Wednesday, March 2, 2005

I didn't go to City Club Saturday after all; I went to Mollie's house to hang out with her & Carrie; they're so excited about Las Vegas. I went to Factory Night at Necto Monday night though, which was amazing, really. I know I should go more often; it clears my head. Goth music is sexy; that's something I've always known but I don't think I've ever expressed to anyone; it's very sexual, but without being repellant like the shit they play on Pride night. There were two girls there who were so fucking hot, I almost drooled; watching them dance next to me...they weren't together, but on either side of me; they were just amazing. I hit on a guy, who I'm pretty sure was straight, but he was just too delicious for words! He took it well, with a smile, a thank you, and a nice blush. All & all it was a great night, back in my element - I really should go again this coming Monday.

I have to work today, maybe I should get some sleep. I should work on my webpage, but I don't really feel like it, so I'm not going to. I should catch up on my e-mail, but I don't feel like that either, at least not tonight. God, I'm so fricking horny; I haven't had sex in months, and I haven't jacked off in days, but this tension is actually hot in & of itself... Everything's more sensitive; evernthing is more intense; it's like a drug, I think.

I'm listening to Assemblage 23's "Naked", the God Module Remix, which I'm pretty sure I've never heard before... I like it. I've been listening to Tori Amos for most of the last week or so; her new CD should arrive at my door on Thursday, along with the new Antony & The Johnsons cd, which I'm really looking forward to hearing. Paul got me hooked on Antony when I visited his San Francisco apartment for Halloween 2000.

There's a new ALIAS on tonight; I let my friend Carrie borrow the first 2 discs of Season 1 a few weeks ago, and I started watching from the 3rd disc so I could talk to her about it; I just gave her the rest of season 1 the other day, and I'm half way through season 3 which is a lot better this time around then when it originally aired. It's a great show; I hope it lasts; all my other tv shows seem to be dying off. As it is, I watch ALIAS, JLU & Enterprise; and Mark downloads The L Word for me every week. That's really all the television I watch, and Enterprise will soon be over. A few years ago Buffy ended, then Angel was cancelled. I guess it's not that big a deal, but I feel like my brand of television is passing away for a new generation of reality tv bullshit. blah!

I updated my gay.com profile pix earlier, which was oddly enjoyable. God, this song really rocks; I'll have to request it on Monday ;-0) I was thinking of making a mashup cd for Shawn Forman the other day, just for fun, but then I realized that I don't know his address anymore. Wacky.

Alright, I'm gonna end this so I can dance around my bedroom, naked ;-0)

   posted by Bald Jason at 04:30 AM
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   Saturday, March 5, 2005

So I was just at the Aut Bar again; it wasn't leather night this week, that's only on the last Friday of the month, which is fine since I was in vinyl ;-0) I saw Rusty Parker, and chatted with him for awhile; he always has such crazy stories to tell me, and in far too much detail. Maybe that's how others feel about me though, so I laugh and I listen. lol

I was about to leave, feeling...out of sorts, like I was clashing with the entire environment, and then my new friend Andre introduced me to his friend Jason "Kap" who is 31, born in 73, lives in Romulus, works for Washtenaw County, and I, we...I think we were clicking; it felt really good. I don't ever end up dating people around my age; it just never, ever works out; there's always something, and this time was no exception, but before I found out what that something was he had pretty much stated that everything I said was interesting; he said my eyes were sexy, and then after talking to me said that my eyes weren't the only things that were sexy, and he was handsome, and I was hot for him in ways I haven't felt in so long that I'd thought that I had stopped feeling that way, period. I undressed him in my mind, and while our eyes were constantly locked, smiles & laughter & conversation - I was imagining being with him; rimming him, kissing him, and I was so fucking hard for him. He asked if I was seeing someone, but then remembered that I had said I was 'very single', and when I inquired where his boyfriend was, he revealed that his boyfriend was in Turkey. ;-0(

So...they were leaving & I left; I just met this great guy, who has a very lucky boyfriend, and I knew I wasn't going to meet another guy like that at the bar tonight; besides, I'm kind of still buzzed on him; I don't really want to think about anybody else right now. I don't do 'married guys' but I can jack off thinking about them just fine. ;-0)

He said he'd check out my webpage; I hope he does.

   posted by Bald Jason at 01:32 AM
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I slept a lot today, which was great. I watched the extras from ALIAS Season 3 and laughed a lot. I listened to the new Antony & the Johnsons CD, and the new Tori Amos one as well. As I was drifting off to sleep, I was processing all the stuff I've watched, read, & done this week, and I found an apparent flaw in the ALIAS storylines, which has me kind of pissed off cause I was really enjoying it, and I don't really think they can fix it. Blah.

I wrote a poem for the guy I met last night, and I realized I had no clue how to spell his name, so I looked it up online; there was an e-mail address there so I e-mailed him a link to the poem; hopefully this doesn't anger him, or scare him; I just think, that when you write about someone, they should know what you've written; it's as simple as that. I don't know why I would write him again, unless he replied with a question or something like that. And it only took me one search on google to get his name, e-mail & phone #; and I didn't even bother to write down the # since I have no need of it. Erg. I'm paranoid I guess; I don't want him to think I'm stalking him. Of course if he goes to my webpage, then he'll know a hell of a lot more about me, then I do about him, so maybe that will make him feel better.

I have to return my movies to Hollywood Video today; and I was hoping to not go there until work tomorrow. Whatever. I'm going to Vegas. ;-0)

   posted by Bald Jason at 07:14 PM
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