Thursday, April 2, 2009

I had headaches on Tuesday. I've had so many headaches lately. I'm tired of headaches.

I eventually slept, and I slept well. I woke up headache free, but that soon ended. Michael (not ex-bf Michael), a boy that I'd made a date with for Saturday came over last night instead. We went out to eat and then came back here and hung out. Mark came home from work and met him briefly. Hanging out with Michael was nice. We held hands when we were out. We snuggled and talked about all kinds of things. We had sex.

The sex was good. But I feel strange about it. It was completely safe; condoms were used for everything - even things I don't usually use condoms for. And my body definitely enjoyed it and craved it. But I felt odd for having sex so soon with him, which is not something that I usually feel. I'm used to having sex very early...

As I was typing the above passage at about 8:30am, Mark entered my room, troubled about work and unable to sleep - I'll come back to this later. This was over 12 hours ago. lol

So - yeah. I think I felt weird about having sex with Michael because while I liked him, I hadn't gotten to the point where I usually would have given in, but I just really wanted it badly on a physical level, and I just don't often succumb to that sort of thing. And so I felt a bit odd about it. At leat I think that's why. I'm not really sure. Perhaps it was just a fluke.

After Michael left, I did some stuff online, and traded multiple text messages with Michael. Later I started this entry, and Mark entered my room, as already mentioned. I talked to Mark, and tried to ease his mind, and that wasn't working I got him to lay down and cuddle with me. This was after hours of cuddling with Michael. I felt like quite the cuddle whore. lol. But it also felt good to be there for Mark and to kind of touch base on our complicated friendship. It was nice.

I slept for a bit, though I remember nodding off and waking up several times. The last time I woke up, my stomach was pretty upset - probably from the food I ate the night before. Mark returned to his room, and seemed to be better. I went back to mine. I woke Mark up for work, but didn't drive him there as I'd earlier planned, as my stomach was still a bit dodgy.

I slept. I woke up around 6pm, I think. I sent Mark a text asking him to stop at the bank and the grocery store for me, as I was quite hungry. I did the dishes. I cleaned the counters. I picked up some of the living room clutter. I made Mark's bed, and removed empty soda cans from his room. I put his icepack in the freezer. I cleaned the counter and mirror in the bathroom; scrubbed the toilet. I bagged up the trash. I basically did a lot of things that needed to be done. lol

I made cookies, which I ate, while watching funny British comedy on youtube. I called Mark to make sure he got my text. We talked about some work drama, which sort of upset my stomach more. I hate that I'm so sensitive to that kind of thing. When I was younger I lived for that kind of in-your-face drama, and now I do all that I can to avoid. Still, I think I gave some sound advice, which I'm proud of. Mark hadn't gotten my texts so, it was good that I called and he agreed to go to the bank and store for me, even though he didn't really want to. Awwww. Thank you Mark.

About Michael. He's been texting me sweet texts throughout the day. Which is nice. I had a really good time with him last night. I find myself wanting to take it slowly, which has kind of been my motto for the last few years really. I'm happy if it becomes more, but if it doesn't I'm ok with that too. I'm content being single, but I'm not afraid of commitment. I just want to enjoy all the good things about this. And we'll see where we end up.

Mark got off work almost 2 hours ago; I wonder where he is?

   posted by Bald Jason at 12:40 AM
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Mark just texted me and he's just now leaving work.

Michael also just texted me and he's looking forward to seeing me again.

All Good News. ;-0)

   posted by Bald Jason at 12:48 AM
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Talked to Michael last night on the phone. Later watched 'Would I Lie To You?' with Mark, while we snacked and laughed. It was nice. Continued watching after Mark went to bed. Then watched still more British TV. So FUNNY. Talked to Michael on the phone this morning. We might hang out Friday night; we'll see.

I'm tired, but it's so warm in my room. I might need to turn the air down again.

Here's the trailer for the new Doctor Who special "Planet of the Dead", which airs a week from Saturday:

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   Friday, April 3, 2009

Trailer for the upcoming K9 Series. This K9 is not the one from Sarah Jane Adventures (that's the Mark IV); this is the original K9 (Mark I) - and the series will most likely not be crossing over with Doctor Who, Sarah Jane or Torchwood - as it's made my different people. Still. This is a Doctor Whoniverse series, and I'll be giving it a try:

   posted by Bald Jason at 04:15 AM
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