Sunday, November 16, 2008

Just got done chatting with Trevor. All things are good. But I need to sleep.

I want to see this movie

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I went right to sleep after the last entry, but I only slept for about 4 hours. I had scary nightmares, but they didn't haunt me after I woke. Sometimes when I have nightmares they freak me out for awhile after I wake up, but these just seemed silly afterwards.

When I realized I couldn't back to sleep, I had a snack and organized stuff on my computer. Then I wrote this. I'm gonna take another crack at sleep, but if it doesn't seem like it's gonna happy I think I'll probably clean a bit.

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Still awake. I watched another 'Will & Grace'; 2 more episodes left in Season 5. I did some more laundry. I worked on my room collage for the first time in months; I put up 7 more pictures and may do more after I get some cleaning done... Probably not though. I do need to sleep at some point. I have my music playing at random and 'The Hanging Garden' by the Cute just started playing. :-0)

It snowed this morning. There's snow outside. But so far this morning, aside from some annoying stomach problems, has been good. I took my half a zombie pill, so I might start feeling weird soon. Hopefully it takes care of my stomach troubles though.

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Just after the last entry, I got up to get some more cleaning done, but Trevor messaged me on yahoo. I was invisible mode so I didn't know how he saw me, but then he was just leaving me a message. lol. I told him what I was up to, and then he let me go so I could get stuff done. He's so sweet.

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   Monday, November 17, 2008

So I cleaned much of my room yesterday. I emptied the trash. I did more laundry. Mark cleaned the shower. I watched the new X-Men episode, and finished off season 5 of Will & Grace. I went to bed around 4:30pm and woke up around 10:30pm. I chatted with Trevor for over an hour, even though he had intended to go to bed earlier. He told me that I'm easy to talk to and that he's told me things in our conversations that he's never told people before. I used to get that a lot, but it's actually been a long while since anyone has said that to me. It felt good. I went back to bed aroun 1:30am. I woke up around 4:30am. I read the news. And I found a new Harry Potter 6 Trailer. I'm really excited about this movie, but the trailer didn't make me more excited. In fact I think they probably should have waited a few months before releasing this one, unless there will be more between now & JULY, when the movie will actually be released.

The entire time I slept, both times, I was listening to my music on random play; that's over 12,000 songs. It's always fun to hear what I have, and it often surprises me. It makes my dreams amusing too.

Trevor is interested in watching an episode of "Doctor Who". I currenty have the disc with "Blink" on it, and I think that's the best Doctor Who episode to get someone to watch the show, because not only is it a fantastic, stand-alone episode - it's also from the perspective of someone who isn't familiar with The Doctor, and so it explains all that stuff to the audience as the episode goes on. But...I'll probably be giving this disc to Michael Anderson some time this week, so maybe I'll have Trevor over sometime this week? I'm thinking about it.

My copy of the new Star Trek Book, and Season 4 (or 30) of Doctor Who should be here on Tuesday. The animated Doctor Who adventure, "The Infinite Quest" should also be here this week.

I haven't heard from Mollie in over a week. I should try to get in touch with her today. Sounds good.

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I watched the new episodes of 'True Blood' & 'Brothers & Sisters'. I'm probably gonna eat soon. I might take a nap. But I'd really like to get some more cleaning done today.

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I watched the movie "Closer". I enjoyed it a great deal. A guy once told me that he didn't like the film because he couldn't imagine anyone being that cruel to another person. To which I responded that from his statement, that he'd never dated a man. The statement stands. The truth hurts. And so does my head; I need some fucking pain killer. lol

Oh. I didn't end up reading 'Debt of Bones' this weekend. It will have to wait until I finish the new Trek book.

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I've been cleaning. I sorted a bunch of e-mail (my computer is almost as cluttered as the rest of the condo). I scrubbed the toilet and the bathroom sink. I picked up some of the clutter in the living room. I did some laundry. I emptied the dishwasher, rinsed the dirty dishes we have and loaded them into the dishwasher. And now I'm writing this; listening to my lovely mixed music ('Shell Shock' by New Order) & trying to decide what to tackle next.

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I took a break from cleaning. I played Marvel Ultimate Alliance. I've beat the game a dozen times, but I've always kind of wandered though it; this time I'm trying to beat it as quickly as possible to see how fast I can finish it. I'm in the last world and I'm 3 hours under the last game I played.

I've got more towels in the dryer and I'm starting another load of clothes in the washer. I've picked up more trash and sorted some more clutter downstairs. I confirmed my dentist appointment for Wednesday (10:30am). My eyes hurt despite the visine I used, and I'm getting tired.

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I think I'm mostly done for the day. Everywhere I cleaned is much improved. I should take out the trash, but I just shaved and showered... I didn't shave my face though; Trevor has a thing for facial hair. I'm tempted to crawl into bed and plummet into dreams. I'm also tempted to call Trevor and see what he's doing tonight; maybe we can do the Doctor Who thing. Or maybe tomorrow would be better? I don't know. I don't think I'm thinking clearly. lol

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   Tuesday, November 18, 2008

I talked to Trevor last night, on the phone, and later online. He told me more about his job. We're still getting to know each other. I invited him over for Doctor Who and he's planning to come over tonight after he gets out of work, so sometime around 5pm.

I went to bed between 9 & 10pm I think. I woke up around 3:30am. I read my e-mail, read the news, and beat my Marvel Ultimate Alliance game. The previous time I beat it it took 8 hours & 12 minutes. This time, while trying to faster, I beat it in 4 hours and 35 minutes. Nice. ;-0)

I left Mollie a voicemail yesterday, but I haven't heard back from her. I hope alls well with Mollie. Most likely we've both just got nothing going on to talk about. lol

Oh. And Trevor likes games, so I might invite him to our next Alien vs. Predator LAN party.

To see the official release of the new Star Trek trailer, head over here.

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My jaw is bugging me. And I'm sort of sleepy. I think I might go back to bed. I just don't want to be tired tomorrow when I have to drive Mark to work in the morning and then go to the dentist.

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I watched the latest Sarah Jane epsiode, which mostly rocked, and then I went to sleep. I woke up around 10am. Mark was gone, but he apparently cleaned the ceiling in the bathroom before he went to work. Good for him! :-)

I'm going to attempt to eat. Wish me luck.

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The latest season of Doctor Who arrived at my door today. It was a treat to watch the special features. The deleted scenes were great, and there's this really amazing documentary about the 4 year run of the new series with lots of attention paid to the first season - I choked up a couple of times. I'm not hanging on to the season though. DJ & Mike are both gonna borrow it right off.

I vacumed the hallway, a bit of my room again, the stairs and part of the living room. I cleaned off my desk, and a bit more of the clutter in my room. I did more laundry. My last load is in the dryer right now.

I chatted with Mark briefly.

Still grooving on my tunes.

I've been sneezing from the dust. I'll take a shower when I'm finished with everything. I still need to finish that laundry, clean off my dresser, make my bed, and start a load of dishes. I think that's all I'm to. Then a shower, and I'll shave my head.

Hopefully see Trevor later.

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I got everything done. Well, my whites are in the dryer, but everything is finished. My room looks good. Everything looks good. I'm all mellow, cause I felt the stirrings of a headache and stamped it out but good. I'm shaven and showered. And it's all for nothing. Trevor had to cancel because of a work snafu. Damn those working people...and their stupid work. lol.

Oh well.

Now I'm sitting here, feeling sort of stoned. Horny. Disappointed. He felt bad, which helps. lol. I probably wouldn't be able to see him tomorrow night because I'm gonna be on major pain killer because of the dental work and my jaw being a total bitch. Maybe Thursday or Friday?

My new Star Trek book should be here today. Maybe I'll just dive into that. Don't know. I'll be fine. I was just looking forward to seeing the guy in person is all. :-0(

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Actually, I checked, and though my Trek book was supposed to be here today. It might not be. Damn it.

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I've been chatting on gay.com for the last hour or so...to distract me. And I swear I've never been hit on by so many guys so quickly. I turned them all down though. Most of them just wanted to fuck. And while some may have wanted something more, I'm not in the mood. I find it hard to 'play the field' even when I'm single. It's just not for me. I meet a guy. I try things out with him. If it works that's great. If it doesn't I wait for the next guy. But I find it hard to try out more than one guy at a time. I've learned I'm rather odd in this regard...and I'm ok with that. lol. Ugh. Here's another one. Still, it's very flattering and is making me feel good.

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Yay! My book just arrived!

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   Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I read the first 85 pages of my book before Mark got home with food. We ate as I showed Mark the Doctor Who extras. Then I got a phone call from Trevor. I don't know how long we talked but Mark said it was about 3 hours; not sure if he was kidding or not; we did seem to chat a long time. We're gonna try for Saturday night now. I really enjoy talking to him; I learn more and more about him every time.

I went to bed shortly after finishing our conversation, and reading a few more chapters in my book. I don't know what time it was. I think it was around 10pm, but I'm not really sure. I woke up around 1am with severe abdominal pain. I think I'm just rally really constipated. I get that way sometimes on my own, and then my Cymbalta (which I took half of the other day) also causes that. And I had some cheese bread last night. Add to that discomfort that I missed a dose of prilosec and I'm heaving loads of pure acid and you get how tonight has morphed into a truly hellish experience.

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I got back to sleep, for 2 hours, woke up in pain again. I'm feeling better now though. Hopefully I can get enough sleep that I can be awake in the morning.

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After the last entry, I slept for a few more hours. Woke up hungry. Ate. Drove Mark to work. Went to my dentist appointment to work out some financial drama, solved then, then spent 2&1/2 hours getting old silver fillings replaced with new white porcelain. And I finally got to put dental dams to the purpose they were created for. lol. They had to give me about 10 shots, so my face is still very numb. My eye is numb. It's weird. And I think I'm warming to my dentist. He's odd. But it's ok.

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Nearly 3 hours after my last post, my face is still numb. It's better than it was, but damn. lol

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   Thursday, November 20, 2008

Wenesday evening, I picked up Mark from work ontime (6pm). The left side of my face was still numb at that point. Mark wasn't ready to leave work, so I called my sister Janice and talked to her about us visiting our father next month. Then I called Michael Anderson and left him a message about some Doctor Who DVDS. Then I called DJ, who is always a joy to talk to! He's stopping by today to pick up Season 4 of Doctor Who. And finally I called Trevor. I'd missed some messages from him, as my phone had nearly died earlier and I had to charge it. We talked for a few hours, as we seem to do everytime we talk. It's nice. It's a simple joy that provides much laughter, and stirs other emotions. I let him go around 9pm I think. I had a light snack, spoke to Mark for a bit, and then went to bed. My face was no longer numb at that point, but my jaw ached from being held fully open for so long. Just before going to bed I watched "Silence in the Library [Part I]".

I woke up around 5am...so I got at least 6 hours of sleep. That's nice. It seems I've been only getting 4 hours of late. My jaw still aches. I read the news and e-mail. Then I ate and watched "Forest of the Dead [Part II]". Fantastic Doctor Who 2 parter. I hope Michael & DJ love them. I hope we see River Song again. I'm guessing the chances for that are pretty good as the man who wrote the 2 parter will be the showrunner starting in 2010. ;-)

I've also been reading my Trek book. I'm about 200 pages in. This trilogy is massive in it's way. But I've looking forward to it for about 2 years so I suppose I set my expectations a bit high, and so I'm slightly disappointed. It would have been different I think if they had come out and I hadn't been looking forward to them for so long. Still, they do have their moments.

I don't really have any plans for today, except to visit with DJ, probably chat with Trevor, and to rest my jaw. I don't know how long it will be before it stops hurting. When I open my mouth all the way it hurts so bad. Perhaps I should see a specialist. I approached the idea years ago, but back then I was hoping for a surgical solution. My doctor at the time told me that they don't like to work on that joint if they don't have to because it's the most complicated joint in the whole body and they can potentially make any problem much worse...while trying to help. He told me that if I had a problem but felt I could live with it, that it would probably be best to leave it along. I took his words to heart...and I trust those words because they make a certain amount of sense... But I think I'm looking at the problem from a different angle now. I mean...I'm not really looking for a cure now, so much as advice on what to do about damage like this. Perhaps I should be using an ice pack on my jaw or something. I simply don't know.

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My stomach was little upset this morning. I had to take my half a zombie pill, but that seems to have taken care of everything, so for now I'm good. I'm bored though. I'm listening to Sade, and chatting with this guy. He knows I'm not looking for anything, and he's funny. Haven't heard from DJ; he said he'd call before he stopped by. I hope he doesn't forget.

My jaw is still killing me. It will probably be a few days, maybe even a week or more before it's back to normal. I hope it goes back to normal.

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   Friday, November 21, 2008

DJ called me yesterday at 2:52pm. He said that he and his son Jamie could be over to my place in 15-20 minutes. I started a bach of cookies so they could have some when they arrived, and dressed. As the cookies were coming out of the over, Trevor called me. He was bored and waiting to go to his next job. I had to let him go as I saw that DJ & J were arriving; I said I'd call him back when we were done.

DJ & J loved the cookies, and it was such fun to see them, if only for about 10 minutes. Jamie saw my room, and we told him about our AVP games. I gave DJ his Doctor Who discs and we talked about fun stuff and then they had to go. I love spending time with DJ. :-0)

While that was going on, Mark called me with some info about my jaw and how to treat it, but I told him I'd call him back since DJ was there and in a rush. After DJ left I noticed I'd gotten texts from Mark with instructions. It siad it could take up to a week for my jaw to feel normal again, and that I should be on a certain amount of Ibuprofin and have hot & cold compresses. This was good information to have so I left him a voicemail thanking him for his efforts.

I called Trevor back and we chatted for awhile until he got to his new job; he said he'd call me back when he was finished and on his way home. About 20 minutes later he did. We talked through his entire trip home and he let me go again. Then we chatted on yahoo, and I set up my webcam. He had left me some messages last night that I hadn't gotten as I was asleep. 1 of them made me smile...a lot. Seeing me on the webcam he showered me with compliments, and admitted he has a crush on me too. We chatted for several hours I think, and it was all good, but I needed to do my compresses and eat, so I let him go.

I did the compress thing. I had a snack. And I slept. I slept well. From about 10pm to 4:30am. I had a dream that I was having a party and Michael Eisinger came, and I pointed out that it had been ever so long since I'd seen him and I gave him a hug and he smiled. Trevor was there with me. It was a good dream.

I need to take my meds, and do the compress thing again. I'll most likely chat with Trevor again later. I should go to Necto tonight as my old friend Robert is going to be there; I just don't know if I can stay awake to go there, as I've been going to bed pretty early this week.

Pushing Daisies has been cancelled; it will end after the 13th episode this season - with a cliffhanger ending. Bryan Fuller, the show's creater is already talking to D.C. Comics about doing a storyline with them to wrap up the series. None of this is a surprise to me, except the cliffhanger ending part, which sucks. Still. Someday it would be nice to have a boxed set of the 2 seaons of the series, the graphic novel finale and the series WonderFalls, which crosses over with Pushing Daisies. A cute little universe of fun filled stories.

Saturday, Trevor is visiting one of his brothers, then he's planning on visiting me. It will be the first time we've ever spoken face to face. I hope it goes well.

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I just noticed that my jaw is actually far, far worse today than it was yesterday. I can barely open my mouth. And the pain is actually on the opposite side. This happened to me once before. Then I took some pain killer; tried to relax, and I slept...woke up and I was fine. I'll try that again, but this freaks the hell out of me.

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So...apparently I've only been taking half of the anti-inflamation meds as I was supposed to. And Mark tracked down our actual electric heating pad. So that should be helpful. I'm eating now, so that the meds will hopefully not upset my stomach, as I've now taken the proper dose. And then I'll do the hot & cold thing. I'm dowloading the new Smallville.

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I've been taking the Ibuprofen and doing the compresses. I took a nap, and woke up with my jaw feeling better. Well, it's better than this morning. I can now actually open my mouth all the way. It's back to hurting on the one side like it did yesterday, and only when I open all the way. That's a relief. Hopefully I'll be back to normal this time next week.

I'm watching 'Gotham Girls'.

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   Saturday, November 22, 2008

Friday night I chatted with Trevor again, on the phone and online. Mark fixed my webcam up in style and there's now a link to it on my webpage; you can see the cam here, though it's not always open. The chat got very sexual. I'm really into this guy. I'm seeing him today for the first time in person. Hopefully it goes well.

I slept last night. I went to bed around 9pm I think. I woke up at 2am, brushed my teeth, and closed my cam down, then went back to sleep. I dreamed that Mark, Mollie, Carrie, Trevor and I were on a flight to Vegas for vacation. On the flight I had a dream (within the dream) that we were on a boat, and Carrie was Carrie Bradshaw from Sex & the City. I called Carrie over to my seat on the plane to tell her all about the dream and how she ended the dream movie hooking up with Owen Wilson, having stolen him from the same woman that she stole Luke Wilson from. lol. When we got to Vegas it was an ocean side paradise. lol Trevor wanted to do all these exciting, scary, athletic things...like repelling off cliffs. I didn't really want to, but I played along, made an ass of myself, and he loved me anyways. lol. I woke up happy around 7am.

I played some video games. I ate. I watched some Whoniverse episodes. I did my compreses and took my Ibuprofin. I got online and started updating my website. I got a cyber morning kiss from Trevor on Yahoo; he left it for me around 9am something, but I didn't get it until around 11:30am. It was still cute.

I have no idea what time Trevor is planning on coming over. He and his mother (I think) were planning on visiting his brother today, and then Trevor was going to visit me afterwards... but last I'd heard, Trevor hadn't heard back from his brother...and said if he doesn't hear from him, he might come by earlier. I know that Trevor also had an appointment today to get his hair cut. Ah...hair cuts. lol. How I...don't really miss them. lol Anyways - yeah - no clue when Trevor might be here.

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I worked on my website some more. I added 2 more pages of photos to my albums; pages 32 & 33. They're very graphic, so avoid them if that's going to freak you out. lol

While I was working on the first page, Trevor called me while waiting for his hair appointment, which was cancelled at the last second. We had a short but sweet conversation about hair. lol. He let me go so he could shop for phones, and blow his money. I took a shower. Trevor said he'd call when he's planning on coming over.

I just finished working on my website, and now I'm going to clean up my room; it gets messy so fast. Mark just left...he wanted to get out before losing the sun. He was going to the video store and the Sprint store. Well...I better get to it.

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I was wrong about Mark leaving before. He just took the recyclables out, and put the winter windshield wipers on the car. He'll be going later though. Trevor and I chatted a bit. He's doing laundry, then getting pretty and coming over. Around 6pm at the latest. We're planning on watching the "Blink" episode of Doctor Who, hanging out, getting to know each other in person, possibly going to Pizza House. He's on call tonight for his job and if he gets called he's invited me to tag along. We might be having 'The Sex', but I'm not certain of that yet. If we do it will be after quite the buildup. If we don't, that's fine too. I just want to spend some time with him and see where we stand.

Last night Trevor told me such sweet things. He had gone out to eat with his mom and couldn't stop thinking about me. He was supposed to go on a date with another guy and cancelled so he could chat with me instead. He's got a crush on me, and he's scared because he doesn't usally have crushes without even having met the person. All of these things melted my heart.

Well...I'm gonna get dressed and wait for the fun to start.

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I got dressed. I took some Midrin as I felt a headache coming on; I saw spots and everything. I probably caught it early enough that it won't be too much trouble, still I should eat something. I put the dishes in the dishwasher and started a load. While I was rinsing the dishes off for that, Mark came into the kitchen with my phone; I'd missed a call from Trevor but Mark got it. Trevor's clothes and stuff were done early so he's coming out now. Yay!

Mark is about to leave. I took extra prilosec. The condo looks pretty good. Everything would seem to be set.

Wish me luck.

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Trevor arrived around 5:20pm. He looked just as cute in person as he did online; cuter when he was naked. But I'm getting ahead of myself. I gave him the tour of the condo. He took the normal amount of time to get used to my bedroom collage. He liked my music. He asked me to massage his neck, which I did to the strains of Cibbo Matto's "Sugar Water" and Counting Crows' "Colorblind". It was perfect. There was a bit of cuddling...and soon we were going at it hardcore. It was hot. Rough around the edges. But hot. Like you expect a first time to be. There's room for improvement, but we both got off and it was fun.

We took a shower and went to Pizza House. We were both tired. He told me about his fathers and how they died. He told me about his odd sense of smell. He ate with gusto; he really digs food, and it was fun to watch him eat. We both paid for the bill, though I insisted on paying more than my share as he'd driven out to see me. He drove me home and said goodnight with a hug and a kiss.

It was a nice date. Mark was bummed that he didn't get to meet him. Trevor said there would be a next time. I hope there will be. I'm tired...but I'm not. Not sure what I'm going to do now.

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