Wednesday, June 1, 2011

I did end up going for a walk with Mark, after taking out
the trash. We walked to Starbucks (where a cute boy
complimented me on my piercing) and then to Aut Bar
where we ran into our friend Calvin. Mark got food while
Calvin told us stories about his family and friends. We had
to head home because Mark needs to do something online
at midnight. As we were leaving though we ran into my
friend Eric who Mark & I met at a cafe back in
November...then we walked home.

All through this activity Mark traded texts and calls with
Gen and I came to the conclusion that I really don't like
her. This hit me really hard when I could tell she was
pissed off at him and it made me happy. Later I heard
what was going on and I told Mark that I didn't like her
and he agreed that she was crazy. He had told her he'd
call her when he got home and she got super pissed that
he didn't call right away and then later broke up with him
via text in the most TACKY way possible - and for no sane
reason. Earlier I felt almost guilty for not liking her...and
now, thanks to her freaky behavior I'm free of that. I still
feel bad for Mark though because he deserves better. The
thing is...before Friday I really liked her...and then her
freak out and her lack of remorse when she was
sober...was so unpleasant...and then she didn't thank me
for getting her in the bar or for walking home so she could
have the car, or giving them condoms so they could fuck
or anything. I showed her a song on a cd I burned for
myself on Saturday and she asked if the cd was for her
and when I told her it was for me she told me that I
needed to burn her a copy too and I didn't know why but
that bothered me - well, later it hit me that she didn't ask,
she ordered. I really think she didn't respect me at all - in
fact she openly disrespected me several times. Mark's
downstairs having a texting conversation with her...I hope
he's not too upset. Ugh.

I miss Mollie.

I dressed up for the walk but then didn't get any pictures. I
might snap some with the remote camera before I get out
of these clothes. I'll try to call Mollie later.

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