Sunday, April 9, 2006

I watched Brokeback Mountain on DVD last night. Jennifer had left a message on my phone saying that she & Tracy were finally going to see it, and I thought it would be neat to watch it again, and then talk to her about it. I liked it more the 2nd time, and I'm really glad I own it. I watched all the extras. The pain subsided during the viewing, but didn't leave altogether.

I woke up this morning with no pain except the horrible migraine kind, which I took 2 midrin for, and has since disappeared. I haven't been in any kidney stone kind of pain today, which I'm grateful for. I caught up on some e-mail. I'm doing some laundry in preperation for work... And I ate, while drinking lots of water.

I can't seem to make up my mind lately. I mean... I keep changing my mind about really stupid things. Yesterday I was all about reading Star Wars... and today I kind of want to box all the books up again, and change things in my room again. I don't know where all this indecision is coming from, but part of me is amused, while the other part is just confused. Whatever.

I really like my GLBT movie collection. I kind of feel like I should have a book collection too, but I wouldn't know where to put it. I wish I had more shelves. I wish I had more movies, and books. I'm so greedy lately.

And while I'm wishing for things, I wish I had more cash to get more movies. I bought some this weekend while I was trying to distract myself from the horrible pain I was feeling, and in retrospect I really shouldn't have. I only have about $100.00 in my savings, and that's really pathetic. Plus, I owe Mark a bunch of money for the car. I used to have money in the bank, but I spent almost all of it on Mark's birthday party last year, which was wonderful, and a perfect day, but since then, my spending has depleted my account to next to nothing. Mark used to buy me movies, but we can't afford it anymore, which sucks, because I was used to getting my little movie fix on a weekly basis. I should just not buy anything for awhile and save my money. But then I see a movie for my shelf and I forget all about that. I have an addiction. I should make a list of the movies I want most, and get 1 a week or something, so that I can keep ordering, but not go broke. I'm such a pussy sometimes.

   posted by Bald Jason at 04:56 PM
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