Wednesday, October 9, 2002

Former Live Journal Entry

Darla

I never write in my online journal. Probably because I only got it so I could read my friend Darla's journal, & have some idea what was going on with her, as I don't see her very often. Darla is very complex & anyone who thinks they know her [me included] probably doesn't know the half of it. She seems ultra tough, & yet she's really very sensitive. She's a mass of contradictions. But I really care about her & I want her to be my friend; more importantly - I want to be hers. And since I already am; go me!

I went to City Club on Saturday & I was surprised by how much a I actually missed it. I missed the music a lot. I go to The Necto in Ann Arbor fairly often, because it's right up the road from me & I don't understand fags who drive a couple hours to go to a gay bar. But me driving to City Club seems worth it, because I can dance all night to the music there, plus I can pick up cute boys & girls ;-0) The "music" at Necto is a mixed bag, & it isn't mixed in my favor. I'm gonna try to go back to City Club this weekend, though I'm not sure which night - maybe both. Is it open more nights than Friday & Saturday? I honestly don't know.

So...I've been sort of seeing this boy Franklin - who isn't ready for a relationship, blah blah blah. Only I really like him. He makes me sing! It's really fun. When we're alone everything is good - it's when we're out that things suck ass [not in a good way]. I'm torn on this one - do I stick around or do I tell him to go deal? It's a toughy. I've let guys go for less in the past, but this time... I don't know. And it isn't like I don't like other guys, because I do - I can name 3 guys right now that I think are really cool & they seem to think I'm cool too, but...erg!

I'm gonna go sleep or something - why am I awake now anyways???

   posted by Bald Jason at 03:27 PM
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