Tuesday, January 10, 2006

The weekend was mostly uneventful. Sunday night I watched what I thought was the unrated, recut version of Sin City, but never having seen the film before I didn't realize that the theatrical version came as part of the set, and that's what I had watched. I liked it a lot. The new version splits the 4 stories into 4 seperate little movies - only adding about 2 or 3 minuntes to each one; I'm not going to rewatch it in this fashion until I purchase it. There is however a really awesome bonus feature! The film is almost entirely 'Green Screen' - and you can watch it as such, without any special effects! I really want to check that out. I also rented "The Constant Gardner" but I don't believe I'll have time to watch it as it's due back tonight.

I didn't sleep last night. I wrote some poetry, as I've decided I want to write more this year than I have in the last couple; I only wrote 20 last year. From 1999-2002 I was running on this forced writing kick and while it didn't seem as amazing to just write about anything and everything, when I go back and read some of those they are truly profound, at least to me, so... I also updated my queer movie section, which now has 1,000 entries! I ordered 3 movies, which cost less than 30 dollars combined. I then built up my Tribes, My Space, & new gay.com profiles, while I also dismantled my years old gay com profile. I also updated some of my yahoo stuff, and chatted briefly with this cute guy I met at Necto a few months ago; we're supposed to hang out at Aut Bar later, but I'm not sure how long I'll be up for hanging out. I went to bed around 12:30pm, and I woke up around 4:30pm and decided to stay up so I can sleep tonight, and be awake for work tomorrow.

I'm doing some laundry right now, including some shirts that I got at MediaPLay last week. Mark actually paid for the 2 shirts that are mine; we divied up our purchases - but he bought himself a wicked Nightmare Before Christmas shirt. Mine are The Crow & Hellraiser. I didn't wash Mark's in case I screw them up somehow.

Speaking of Mark, around 8:50 I noticed what time it was and that Mark should be at work at 9am, so I woke him up. I know it's not my fault that he didn't get up earlier, but I feel stupid for not noticing what time it was until then. So, Mark called me at 10:16am to let me know he'd been in a car accident, in our car, but that the damage wasn't bad, and Mark was ok - the police were there to give the guy who rear ended Mark a citation or someting - and Mark & the guy had exchanged info & stuff. I hope Mark really is ok - if he is, then all is right with the world. I'm sure the car will be fine - it's pretty new, and we have really good service, plus the accident was obviously not Mark's fault - and besides all that - I don't care. I'd much rather have Mark be ok; he's much more important to me than a stupid car.

Well - I'm still tired, and I'm probably making all kind of mistakes, so I'm going to go. Jonathan is supposed to call me today. Perhaps I'll write more lat... The cute guy just called, which would have been really annoying if I'd been asleep. He wanted to know what I was doing at 5pm, but I don't really feel up to visitors at the moment; I'm naked and stumbling - and doing laundry. He seems like a really nice guy, who actually wants to spend time with me, so I'll cut him some slack, though we already had plans for later in the day, and for all intents and purposes, he should have presumed I was asleep - since I said goodbye to him so I could sleep about 30 minutes before I fell into bed. Don't normal people sleep like 8 hours at a time? lol I'm in a good mood at least.

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   Wednesday, January 11, 2006

So I had a really great time last night on my date with Sam. We talked about a lot of stuff, and there was really nice chemistry, which left me really horny. We were kissing goodnight in my car with Robert pulled up, and made a point to let me know that he saw us, so I ended up hanging out with him, Fabio, Robert's Itallian 'friend' Daniel, and...I forgot the other guy's name - but it will come back to me; I'm just really really tired right now. I had intended on going to be fairly early in the evening, but Robert & company insisted that I accompany them to Pizza House - which was fun, because I never see Robert as much as I would like to. It was great chatting with Fabio, and watching Robert & his cutie boy together; they are hot together, in a sweet kind of way.

I still made it home before 2am, but only managed to sleep until 4am. I surfed the net, and ended up buying some movies through e-bay for fantastic prices; and 3 of these movies were unavailable from anywhere else. I knew that later I'd be depositing some cash in my account, plus I just got paid a few days ago, so I wasn't that worried about it - but when I did get to deposit the cash, which turned out to be like $70.00, I found out that my account was overdrawn. I've been buying movies the last 2 weeks - but nothing like what I used to spend. But it was too much for my savings in the aftermath of the Mark Party, and the Janice Family Party - and I've been buying a lot of food and home stuff on my card, which I never used to have to do - so while I'm really bummed about being broke again, I can see how it happened, and I'm not really sorry that I spent my money - I'm just a bit bummed that I don't have anymore. Especially since I preordered some stuff, and I'm worried about that - plus this book that I never thought would be published is being published, and the cheapest edition is like $45.00!

Work was ok today, but the bank thing really knocked me on my ass. I'm super tired from not sleeping enough, and I learned that my plans to hang out with DJ & Bryan tomorrow have been ruined by a work scheduling fuck up... I was looking forward to spending time with Mollie on Saturday, and finally getting the Nip/Tuck marathon back in swing - but when I got home there was a message from her inviting me to see Harry Potter at a IMAX theater - which pretty much means that she forgot about our plans - and is also doing something that I can't afford to do right now. And really, I don't want to. But I don't want her to cancel going to the movie either, because I don't want to feel like she doesn't want to be hanging out with me, you know?

Also, Jonathan was supposed to call me yesterday, and he didn't, which has me a bit worried. And Sam was supposed to call me around 7pm, so we could maybe hang out again tonight - which, in truth, I was going to see if I could get a raincheck for, on account of the fact that I'm now in a lousy mood - but he didn't call, so I didn't even have the option. I hope he's ok, but I'm not gonna obsess about him. He's a nice guy, and I had a great time, and if more happens, bonus - and if not - I'm ok with that too.

I also found out we owe $500.00 for the no-fault accident with the car the other day, which is money we don't have...so that's more good news, but I'm sure I'll save up some cash soon. I do that by reading a lot; it helps me not spend. And then there was the shocker that the pants that I thought Mark had ordered for me, for work, haven't been ordered at all, and with the way our funds are going now, I have no clue when they will be. But taking all of this shitty news into account, I feel pretty good about how I'm dealing.

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   Thursday, January 12, 2006

So I got a lot of sleep today, which was fantastic, and really helped alot with getting over yesterday's shit. I'm reading Section 31: Rogue; I've read parts of it before, but never the whole thing, and I'm really enjoying it. Nothing horrible has happened today (that I know). I'm really mellow, and I like it. I talked with Mollie briefly, and she may come over to watch Nip/Tuck after Harry Potter on Saturday - which I so can't afford to see, but I do really want to see it again - though I supposed I'd be ok with not seeing it until the dvd.

I'm chatting with my friend Pat on AIM at the moment, and he says he hates mashups. I love them! lol I was actually having this super erotic daydream about him earlier...which is what prompted me to hop onto AIM in the first place. Oh, well. blah blah.

Sam called last night around 10pm, but I didn't get the message until late today. I don't have his #, and his message was simply him stating his name, so I e-mailed him, but I haven't gotten a response as of yet. Hope there are no hard feelings and that greatness abounds around every corner.

see...mellow.

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   Saturday, January 14, 2006

Friday morning I was sleepless yet again, but it wasn't so bad. I was on time for work, which was constant, if not overwhelming. DJ watched episode 29 of Buffy at work, and will most likely have season finished off next time I see him. I think he's going to love the 2-part finale, as he's a big Angel fan, and Becoming, Part I has all those Angel flashbacks. I worked over. I rented a movie from work, and I passed out once I got home. I woke up around midnight, and checked my messages, only to find that Sam was hoping to meet me at Aut Bar - I tried calling the numbers he'd called me from, but I didn't have any luck. I shaved and showred, thinking I'd give Aut Bar a try to see if he was there, but my stomach started to cramp up, and I decided it wasn't worth it to get to the bar, if I wasn't feeling well, and I'd only have a half hour there before closing time - and that's even if he was there at all. I wrote him an e-mail, and then watched a movie that I ordered earlier this week, which had arrived while I was at work: "Lola & Billy The Kid", which I really enjoyed. I then downloaded the latest Desperate Housewives & The L Word. I watched Desperate Housewives which was really very good. They really aren't shying away from the gay kissing, and I really respect them for that - plus it's awesome. lol

So that's what's going on with me. My stomach doesn't hurt anymore, and I'm pretty sure it was just indigestion. A lot of my coworkers are ill, as are a lot of our customers, so I was worried that I might have caught something there, but I seem to be feeling better now, and I'm grateful for that.

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So I woke up about 40 minutes ago. After the last entry I started watching the 3rd season of Buffy. I watched "Anne" but only watched highlights from "Dead Man's Party" (the scenes relating to Buffy coming back to school) - I had watched that one at random about 6 months ago, and it's really fresh in my mind. I watch, "Faith, Hope & Trick" & started "Beauty & The Beasts" and then went to sleep - which I did all day. It was very nice, and I had very good, if very odd dreams. Courtney Ceronsky was in my dreams. I was also working at the Carpenter Road Meijer; where I was attending some kind of church service, which mildly annoyed me, and my cousin (who isn't a cousin of mine in real life) was falling in love with me, and we were dancing (and the cousin was female) - it was all very odd, but good odd, and I woke up feeling really good.

I checked my e-mail. I wonder if Mollie is at the theater now... And if so, when she'll be home. There may be a phone message for me, I should check.

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