Tuesday, March 15, 2005

I went to Necto tonight, but I didn't end up dancing much; mostly chatted with friends (Dolly, DJ Dan, Vince & Sandor); I haven't talked that much with Sandor in the last few years, and he was really drunk so lots of things were discussed that I didn't expect. wacky. He's in a band; anyone reading this might want to check them out at http://www.electrophile.org. Too bad I'm not his type; he's a cutie, and I actually wrote a poem about him years ago, before I even knew him. I'll have to track that down, because I'm pretty sure it's not even on my webpage. hmmm.

I'm sitting here, naked except for my jewelry, my socks & a whole lot of eyeliner. lol Oh - and that damned bar bracelet thing they put on me at the door. blah.

The new Star Wars movie looks awesome. Sin City, Batman Begins, and the Ring Two are also on my radar, but I seldom go to the theater these days. We'll see if I actually make it out to any of those.

I'm so fucking horny right now. And I'm kind of...sad. I don't want to be one of those people that whines about being single, but lately I've been so horny, and I just don't like anyone enough to fuck them, you know? Sandor said he would make out with me (lol) but he has a boyfriend, and there's no good there. Plus he's disgusted that I once made out with Dorian; I imagine many people are. If only I didn't have a memory sometimes. lol

Oh, some guy recognized me from meeting me 2 years ago at City Club; apparently he'd been to my webpage; he said it was hot. hmmm.

I wonder what Shawn is up to? I do that a lot. Actually, I've been thinking lately that I haven't talked to anyone from that...group(?) lately. Hmmmmmm.

Oh, and if I wasn't geeky enough; I just read about the next 10 episodes of JLU, and they sound freaking awesome! ;-0) I'm just so incredibly lame. lol Which is fine with me, actually. blah blah blah. I need to take a shower. Or possibly masturbate.

   posted by Bald Jason at 02:41 AM
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My throat feels swollen; I think I've caught a new virus. Yay! Only so not. I'm supposed to go to Vegas a week from Wednesday, and I can't really cancel, and going would... Ok. I'm a bit stressed out about this; I have a hard time planning things, because they never happen the way that I plan, so I prefer to not plan things; in cases like a trip or something I have to plan for them, which annoys me beyond the telling of it. blah. today sucks. I'm gonna take lots of vitamin C, and try not to worry about this.

blah.

   posted by Bald Jason at 07:16 PM
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   Friday, March 18, 2005

I hate the President of the United States. I can't stand the man. Seperation of church & state; there's a reason why that is meant to exist. Of course equal gay rights are going to be found in the courts; if equal rights for African Americans depended on a majority rule - they'd still be sitting on the back of the bus. The constitution is meant to protect minorities; not used against them. I fricking can't stand this bullshit.

And what makes it worse; and really truly horrible, is I know that most of my family voted for Bush; I even think that one of my close friends did, and it rips me apart; how could they do this to me? How could they love me, and put me through this nazi bullshit? Of course the Michigan vote didn't go to Bush, but just the thought of someone I know being that ignorant, kills me.

So, if you seperate religion from the equation, what exactly is so threatening about people getting married? I don't understand what the fuss is about? I really, truly don't. I do wonder why married people get special rights though. Everyone should have equal rights, even if they're single.

And I'm tired of news programs and the like saying: "Well a gay man was arrested today." - or whatever, when they don't say "A heterosexual man was arrested today." Or "A white man was arrested today" - you never hear those. blah.

I'm just disgusted with this country - maybe the world.

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I'm tired, and I'm cranky. I don't have any food; I was going to go grocery shopping after work, but Mark isn't feeling well, so we skipped the store. He turned on the heat in the car, and I was so warm I wanted to put down the windows (before the heat) - but I tried to tough it out. I told him I was going to bed when I got home, and that I'd like it if he didn't turn the heat on at home (I wanted to turn the air conditioning down low, but didn't expect that would be happening) - he said ok, or something to that effect, but here we are & the heat is blaring, instead of the cool air that drives me to sleep, which is going to leave me tossing & turning, and my cough, which had subsided has returned, and my eyes hurt, and 13 years ago tonight I slashed my wrists & ended up in a hospital with a bunch of wacky people who are mostly dead now.

erg.

   posted by Bald Jason at 06:49 PM
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