Thursday, July 6, 2006

I was about 5 minutes late to work yesterday, but the store was pretty dead, and DJ and I talked for like 10 minutes before I punched in. Mark dropped me off, as I really didn't want to be late again; I hate falling into a pattern like that, and much prefer to be early. I worked with Bobby, who got promoted after all, which is awesome. DJ was there too, obviously, which was way cool. I later worked with Nate & Joe, and when it came time for my shift to end, I stayed for a bit, as I was going to wait for Mark to pick me, up, but I just felt like walking so I started walking home, and called Mark to let him know he didn't need to pick me up. He called me when he was leaving work, and I was right next to Aut Bar, so I went in to get something to drink, and wait for him to pick me up.

While I had walked I called almost everyone on my phone, but nobody answered! lol I left Jeremy 2 messages. I know I broke up with him... but I miss him. I don't know what that will mean later on. I just... I want my Jeremy Damn It!

That reminds me that I need to call my Grandmother today, to see if she has any news on my Father. I also need to call Solomon & Janella tomorrow to see when we're hanging out. I'll try to remember that.

While in Aut Bar, I ordered a sprite, and chatted with a few people. I like the people I meet there, and I always seem to run into people I've met at other places, and this was no exception. The bartender and I had met before. I spoke with Junlian, the waiter, briefly. And before I knew it, and before my sprite was was gone, Mark had arrived.

When we got home, I accidentally stabbed myself in the eye with my sunglasses! It hurt like a bitch! But I took a long shower and all was right in the world. Bryan had called earlier in the day as it was his son Robert's birthday, and he wanted Mollie, Mark & I to come. Mollie couldn't make it as she was...well...unable to be there; trust me. I got ready to go back to Aut Bar, to see if I could see Jeremy as the not seeing him was making me go all stalker boy, and I remembered Robert's party. I told Mark about it, and he said he'd like to go if we didn't have to go right away, and I said that worked for me as I was going to the bar for awhile, and Bryan said it wasn't that big a deal if we came later.

I saw that Jeremy was in a WRAP meeting outside the bar when I got there, but it felt weird watching him, so I just went off and chatted up some more people. I'm good at that. Plus this time I wasn't sweaty from walking across town in the sun. When I looked back to where Jeremy had been he was gone, so I thought I had missed him and he was probably on his way home. I went out in the parking lot to go home defeated, but then I spyed Kim standing behind what I thought was Common Language, but was really the WRAP building. I shouted her name and we got big hugs! ;-0) That was great! I met her friend Megan/Meagan(?); I never know how to spell names - who was really nice, and we hit it off, and I got even more hugs. I also met Rocky, and Megan's hubby who gives free massages on Wednesdays so he can learn his trade. He had just given Kim a massage. I called Jeremy to say hello, as I figured he wouldn't be that busy while driving home, but he was in fact about to get a massage of his very own, and said he'd call me back when he was finished.

I hung out with Kim and M for awhile longer, then drove Kim back to her car, where we talked so more. I'm very glad that I've met this woman. I wrote a poem for her a few days ago, and I told her it was posted on my webpage. And I also made plans to return her shirt to her tomorrow, as she left it in my bedroom a few weeks ago. She told me she was sorry that things weren't going with between me & Jeremy, and that was good to hear... But it made me want to see him even more.

I called Mark to make sure he was ready to go, then drove home to pick him up, but he needed to walk the dog. erg. We made it to the new apartment, and go to spend some time with Bryan, Chris, Chris's mom, Bryan's mom Diana, and Robert (now 17!) and his very pregnant girlfriend Kayla; it was nice, but I was waiting for the call from Jeremy. Kim said his massage would probably be over around 9pm, and it was after 10, so I figured he wasn't going to call. I left him a final message, feeling...sad, but ready to give up, but he called me back later and made plans with me for 1on1 conversation tomorrow, which cheered me up, because I could hear the smile in his voice.

Bryan & Chris have 3 cats, so my allergies were kicking my ass, but I got some soda and some Benadryl, which helped a bit, though my eyes were still really scratchy. We played several hands of euchre, and then a game of uno. Earlier, I browsed through Bryan's pictures...many of them of me, Mark & Mollie! He's going to burn all those (plus some cute ones of Bryan and family) onto a disc for me! I love getting new pictures, and some of those are so cute! There were pictures from Mark's surprise party last year, and we have so few pictures from that day, so that rocked! We headed home a little after 1am.

I started watching Smallville when I got home and finished one episode, before starting the penultimate 3rd Season episode. Bryan is now watching the show, and he's getting into it as well. Cool. While watching the beginning of this episode, Mollie called me freaking out about something I had posted in my blog, only what I posted wasn't all that terrible as she quickly learned. She called me back, and apologised for freaking out, but apparently some stuff was taken out of context by other people and she got reamed for it! I don't even want to say more about it for fear of pissing off other people who might be reading this. I'm censoring my own fricking blog, just so I won't be misunderstood again. It kind of sucks, and it kind of pisses me off. But I'm just gonna tell those involved that I'm sorry if what I posted hurt you, but it wasn't intended to, and I'm sorry that Mollie got the short end of the stick, when she didn't deserve it.

I got several messages all at once on my phone today. I've had my phone for a long while now, and it's been through a lot, so sometimes it fucks up, but I love my phone. I got messages from Carrie, Mollie, Bryan, Mark, & Janice. Some of these messages were from days ago. Carrie wanted to know if I was going to the lake, and she also said she had a juicy story to tell me, so I'm wanting to know what that's about. Mollie also wanted to know about the lake, and then there was a message from the lake, and then still another one. Bryan was calling about Robert's party. Mark wanted to know about what time he needed to pick me up for work, and Janice's message was kind of vague.

I started up Smallville again, but I started falling asleep so I stopped it and went to bed. I slept until about 5:30am. I'll probably sleep more later, but I need to take my pills. I need to get more of that stuff today. Oh, and I got an e-mail from Kim telling me the poem made her cry! She said that she was amazed how well I understood who she is, and that she's really glad she met me! :-0) yay!

Well, I'm gonna go take my pills and then...not sure what I'm doing.

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