Sunday, January 25, 2009

I watched 5 episodes of Ally I think. I ate. I slept some more. I downloaded Friday's BSG episode. I organized more discs for Mollie. Basically just did random things that needed to be done, but enjoyed it all. I'm in a good mood.

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I watched some of Jay Brannen's music videos on myspace early this morning. Someone mentioned them to me in passing a few weeks ago, and all I knew him from was "Shortbus", but I'd listened to his song from that for months afterwards...so I figured I'd check him out eventually. His songs are amusing. I downloaded some from ITunes.

I made an impulse purchase this morning. There was a sale on Amazon that was ending today - $59.95 for the entire series set of Six Feet Under. That's more than half off. And it's something that I've always wanted but never thought I'd spend the money on, as it was just too damned expensive. Well...I ordered it on the spot. But then felt weird about spending the money as I've been really good about NOT spending lately. I tried to cancel the order but it was too late. I could ship it back once it arrives, and then just pay the return shipping cost - but I'm thinking I'll probably keep it. Or not. I don't know. I want it. But...I don't know. It would be different if I had a job. If I had a job I'd just write it off as no big deal, enjoy the sale and purchase, and then not spend for the week or whatever. Blah.

I hate feeling like my life is on hold until this fricking surgery that may or may not work...I'm trying not to get depressed about all that again, but it's hard. I have to constantly distract myself with other things...or I fear it may consume my every waking thought...and I'm not convinced I could survive that.

I have 4 episodes left of Ally's 4th Season, though I haven't watched any since this morning before I slept. I had odd dreams about fighting vampires; hiding from serial killers; 4 wheeling down country roads; playing vollyball. The country road is an extension of Mooreville Road in Milan Mi, but in my dreams it's like a completely different world - that remains the same in all my dreams. The vollyball game also took place in Mooreville, in the same spot that a few weeks ago I envisioned Shawn & Jonathan living... Hmmm. Something going on there in my brain I guess. Don't know what it means though.

I'm listening to the "Roslin & Adama" theme from Season 2 of BSG. It's so pretty. A new version of it was played in Friday's episode.

I made a new BSG page on my site, devoted to the movie "The Plan", which can be found here. This way I don't have to keep doing updates in my blog; I'll just update my site and maybe post a link in my blog for those that are interested.

Mark & I had a disagreement. He remembers things one way. I remember them another. It's upsetting.

The BSG music is pretty, but sad. It fits my mood at the moment.

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   Monday, January 26, 2009

I used a Durex Condom the other day, so this was twice as amusing. And somehow it works with the End of the World music that plays on it's own, damn it.

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I watched the latest X-Men episode. It was ok. Better than the previous installment, but still not as good as some of the better episodes. I've become a huge fan of the Emma Frost character, so any episode that doesn't feature her in a big way loses points, even if this one featured my childhood crush, Nightcrawler, Scarlet Witch, and I think the first appearance of Lorna Dane (Polaris). Hmmm. I do love the huge cast of characters.

I chatted online for a bit. Mostly with Matthew Hable. I dated him briefly about 5 years ago, when he was 19, and I was 29. He dumped me over the phone back then, but quickly came to regret his actions; mostly I think because his friends then met me and fell in love with me. lol. But it was over and I had moved on. We still chat though (obviously).

My stomach is kind of upset, and has been for much of the last 12 hours or so. I'm gonna take a bath.

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I just watched 4 episodes of "The Sunday Night Project. British late night talk shows are always so much more fun than ours. I laughed a lot, which is what I wanted.

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I tried getting Mark up for work this morning, but he refused and I didn't have the energy to drag him out of bed, as I was awake even later than usual, and had only had 2 hours sleep. Plus my alarm that woke me to get Mark out of bed woke me up from a really hot sex dream, which was annoying me. lol

I was trying to get Mark up an hour before he had to leave, because then he can get there early, but he wanted to get up a half hour before he has to leave and that that always makes him late, and probably did this morning, as when he came in to say he was leaving the clock said he had 9 minutes to get there. I felt bad seeing that time, and knew I should have put my foot down and gotten him out of bed on my time table; the one that we agreed that I'd get him up before he went to sleep. Erg.

My stomach was in even worse shape when I woke up about 10 minutes later. It hurt. I took a bath, but it was still so soon after Mark had showered that I ran out of hot water before I could get a proper amount of water. It sucked beyond the telling of it.

Later I collapsed into sleep once more.

I woke up around 8pm. I cleaned up my room a bit, and downloaded the new L Word. Now I can put that on one of Mollie's discs. I have to burn more discs now.

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   Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I tried getting Mark up for work this morning, but he refused and I didn't have the energy to drag him out of bed, as I was awake even later than usual, and had only had 2 hours sleep. Plus my alarm that woke me to get Mark out of bed woke me up from a really hot sex dream, which was annoying me. lol

I was trying to get Mark up an hour before he had to leave, because then he can get there early, but he wanted to get up a half hour before he has to leave and that that always makes him late, and probably did this morning, as when he came in to say he was leaving the clock said he had 9 minutes to get there. I felt bad seeing that time, and knew I should have put my foot down and gotten him out of bed on my time table; the one that we agreed that I'd get him up before he went to sleep. Erg.

My stomach was in even worse shape when I woke up about 10 minutes later. It hurt. I took a bath, but it was still so soon after Mark had showered that I ran out of hot water before I could get a proper amount of water. It sucked beyond the telling of it.

Later I collapsed into sleep once more.

I woke up around 8pm. I cleaned up my room a bit, and downloaded the new L Word. Now I can put that on one of Mollie's discs. I have to burn more discs now.

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Oh. I finally read more of my Xanth book yesterday! I now have less than 100 pages left. This book is killing me. lol

I didn't go to Necto last night, as I wanted to make sure my stomach was doing better. I really need to get groceries. I finished Season 4 of Ally McBeal and started Season 5, which was better than I remembered it being; perhaps I'll come away loving the entire series. Hmmm. I slept.

I woke up around 5am. I found that Friday's episode of BSG had been posted on Hulu with the director's commentary, so I watched / listened to that, which amused me, though not as much as the previous installment. It was interesting to hear about the scenes that we'll be seeing in the extended dvd cut (which can't come out soon enough).

I finished Mollie's discs, along with all the printed material explaining how her new BSG discs fit in with the old ones - and listing what's on all the other discs I'm sending. I was hoping to send these out last week, but at least the delay allowed me to add some more BSG, X-Men & L Word episodes.

Speaking of L Word episodes, I watched Sunday's episode and I have to applaud the continuity this season. They seem to be bringing back older characters right and left, and mentioning others - while continuing stories from last season that I assumed would have been discarded in classic L Word fashion. Very cool. I look forward to the final 6 episodes.

Battlestar Galactica has only 8 episodes left. 7 weeks from Friday the series will end. New projects will come out, but there will be nothing that continues the adventures of this set of characters; not like this. Which is fine. I respect that. It's just very bittersweet. We'll have the tv movie, The Plan, which is a neat look back on the first 2 seasons - we'll have the DVD's with extended cuts of the finale and another episode or two - which is sure to bring new levels to the episodes we already have. And then we'll have Caprica, which is an all new story, but will of course feature young Billy Adama, the mentioned Joseph Adama, Cylons, Caprica and the colonies; all familiar pieces but used in a completely new puzzle.

A phone call woke up Mark, who is trying to get back to sleep, and thinks that he's sick. At least if he is sick it came at a semi-decent time, as he has today and the next 2 days off. Though he has a job interview tomorrow, which would suck. It would also suck if he got me sick, as he was more affectionate than usual last night - probably because he knew he had the next 3 days of and felt relaxed as a result. I hope he gets to relax a little.

I need to go to Best Buy today to find a dvd holder to mail out Mollie's discs in. I need to go to the bank and the grocery store. I was going to do all that this morning, but now that I remember that Mark isn't working today, I relealize I could take a nap, and go later. Which my tired eyes appreciate.

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I woke up around 6:30, after watching 3 episodes of Ally McBeal, sleeping most of the day & having the most beautiful series of dreams. I'm feeling pretty good. I'm just gonna read the news, then get ready to go to the store.

Here are the promos for the upcoming episode of BSG: "The Oath"

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   Wednesday, January 28, 2009

I went to the bank, Best Buy, Meijer and Kroger. I got Mollie's dvd case for like $5.00, with a coupon. I got some Boost, cash and snacks. I came home with Pizza and bread for Mark & I to enjoy, but the Pizza wasn't how I liked it (blah). I watched 2 episodes of Ally. I have about 15 episodes left I think. And I'm enjoying it, so hopefully I'll satisfied with the ending.

I took a very brief nap. I searched the internet for news. I tried chatting. I don't feel like watching anymore Ally tonight. I'm bored.

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Still bored.

I can't sleep; I tried. I think the neighbors have the heat up or something, because I'm dying in here.

And there's no new BSG news :0(

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I watched an episode of Wonder Woman (Seance of Terror), which inspired odd behavior in me as a child, which Mark has confirmed was endearing. lol. Then I watched the 2nd half of 'Shortbus' as it seems I'm always watching the first half.

I'm sick of my Xanth book. I don't know why it takes me so fricking long to read these things. I want to dive into some geeky fun (and easily read) Trek books. lol

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I finally got to sleep around 1pm. Slept until around 8. When I woke up I found that some things that I'd ordered through Amazon had arrived. 1 was the last of a Star Wars book trilogy that I'd like to read, which I ordered last year. The other was the complete series set to Six Feet Under. I'd ordered it on impulse (and for a fantastic price) on Sunday. I'd considered sending it back as I don't have a lot of cash these days...but looking at all I got for the money I spent, I know I'm holding on to it for as long as I can. It's beautiful. It has all 5 seasons (63 episodes), the 2 soundtracks (which I've always wanted), and a bunch of other things - plus the packaging is just superb. Nice.

I called my Grandmother, but I didn't get an answer so I left her a message. I called a missed call with a # I didn't recognize. I called my sister Janice and talked to her for awhile; she talked to Mark too. It was nice. Then I left Mollie a message, explaining the delay to her discs (the weather, new content, the weekend) and raving about Six Feet Under, which she fully supported me keeping.

I ate. Hung out with Mark. Read some news. And wrote this.

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   Thursday, January 29, 2009

Mark taught me how to convert mpg files to avi format, which I've been doing so Mollie will have more BSG to watch. I'm half way done with that. I also read more of the Xanth book. About 70 pages to go I think. It's picking up a little now, thankfully. I'll be happy when I finish this one.

I've not chatted with Vance online lately; I wonder if he still reads my blog?

I got a text message from this boy Caleb that I met 4 months ago, and have never spoken to since then.

Speaking of "Since Then". I hate it when people type Sense instead of Since. They are 2 completely different words. It's bad enough hearing people say them in the wrong context, but to see it spelled out is just wrong. Wrong I tell you! And when people say 'of' instead of 'have': "It could of been". No. It could HAVE been. Ugh. Drives me bonkers.

Anyways.

I'm sorting some pictures. I might have decided at least one thing I want to do with my collage; inspiration is an odd thing.

I kind of want to jack off. I kind of want to play Diablo II on the computer downstairs. I would really love to get fucked right now, but as I'm not in a relationship, and I don't know anyone I trust enough to do the deed...I'm screwed - only not. :0( Oh well.

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I chatted last night. I ate. I played Diablo II downstairs, but couldn't play for long, it's so fricking cold down there.

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I slept well, again. I'm really enjoying the sleeping lately.

I got another text from the Caleb boy. I should respond to that.

I exchanged a series of e-mails with this guy Brandon last night. I met him on Manhunt, but I've seen him on gay.com, and I'm convinced I've seen him in person before... We think we're cute. Oh. I forgot. He upgraded me to sexy. lol.

About 25 hours until BSG. ;0) Things I think I know about this episode:

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It's called "The Oath"

Written by Mark Verheiden
Directed by John Dahl

The episode features these characters (and probably many more)

Lee Adama
Admiral Adama
Noel "Narcho" Allison
Samu Anders
Dr. Gaius Baltar
Caprica Six
Charlie Connor (last seen in "He That Believeth In Me")
Lt. Felix Gaeta
Gage (last seen: "Resurrection Ship, Part 2")
President Roslin
Kara 'Starbuck' Thrace
Saul Tigh
Galen Tyrol
Tom Zarek

I'm guessing that Ellen Tigh will return in this episode, though if she doesn't, she's definitely coming back in the next one.

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   Friday, January 30, 2009

I just watched 5 episodes of Ally McBeal; I have 11 episodes left. Ally's daughter was just introduced...and she's 'the cheerleader' from Heroes. lol I don't think I'll be watching any more episodes tonight. I can only take so much. But I'll soon have seen every episode. ;0)

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I slept some last night. Traded more e-mails with Brandon.

Tried reading fan commentary on BSG to tide me over until tonight but found it depressing with people commenting on things they obviously couldn't grasp, though the show was pretty clear on those topics. And I've now seen a million people referring to Ellen Tigh as Helen - and Gaeta as Gata. I just hardly ever get along with people who are fans of the same shows I am - because most people are stupid - and even if they like the same stuff I do, they're still stupid. It grates on my nerves.

I'm kind of hungry, but my food choices are severely limited - and I'm tired of them.

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I'm getting a terrible headache. Ick.

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I took some midrin; hope it works fast.

13 hours until BSG.

After tonight's episode we'll have 7 episodes left. The finale is split over 2 installments (the last of which will be 2 hours long, and is rumored to be another hour longer on dvd). So really, after tonight's installment we have 5 episodes, and then the multi-part finale.

Including Razor & the webisodes episode here's what we have left.

4x16 The Oath (tonight's episode)
4x17 Blood on the Scales
4x18 No Exit
4x19 Deadlock
4x20 Someone to Watch Over Me
4x21 Islanded in a Stream of Stars
4x22 Daybreak, Part 1
4x23 Daybreak, Part 2 (2-hours)

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My headache is mostly gone.

I'm bored.

I exchanged some texts with Caleb; he's going to add me to his messengers when he gets home from work.

I responded to a comment on an After Elton (a gay inclusive entertainment site I frequent) article about Battlestar Galactica; specifically Gaeta's meatier role of late. The comment was about how Gaeta is a bad guy now, which I'm seeing a lot of people metion online, but to me this seems pretty silly. Gaeta's character arc makes complete sense; I don't see him as a villain at all. I see him as a strong character, in very difficult circumstances, that is standing up for what he believes in. This might get him killed. This might get Hoshi killed. But, while I don't want Gaeta to succeed, his actions force me to respect him even more.

A little over 10 hours 10 minutes until BSG. ;-0)

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I slept for a few hours. More good dreams. I just remember pieces, but they're all good. I don't know what's brought on this spate of sweet dreams, but I'm very grateful for them.

My headache is still gone, which is also a blessing. Often times my serious headaches return after a few hours off. This one still could, but at least it's taking it's time. lol

BSG is on in about 2 hours & 20 minutes. I'll probably be watching it with Mark, which I have mixed feelings about. I'm a selfish watcher. I don't like people talking during it...unless I need to react. Which is why I enjoy it much more if I can watch it the first time by myself. I like watching movies alone and then discussing them with others. Mark likes to have subtitles on in movies, and if he misses a line he'll rewind it, which may be informative - but it takes me out of the story. It's the same if he asks me what was said - except not only does that take me out of the story but then I miss the lines they say while I'm answering him. I'd much rather watch it seperately from Mark and then talk about it later, and usually that's not a problem as Mark is at work when it's on, but he's got today off, so he's here. I love spending time with him. I do. That's not even a question. But I don't like sharing this with anyone. But I do enjoy rewatching episodes with people, as they can't really ruin it for me the 2nd time around. Not usually. lol

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My headache came back after all. It just HIT ME at around 8:30; it was almost violent. I took more midrin and jumped in the shower for some hot relaxation. Mark asked if I wanted company, and usually I don't mind sharing the shower but I didn't want to leave that scalding hot spray until I'd run out of heated water. He understood; he's lived with my headaches for over 13 years now.

BSG is on in less than an hour.

I should eat something, to help the midrin kick in.

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The headache is mostly gone...or at least I can't feel it when I sit still. Midrin-Shower-Food worked it's usual magic. And in about 23 minutes, I get to sit through commercials and really crappy cable television to find out what happens next in BSG land.

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BSG was awesome. Except for the arguing with Mark part...which is why we should just NOT watch stuff together. Ever.

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   Saturday, January 31, 2009

I've downloaded last night's episode of BSG. It usually takes 24 to 48 hours for them to post the episode so I was amazed to see that it was available. I've not rewatched it yet. I also finished converting 'The Face of the Enemy' webisodes for Mollie. Now I just need to burn this BSG disc and those will be ready to go.

Here's the first trailer for next week's extremely anticipated episode: "Blood on the Scales". Argh. Don't watch this if you want to avoid spoilers.

The wait for next week's episode is going to drive me out of my fraking mind!

I watched a couple more Ally episodes last night; I've only got 8 episodes left. That's 1 more than Battlestar Galactica. But Ally doesn't have anything coming after the finale, and BSG does. I keep reminding myself that we'll be getting extended cuts of several episodes, + The Plan, + Caprica. Can they wrap up the series in just 7 episodes? I wondered the same thing when DS9 was coming to a close (led by many of the same writers) - and the answer was yes. They didn't wrap up every storyline, because that's not the way life works - but they ended the series well. I guess I'm just hoping they catch lightning in a bottle for a 2nd time.

   posted by Bald Jason at 09:22 AM
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I slept, soundly, for about 9 hours today. And I loved it. Sleeping, and dreaming have been so enjoyable of late, that I can't even express it. Usually, sleeping for me, is mostly just something that I have to do - and more often than not, I wake up not feeling that great - sometimes in pain. And lately, it's not like that at all. I'm not sure what's going on, but I hope it lasts. Even if it ended now, I'm grateful for what I got.

I just checked the net for some reviews of BSG, and while there are still plenty of posts about how 'evil' Gaeta is, there are thankfully, several that can see his character arc in perspective and get that he's not a villain. You can see some of this more balanced thinking here, here, & here.

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