upset and I wanted to be alone...only now I don't want to be alone. I'm crabby when I'm not feeling well. I have an upcoming human resources interview; that's a week from Tuesday; same day as my next Jaw Doctor appointment. I have the STD testing tomorrow. Blah. Maybe I should just go back to bed. I feel SO out of it.

   posted by Bald Jason at 06:15 PM
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I am going in to see a psychiatrist to find out if I am showing signs of schizophrenia.

   posted by Mollie at 09:35 PM

What makes you think you are?

   posted by Bald Jason at 10:14 PM

I never really thought about it but the doctor said that because of my symptoms and the fact that tests have ruled out seizure disorders, metabolic disorders, thyroid dysfunction, and brain tumors I should go see a psychiatrist. He is the second doc in a row to tell me to go so I guess maybe I should. I see things, like out of the corner of my eye all the time but lately I have heard screaming occasionally that no one else can here. And I often smell strange things. I have thought block a lot (I talk and forget halfway through a sentence what I am talking about). I wander with no destination in mind, drives Kenny crazy lol. I guess that combined with the tremors I have could be early signs of schizophrenia. After he brought it up my mom told him that my dad was schizophrenic which I didn't know. So, yea. I don't know. Would I know if I was?

   posted by Mollie at 11:23 PM

I don't know if you would or not. I sometimes feel like I'm borderline...like I kind of wander into the borders of schizophrenia and then wander back out. My father (who is, you know, schizophrenic) even commented on it once. You might be. It might be worth checking out. And no matter what they say, or what you find out, I'll still love the most out of all of my friends. :-0) You'll always be my Mollie.

   posted by Bald Jason at 11:27 PM

From what the doc was saying if treated early it can be stopped or slowed down so that it is not debilitating. I'm just worried about who I might become I guess. Not just from the schizophrenia but the meds I may be put on. But hey nothing is for certain. I won't worry till I have to. I still have to call around tomorrow and find out who can see me and when.

   posted by Mollie at 11:37 PM

Like I said, keep me informed. I know what you mean about the meds. That stuff that had me on for my tummy was scary. I used to think medicine was always good, but I'm not of that opinion anymore. I hope they can find a nice balance for you if they do have to med you at all.

   posted by Bald Jason at 11:40 PM

Me too ^_^ I will let you know how things go.

   posted by Mollie at 11:43 PM

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