Sunday, November 27, 2005

I just woke up from an erotic dream, in which I lived in my Grandmother's house - or at least it was set up like my Grandmother's house - it was like her house had been destroyed, and a replica of it (though it was a lot bigger) was built. I dreamt I was talking to 2 men from my past, they were a couple, and we were all friends. One of the men was Jason "Jay" Prater, who gave me an amazing blowjob the morning of July 4, 2003 - and who now works at Aut Bar; he still says hello with a big smile, and once proclaimed to a crowd of hot guys how "Huge" my dick was; lol. The other guy's name is Jason Dornoff. Wow - all 3 of us Jason's; I didn't notice that until just now. Weird. Anyways, I never had sex with this 2nd Jason, though we've both dated the same guy (not at the same time) at least once; the one I know about, being Gene Warrick. I've seen Jason twice; the first time was at a showing of the movie Stargate at Fox Theater January 14, 1995. [God - my memory is really scary sometimes] The other time I saw him, at least I'm pretty sure it was him (I only just remembered this a minute ago, and I'm still half asleep - he was with Tony Glassman, and I believe they lived together in Ohio somewhere??? Strange... I know a lot about his sex with Gene though, because Gene talked about his many ex-boyfriends on a regular basis.

Anyways - in the dream, I was talking to Jay & Jason, and they were obviously really horny, and I invited them back to my room, which was like my Grandmother's room, only so not. lol We had a hot 3-way; Jason D. fucked Jason P., while I rimmed Jason D. while being rimmed by Jason P. lol I also, somehow rimmed Jay as well, but Jason never stopped fucking him, so I'm not sure how that happened - I do know that Jay's tongue almost made me cum. It was really hot. I could tell that Jason D. wanted to do more with me - and I wanted it done, but Jason P. & he were a couple in the dream, and Jason P. wasn't sure he was into all this; they both came fairly quickly, and they left me with a huge hardon, but I felt weird asking them to finish me off, because the whole thing was so weird; hot, but weird. It seemed like I knew Jason D. very well; like we were friends. After they left, I played some CURE, and I had to run around the house shutting down all the speakers that weren't in my room, because I didn't want to wake Mark up. lol. Then I watched a movie about Safe Sex - in which these guys saw that these other guys were going to have unprotected sex in a car parked next to them, so they jumped in the car with them, and said something about a party - and they all went to a drivin, and actually watched the movie instead of fucking. My brain is so strange.

So at work on Friday, I rang someone up named John Dornoff, and the name struck a chord with me, but I couldn't say why. Well, then when I looked up the guy's account, it also brought up Jason Dornoff's name, and I remembered him right away. I asked John if he was related to Jason, and he said that Jason was his nephew, and then he asked me how I knew him, and if I'd seen him lately, because he hadn't seen him in a long time. I told him that we knew each other threw other people, and that I hadn't seen him since that theater nearly 11 years ago, which now seems to be untrue, but I didn't remember that at the time. I forgot about the whole thing later, but it explains why I dreamt about him. And I saw Jay a few weeks ago. I remember his parents lived in a trailer park, and they thought the internet was evil; he used the internet from his sister's, who lived in the same trailer park. I just went to visit him, there in whitetrash heaven - which made me remember living with my own parents, but when I was leaving he begged to see my dick - and I'll probably delete this later because this is so graphic, but my fingers keep going - but I told him he could see it, and before I knew what was happening he was giving me one of the best blowjobs of my life. Anyways... I should get some more sleep or something.

   posted by Bald Jason at 06:43 AM
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I still haven't gotten back to sleep since this morning's dream. I'm scanning pictures of Gene Warrick for his dedication page. It's really strange looking at these pictures now; we were so young. Paul, Troy, Doreen, Tracy [#4]... And Gene looked really good in some of those pictures. It's just odd. I don't think about those times very often, and I don't think I've ever seen these pictures more clearly; I can step back, and look at them differently, and it's kind of nice. I don't mean that dating Gene was a great experience, because it was easily the worst I've ever had, but I can look at them from a far more removed kind of place, and enjoy them for that. I have a really bad headache though, so I'll probably take my last 2 Midrin soon, and sleep before work tonight...

We'll see.

   posted by Bald Jason at 11:59 AM
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I'm just about to take a nap. I found all the Gene stuff I had saved; it's all pretty dark stuff. He was so insane, and I had such low self esteem; I talked to Mark about a lot of it. Part of having a memory like mine, is that I'll most likely remember the pain of all that forever... I don't think Gene even felt it at the time, let alone now. I should be able to put up a really interesting page about him though; I'll have to work on it some more this week.

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   Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Work was ok Sunday night. Except that Nate doesn't always cover his mouth when he coughs, and chews with his mouth open. He's fun to be around anyways & I still love him. lol I started feeling a bit odd that night, and I'm pretty sure I have a cold or something now. I'm not coughing or anything, but I'm congested, and miserable. I don't handle being sick very well; I mean, I'm a total pussy, when I'm sick - I wish that I was different in this aspect, but there are so many complications from being sick like this, with all my other problems that together I've just...blah. I don't even feel like writing. I have most of this week off, which I requested because I was in need of a break, but now I'm sick, which, time off will help with, but it won't be the deep relaxing thing that I had planned on. :-0( I'm on the verge of being depressed. I've already moved into whiney/mopey territory.

I had Monday off. I was intending to sleep today, and then dance like mad at Necto, but I think any violent head twirling would kill me right now, so I've had to pass again. I hate missing Factory Nights at Necto; I always feel so good after dancing, and the music is usually really good - plus there are any number of amusing people. I did sleep for a long time today though.

I rented the first 2 discs of the final Friends season last night, but I've already watched them. I only have 6-8 episodes left of that show; it doesn't seem like I've seen all 10 seasons so quickly, but I have. I'm tempted to give Joey a try after this, but I was thinking about the show - and I don't think any of them could hold a show on their own; they're all...kind of annoying, and it's only through the ensemble of them that they do as well as they do. I hate Rachel. Ross is so hung up on her, that he has become just as bad. Joey is stupid, and stupid humor doesn't usually make me laugh, but his friends' reactions make him funny. Phoebe(?) is amusing, and makes everyone else seem more amusing. Monica & Chandler are my favorites, but I don't think I'd want to see a show about them either. It doesn't help that so few people I know watch or enjoy Joey, or that none of the other "Friends" have visited his show. And I've read that the show hasn't done well at all, and will most likely be cancelled soon. whatever.

I need to eat. I might work on my webpage some more, or read. Trying to be comfortable is my main goal. lol I have to work tomorrow and I'm really not looking forward to it. I'm thinking that Wednesday night would be a good time to see Harry Potter with Mollie & Mark (and maybe DJ), but if I develope coughing/sneezing symptoms I'll just skip the movie altogether and let them enjoy it. I've grown to dislike the movie going experience over the years because of rude/loud people in the theater, and I find the coughing/sneezing people to be part of that group; I refuse to be that person. It's not like it's that horrible waiting for DVD. It used to be that I had great theater experiences almost every time, and now the opposite is true. I'm one of those people who needs people to be quiet, and not have their cell phones on - I need the movie experience to be about the movie itself, and not everyone else in the room, for me to enjoy it. I expect there to be some noise opening night, but after that - it's quiet time. And if you ask someone to be quiet in the theater you get all sorts of nasty reactions (one guy shot another guy downtown when he was asked to be quiet in the theater) - when according to the 'rules' layed out at the beginning of every movie - they shouldn't have been making noise in the first place. It's gotten to the point where I feel stressed about going to see most movies. I used to see movies all the time, and now I only go to the ones that I really, REALLY want to see. It's kind of sad, because before, I could see a movie and not know a lot about it, and really be surprised in the theater, but now I don't want to risk some shmuck ruining the experience for me, especially when I'm spending an obscene amount of money to see the show. It's like gambling, and I hate gambling. I hate setting myself up to have fun, and then losing money. I don't see the point of it. I want to see Harry Potter. I want to see Rent. I want to see Brokeback Mountain. A few years ago I might have seen Aeon Flux as well, but I don't want to see that enough to deal with stupid people. I'm torn on King Kong; but I'm thinking I'll probably wait for DVD. erg. The only 2 theater experiences in the last few years, that were outright fantastic, were X2, Serenity, and Fellowship of The Ring.

Ok - I'll go get that food now.

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   Wednesday, November 30, 2005

I haven't been coughing much at all, and I'm not all sniffly at the moment, so I'm planning on seeing Harry Potter tonight with Mollie, Mark, & perhaps DJ; he hasn't confirmed as of yet. I just rewatched 'Azkaban' and I have to come to agree with another review that I read, which said that as a movie in a series of movies it's fantastic, but that as an adaptation of the book it sucks. That doesn't bother me so much anymore, as I've come to see the movies as their own little world, seperate from the books. The actors, even in the 3rd, look far too old to be the characters from the books, but since they've already outgrown the parts, and they've played them so well, it would be a shame to recast them now, and I hope they stay on for the other 3 films. And that 7th book better kick ass.

I'm a bit acidy, but as long as I got a few hours sleep before the show I should be good. I watched the last 2 Desperate Housewives episodes this morning, and I can't wait to share them with Mollie. I think it best we watch Nip/Tuck first, but Mollie says that she can come over friday night, and watch oodles of Nip/Tuck then, which would be fabulous as there are only 5 more episodes this season, and I want us to at least see the end together. I haven't seen the one that was on last night, and I'm dying to!!!

I watched the first episode of Rome last night. It was ok; reminded me of Xena; lol. Only Caesar was hot on Xena, and on this he's really gross. Not a lot of hot guys so far, though several lovely ladies have been on display. Hopefully that evens out later, as I intend to at least finish the first season.

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