Monday, March 3, 2008

Saturday I burned still more dvds for Mollie; I have about 7 left to go; 2 of which aren't arriving until later this week. Saturday night I stopped by Mike's to visit him & our online friend Mat. Michael had cleaned his place up nice. We stopped by my place, and then they drove me to Aut Bar. I saw Anthony and his friend Tim, Gino, Erin, Terry, Mark, Jim, Rusty; I met Lynette & Jim (who once hit on Mikey, then Mike found out Jim still had a boyfriend - and really bad breath), and probably a bunch of other people that escape my memory at the moment. I had fun anyways. I was exhausted, and had a headache, so we went back to myplace for awhile, and then they left so I could sleep.

The sleeping was wonderful. I woke up feeling great on Sunday. I finished the DS9 Mirror Universe story I've been reading on and off for over a month; it got really good towards the end of it. I also read more of the new KRAD novel I'm reading, which I'm enjoying so far. I worked from 6:50pm to 11:40pm. I worked with Bill, Rookie & John. Michael came and hung out with me for a few hours.

I rented 'Spirited Away' & 'Princess Monoke'. I saw the latter, years ago, but never got around to watching the former. I started it when I got home from work but had to go to bed soon after as I was thrashed. This morning I drove Mark to work and then went to my followup appointment on my migrain meds. That went extremely well. Then I went to Meijer & Kroger to return bottles; using some of the money to get some more groceries. Then I went to the bank to deposit some cash in my account, as I've been bad about doing that lately, and then I came home. I finished watching 'Spirited Away' while I burned another disc for Mollie, and ate some soup. Now the movie is done, which I enjoyed, and I have to pick up Mark from work in about an hour. I'm tired, but don't want to lay down as I might fall asleep and leave Mark stranded...which would be bad.

We got in a horrible fight in the car this morning. He has this new bad habit, where if a car cuts us off when he has the right of way, instead of honking his horn or flicking them off, he charges towards them with our car, putting our lives in jeopardy, to prove a point. It's happened a couple times in the last week alone. It's insane. He says he's teaching them a lesson and he's tempted to actually hit them. He could kill them, or us, but that doesn't enter into his brain, which scares the shit out of me. Even if he thinks he's not going to hit them, things could go out of control; accidents happen. And he's taking a bad situation and escalating the danger. Assuming that he did hit someone in this manner, and no one was hurt, our car could be damaged which would screw us over. And what is Mark going to tell the police? I mean, it's one thing to have the right of way, and not see another car coming; it's another thing to tell the cops: "Of course I saw him, but I had the right of way and I had to teach him a lesson.". It's horrible. He said it was just like me to take 'their' side against him. But I wasn't saying that what the other cars are doing is right, but that what Mark has been doing isn't making it better; it's only making it worse and could have devastating consequences for us both. I asked him if he could at least not do this when I'm in the car with him because he's putting my life and well being in jeopardy, but he didn't say he wouldn't; he just asked me if I'd stop stressing him out in the car? Like me telling him not to drive dangerously was a bad thing. Mark is so smart and so sensitive and all these other wonderful things, but sometimes he changes into this child monster, that I've seen a handful of times over the years...and it's scary, but I deal, because I know he's not like that most of time - but when it happens, and he's that other guy, and he's driving a car, that's just not acceptable. I don't want to think about this anymore.

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   Tuesday, March 4, 2008

I picked up Mark for work, chatting with Michael on the phone briefly, and told Mark about my day on the way home. Then I played a video game, and ate, shortly before chatting with Michael online and getting ready for the bar. I also burned another dvd for Mollie, and started another one before I left for the bar.

Michael & his friend Katie met me at the bar, but I got there about 45 minutes before them. I danced with Alex, who's this guy that's also bald and sometimes introduces himself to me, and we compliment each other, but always have really bad timing. Tonight it happened again, in that I'm pretty sure he was going to ask me out, but I made sure to introduce him to Michael when he arrived, so as to avoid any badness. Hopefully we'll still be dancing buddies.

Lots of other peeps were there.

The boy that I complimented last time I went was there, and he was eyeing me, but I stayed away, as I didn't want to lead him on or anything. One of Michael's ex boy toys was there ('Christian') who may have slept with a few of my ex boy toys. lol. Michael's friend Katie was way cute, very cool, and he's got her hooked on Who. :-0)

I danced a lot. I drank a lot. I'm most likely going to be sore tomorrow, but for now I feel fantastic. It was great fun dancing and making out with Michael. And now that I'm home and showered I feel extremely exhausted, but in a good work out kind of way. I haven't been getting much exercise lately so this is good, though I've lost some weight this year, which I hadn't planned on at all. I now weight a bit over 157 pounds. Crazy. That's still a bit more than I did in the old days when I didn't eat anything. Back then I always weighed between 148 & 152 pounds, but I've been eating and quite a bit of it has been healthy, so I'm not as worried about myself as I was then; I've come a long way! :-0)

I need to start a load of laundry, as I work later today and all my work clothes are dirty. I'll start another disc for Mollie...and I'll most likely go right to sleep. I'm so very tired now.

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I slept well. I don't seem to be as sore as I expected, which is great. My clothes are in the dryer. I should probably eat something lite...and start another disc for Mollie...and finish getting ready for work. Michael may stop by and see me today, and return "Across The Universe", which he rented on my account.

4 weeks from Tomorrow, the 2nd Season of Torchwood will be over...and Doctor Who Season 4 (which I'm aching for) will begin. I miss Donna & the Doctor, and Rose and Martha and Sarah Jane. I'm enjoying Torchwood a lot; I just miss a bunch of characters who aren't on display here. Blah.

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   Wednesday, March 5, 2008

I was late for work on Tuesday, as Mark was on a customer service call and couldn't pick me up, but I stayed late, and actually worked over, so that's cool. Michael didn't visit as he was busy, but that was fine too. I worked with Bryan, Alex, John & Amanda. Bill stopped by. After bed I went right to bed. I slept until around 11pm. I've decided to continue the trend I'd started while reading the first few Narnia books, which is to continue reading my Trek books, while simultaniously reading a non-Trek book. Currently I'm reading the first official I.K.S. Gorkon book, and also the first volume of the 'His Dark Materials' trilogy, 'The Golden Compass', which I started when I woke up.

I went back to bed around 2:30am, I think. Around that time Michael called me, having just woken up. We chatted briefly before I let him go so I could sleep. I woke up as Mark was walking out the door for work, but went back to sleep and woke up for good around 10:30am. I continued burning discs for Mollie. I now have only 3 more discs to burn; 2 of which should arrive at my door later today. I started rewatching 'The Matrix' which I'm about half way through. It came out 9 years ago but still looks pretty amazing, which is saying something. I'll probably watch the sequels as well; maybe I'll enjoy them more now? We'll see.

I need to do some more laundry. I need to eat. After I've eaten, if my stomach isn't upset, I'll probably give Michael a call and see if he wants to visit. ;-0)

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   Thursday, March 6, 2008

I tried going to the comic shop earlier to get the new issue of Buffy, but there was no parking anywhere! I did see Mike's friend Nate on a street corner with some girl I didn't recognize though. I started getting a headache and came home. I told Michael I'd call him later.

I took some pain killer. I updated some myspace stuff. I replied to some e-mails. I had some food and watched the new Torchwood with Mark; we both enjoyed it, though the next episode looks really bad, so I'm not excited about that one at all. The final 3 all sound pretty amazing though. By the end of the episode my headache was gone. Now I just have to see how my stomach holds up; it feels ok now.

I tried burning the 2nd to last disc for Mollie, but it failed...then I screwed it up more, so I have to start again from scratch. I almost finished with her discs though, and while I'm happy to send her these gifts, knowing that they'll be viewed by her and appreciated - I'm fricking tired of burning these damned things! lol. I'll have a break for a few weeks though. ;-0)

I'm gonna check my e-mail and then see how I feel. Maybe call Michael.

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So I'm watching 'The Matrix Reloaded', and I'm starting to like the sequels more. Now, I enjoyed 'The Matrix Reloaded' the first time around, but 'The Matrix Revolutions' left me cold, and I'm thinking that the reason it did is the explanation that Neo is a superhero outside the Matrix, when I was convinced they were still inside it. Well...I still believe that, and I think it's implied that they still are and the end of the trilogy where the characters believe they are free from it really doesn't matter. That's my current take on it anyways. I could write a huge thing on it, but I don't know that it's worth it. lol The just think the 3rd one could have been better if had shown at the end that they were all still in the Matrix, only there had been a balance that had been reached. Oh well.

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