Monday, July 19, 2010

I feel trapped by my emotions and my circumstances. I feel afraid of what's been done to my body; afraid of what's been done to my heart; afraid I won't recover. I feel alone. I feel...lost. I don't know how to get back to where I was. And even if I do, I'm afraid I'll never have what I had with Michael ever again. And the thing is...I DIDN'T even have it with Michael. It was all a fucking lie. I was just stupid enough to believe it.

   posted by Bald Jason at 07:02 AM
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