Tuesday, April 5, 2005

I kissed him. He kissed me back. Do you know how long I've wanted to kiss this boy? 6 years, is it? Do you know how long it's been since I've wanted to kiss a boy that much? I kissed him, and with my mouth, hungry on his, he couldn't talk about Anthony, or his boyfriend, who I should feel guilty for treating so horribly, but it was just a kiss, only it so wasn't - but I've wanted that kiss for 6 fucking years, and I took it, and it was hot and amazing, and jesus fucking christ this feels good.

;-0)

   posted by Bald Jason at 05:20 AM
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   Saturday, April 9, 2005

Oh. I'm looking at picture's of Mark's new nephew: Nick. He's so cute! Check him out.

Congratulations guys! ;-0) I wish I could give Marcus & Julie hugs, and hold the baby, and watch Mark hold the baby; he never holds babies! :-)

   posted by Bald Jason at 02:26 AM
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Thinking I might go to City Club in a while; been cleaning my room & listening to random tunes; I kind of feel like dancing. I'm so out of shape, I could use the exercise. I went to Uptown Downtown on Wednesday, and had a blast, though the bar crowd was split between Uptown & 'Skybar' which is less than a block away, and I went back and forth between them all night; hanging out with friends, and dancing with cute boys (AJ & Matt) & girls.

I haven't heard back from Bob or Sandor; not everyone checks their e-mail as often as I do though. hmmm. I've been having really sexual dreams lately; I've dreamt about Zach, Heidi & DJ from work; Sandor & Bob from Necto, and tons of others that I don't care to mention at the moment; it's nice & all, but is surely a result of my continued lack of sex, which is by choice, but still odd. I haven't dated anyone in over a year, which is unheard of for me. I jack off all the time, which is fun, but it doesn't seem to be taking the edge off lately. hmmmm.

Tuesday night, Mark & I took Solomon & Janella to Pizza House, and I had so much fun. I met Solomon & Janella at work; they're customers of mine, who I've seen all too infrequently, so I asked if they'd like to hang out. They have recently discovered the joys of Buffy, and I let them borrow the 6th Season of Buffy (& the 3rd Season of Angel); it's nice to talk to them about that stuff too. I hope we hang out again soon.

Later on Tuesday Mollie called with new of an extra ticket to see Beauty & The Beast at the Fox in Detroit this coming Tuesday, April 12, and I went into work to let them know I'd need that day off; I stuck around to see Matt & Heidi; I never get to see enough of them. After they closed the store and were leaving I went to the Aut Bar where I ran into Franklin, Robert, Mike, Matt, & a dozen other people who made me feel good, while getting me to sing Karaoke (they host it there every 1st Tuesday of the month), which was fun. I sang Angel by Sarah McLachlan with Robert & Franklin & we kicked ass!!! Later I sang on my own and was suddenly very nervous, and I think I came off pretty horribly. I didn't get home until late, having talked to Franklin in my car for about an hour.

Well, I need to start another load of laundry, and eat something before getting ready for the club. Oh - note to self - don't forget to talk about the insane pressure at work to sell 'bundles'. blah.

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