Monday, December 6, 2010

I slept a bit. Mark is worried about my arm. Jennifer thought
it might be a blood clot but it's seeming less serious now and
I'm just chilling until tomorrow unless it gets worse. I think
it's improved.

Mark says we have to pay the balance on my bite guard by
the 15th. It's over $300 and we're broke...and Michael was
gonna pay for it but he couldn't pay one month and Mark
took over, not realizing that Michael was gonna continue to
pay...and I lost track of everything...like I always do. I've got
such a good memory for drama, but I forget a lot of really
important shit.

The mention of the bite guard brought a lot of anziety
rushing to the surface connected to our lack of money and
what created the need for the bite guard in the first place. I
just jerked off, took a long hot shower, and then a xanax to
help take the edge off. My stomach feels slightly upset now
though. Hopefully I can hold it together.

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