Saturday, December 23, 2006

Times Suck. I'm fine. Really. But everyone around me is falling apart, which is almost worse. :-0(

Mollie is moving at the end of the week. Her power has been shut off on Christmas weekend!?! She has to get rid of some of her stuff, just so she can move to the crappy SOUTH, so she can survive. She has to leave her friends, and coworkers, and her life - to live with/near her dying mother, and her mom's asshole boyfriend, who doesn't know what a shower or soap, or work is. She has to pack in the cold & dark on Christmas. She doesn't want friends around because she's really emotional...and I don't know that there is anything we can do to help her. It's horrible.

What's up with me though? Well... Last Sunday I closed the store. I had Monday & Tuesday off. Tuesday marked 11 years since I met my roomie Mark. We both had the day off, and we saw Jeremy, & Mollie. I tried on wigs, and masks, and Mollie made me laugh alot. It was perfect...and me be the last time I see her happy in a long time.

Wednesday I worked over, and then went to visit my cousin Joy. I was already tired before I went there, but felt like I should go. We talked, and talked, and I was getting tired, and had to drive home, so I was saying goodbye, when one of her dogs attacked the other, and there was blood, and a really disgusting wound. I held Joy while she cried, and tried to be there. I held her dog. I don't like being around animals; I don't hate them, or want them to suffer, but I'd rather not be around them if I can help it. But I held the dog and helped out. She knew she had to go to the vet and was really messed up, so I offered to go with her, and off we went. I almost fell asleep driving, and I was hungry, and starting to get a migrain, but I hung in there, and everything worked out - and I finally got home and asleep. She sent me a nice thank you e-mail the next day.

I had Thursday off. I don't really have any recall of what I did that day. Everything is blurred in my head right now. Oh...I made plans to hang out with my online friend Jason that day, only we were both tired, and then that didn't work out, but we're going to try again today. I'm going to call him in a little while.

I worked Friday. We have new people working at the store. Alex (male) & Meghan (female). Alex is 18 and really quiet. Meg is 19, and a blast. Work was mostly fun Friday, and I was in a great mood all day. I've been rewatching Dr. Who this week, and I finished the first season of the new series this morning.

I need to shave, and shower, and call Jason and see if we can hang out today. Ugh. I feel so helpless. I got Duran Duran's last CD finally, and I really like it. Damn it.

   posted by Bald Jason at 05:24 PM
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