Monday, May 1, 2006

I got to talk to Linda Marie today; even with all the drama and terror in our lives, it's always nice to talk with Linda. We're going to plan something fun. yay! ;-0) I have to try to contact Candace too...

I slept this morning, but Mark woke me up with a phone call, wondering if I had to work today. I had already told him that I didn't. I couldn't get back to sleep. I got up; I got the mail. Read a bunch of stuff, and watched some ALIAS. I finally got back to sleep around 5:30pm. The phone rang around 6pm, but I tried to ignore it; thinking it was probably Mark asking me if I needed anything from the store or something. The phone rang again, and I saw that it was Mark so I answered it; he asked if I was still asleep (in a completely disgusted tone, like I had slept all day), and I told him that his previous call had woken me up, and that I finally got back to sleep and he had woken me again. He needed a ride home from work, because he'd taken the bus - because he thought that I had to work today. So...I had to go pick him up. He can be really annoying, especially when I'm tired...but I love him, so I went and got him without complaint, and he apologised for ruining my day.

I ordered some movies from this place online, nearly a month ago, and I haven't gotten them. I've gotten really great service from these guys in the past, but the last time I ordered from them they sent me two copies of the same movie, and I had to send one back. That wasn't horrible or anything, but it was weird. I'm guessing that their little company is going through something, and they're probably way stressed out. I'm trying to be patient, and not get pissed off about it, because...what's the point in that?

I have a My Space account, and today I got this friend request from this girl. I've seen her maybe 4 times in my life. The first time I met her she was a bitch, but I was a bitch right back, so I overlooked that. The 2nd time I saw her, Mollie, Laurie & I had all gone dancing with her because her boyfriend/ex-bf was in the hospital, and we were all friends with him, and we knew it must be hard on her, and that she probably deserved a night out - she was a cunt to me all night long - to which I did not respond in kind. Later, when we went to get food, when she learned that I had been raped, she told me that I deserved it! The only thing that kept me from slapping her, or leaving her there was the thought of her boy Kevin dying in the hospital just a few blocks away. And after all that she didn't even stay to be there for him; she skipped town, and only returned for his showing at the funeral home. Maybe she's a great person now, or maybe she's growing as a person; I don't know. But she's had 3 chances to be my friend and she's fucked it up every fucking time, so why would she be asking me to be her friend now??? It's fucked up.

I wish Mollie had the internet.

   posted by Bald Jason at 08:18 PM
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