Tuesday, April 12, 2005

I slept for 5 hours; Mark let me sleep, and went to work, and is now on his way home so I can drive him back to work. Hopefully I'll wake up more as the day progresses...? blah.

I just saw a tv spot for Episode III, online called Tragedy. Yay! ;-0)

No new e-mail of note. I sent Sandor the poetry I've written about him last week, and last night he said that he hadn't checked it, but that he would (and that his boyfriend sometimes opens his e-mail) - but he was, of course, drunk again last night, so I'm not sure he'll remember; and even if he does get it, I didn't ask for a reply, which I should have, because not knowing if he's read them is driving me crazy. grr. Usually I get feedback a lot faster than this. lol

Still no replies from Bob. Too bad; he's a cutie. :-0(

I got in a fight with Matt last night; he said that all he wanted to do last night was kiss me, but I swear the only reason he wants me now is because I don't want him back. When he broke up with me, early last year, I was so into him - and when he did break up with me, he rambled on about (and I kid you not) how he believed he must be the reincarnation of a flower child, and that he wasn't meant to be with just one guy. lol Later, as I met more of his friends and they all liked me, and he wasn't getting laid all the time, he decided he'd made a mistake...and I just wasn't attrated to him anymore. I don't think it's a punishment deal; it's just that as I saw more of him through the breakup...I liked him less than I did. I think he's fine as a friend, but I have no interest in anything more with him, and I've told him this in great detail in the past, and I thought we were through all of that, and last night we weren't, and for the first time that really pissed me off, because I was talking to him as a friend, and suddenly we were back to that shit. grr.

Anyways, I need to throw my shoes on, and grab my I.D. & my sunglasses.

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