Friday, June 30, 2006

As I'm typing this, my neighbors have been fucking, and then talking really loudly, and then apparently fucking again, and there are still noises coming from there, and I've no clue what they're doing now. These guys pound on my wall, when I'm watching tv, with it turned down so low that I can't make out what's being said without the subtitles on, but they've never pounded while I was fucking, so I cut them some slack. Plus they usually fuck in the morning, when I really don't care, and it's not really bothersome sound - but they were really banging the wall tonight. ;-0)

My dentist appointment was so strange. I was worried that my stomach would be all messed up, but it wasn't bad. I had eaten around 4am, to try to fend off hunger before going, which seemed to work. But I thought I was having some of my fillings replaced, when in fact I was having a cavity filled. Now, my dentist is kind of odd; friendly odd, but on this morning he just seemed really out of it. Not in a dangerous way, but he seemed...kind of lost. I asked about it, and he must have heard me because he later told me that if he seemed out of it, his wife wasn't sleeping, and they were buying a house, and also, someone wasn't at the office that was supposed to be, and so things were really hectic. I tried to get him to relax a bit... They left me sitting while they did something else, for about 40 minutes. That's very odd, as I'm usually taken care of right away. And I was actually at the office early & I got in about 15 minutes after I was scheduled, when they usually just take me early.

Then the weirdness continued. They couldn't get my mouth numb for the procedure. I discovered this when they started drilling and I could really feel it. That happened again after another shot. And later, after another. They gave me at least 4, possibly 5. When I drove home my whole face was numb; a sensation I'd never felt before. I watched a Smallville episode and went to sleep, which was great! To actually be able to sleep when I'm tired is an experience that I've been deprived of since Heidi the dog invaded my life.

When I woke later, from a dream about Jeremy & Danny...mostly about Danny, which was weird, I was energized; excited about some new projects, and really, really hungry. My face was still slightly numb though it had been hours since my appointment. I knew not to eat while my face was numb, as I could bite my tongue or lips or cheek, and not feel it - so I hadn't eaten since 4am. I remembered that Jeremy had said he'd call me, so I beat him to the punch and left him a message asking if he would like to go to Red Robin after work with Mollie, Mark and I. Then I called Mollie and left her a message. Then I called Mark, but had to let him go as Mollie returned my call, and she & I traded horror stories about dentists, which made me laugh a lot. Mollie still isn't up to going out, poor girl, but she said she was about to take a bath, read a book, and watch Breakfast On Pluto. Jeremy later called me back and was up for food, so I picked up Mark from work, we dropped off the dog, and then met Jeremy at Red Robin.

Mark & I actually arrived at Red Robin about 20 minutes before Jeremy (thanks to a really slow driver he was stuck behind), and I ordered my food before he arrived because I'd been hungry for hours. Mark waited for Jeremy, and we had fun hanging out. I like that Jeremy & Mark get along so well, and they apparently like it too. We talked about stuff. Jeremy has been going by Jeremy since going off to school in 95. He was dating Danny before his mom found out he was gay by searching through his planner - and her parental methods are so twisted that I could kill her...with my hands...um...that's not a confession. lol (She's a manipulative bitch, in case you didn't catch that). Danny called during the dinner, or just after it, and I sent out an invitation for him to join us - I actually considered inviting him earlier, but didn't; he declined but said thanks. He had plans to help his friend Mark move out of the gay frat, I think it was? This whole scenario is so unusual that I don't know if it's normal to worry about Danny like I do...but I do. I just want everybody to be ok, but I can't really control that, so it strikes me as really stupid. lol

After food and conversation we walked over to Pier 1, which was way lamer than we expected, but thanks to our mutual companionship, it was mostly fun. We then went to Pet Co., with Jeremy driving, as Mark wanted to get Heidi supplies. Jeremy talked about not being an animal person, which was nice to hear, as when I usually say things like that, people look at me like I'm evil. We spent a disturbing amount of time looking at, and discussing special bags to carry dog shit. It was all too wrong. When we left, Jeremy knew one of the cashieres; a cute, very young looking girl. And Jeremy gave Mark a quarter for a gum ball; he got pink, which is apparently his favorite.

We put the pet stuff in the car, then walked over to Borders where Jeremy got a book, and I finally got the 4th Harry Potter movie. Colleen was there. She seemed deeply afraid of me, which made me not insult her, as I was laughing too much. Jeremy has read a lot of Terry Brooks; some Andrea Norton, and Mary Zimmerman Bradley. These are random things that probably nobody cares about but me. lol

On the way back to the car, Jeremy said that he & Danny had watched the pilot episode of DS9 the night before (Emissary, Parts I & II), and that they'd be watching the next episode tonight. I told him that the Duras sisters were in that episode, and that it introduces Garak; Mollie's favorite character. I hope he actually enjoys the show. The first season is...well, a first season, and Trek shows tend to not be that great at first. Though the 20 episode season does have some winners, and I hope he makes it to "Duet", as that's a shining example of great DS9, and great Trek, period.

I gave Jeremy a kiss goodbye. Don't know when I'll see him again. He can't stop by to see me at work today as he'll still be at work. Too bad, because that would be nice. I'm enjoying him quite a lot. The drive home was quiet; I was actually tired. I slept when I got home, and woke up around 2am, just before the neighbors started their percussive bang-a-thon, which has since quieted to slight random movements, and I assume, some post-orgasmic yawns. I drank some herbal tea with my prilosec, and wrote this.

I work today. I'm going to return disc 1 of Smallville, Season 3, and rent Basic Instinct 2. I'm not kidding, but it's ok if you laughed. lol I have no plans tonight or tomorrow, which I have off. I probably close on Sunday. I may or may not have the 4th off; if I do, I have plans with Carrie & company, which Jeremy was invited to, but I'm pretty sure he's got plans; he's gotta work on his fence. I may eat something soon. I have no idea what I'm going to do now. I might jack off, as I haven't done that in days, again; what's up with that? Perhaps it's because with the J man around I haven't felt the need to spend time with the porn chronicles. Or it could just be some very random thing.

I haven't heard back from Chad, who Mark thinks I should go out with. I haven't spoken to Frank. Tracy never called me back, which I expected, as he was wasted when he told me he would... And Jennifer, who called me around 3pm yesterday & let me go as I was sleeping, never called me back, though she said that she would, which, sadly, I also kind of expected. I need to get in touch with her, and Catherine, and Jason Brooks. I need to stay connected.

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