Sunday, May 31, 2009

I arrived on time for Stormy's wake on Friday. My sister Janice was there, with her friend Becky Davenport (that's her maiden name; I don't know her married name). Stormy was with Janice & Becky when I met her. My cousin Michael was there as he was Stormy's brother-in-law. Cloudy was there and we spoke. I met Stormy's mother. Jalynn was there, and Dadjer(?). I think it all went well, though I really loathed the religious parts; her Uncle quoted the 23rd Psalm and then bits from Revelations; I almost left. Later people were encouraged to speak about memories of Stormy and I told my story, and was thanked by several family members. It went very well.

Janice told me some disturbing news about Jordan. He ran away from home one day (for 4 hours), with no shoes or shirt, and he let some guy pick him up (a stranger), who thankfully didn't murder Jordan - but when Janice confronted him with how dangerous this could be, Jordan said he didn't care. He's also threatened suicide about some things. I'm so worried about him.

On my way home I stopped at the bank, and LC. Mark called me while I was eating my crazy bread in the car. He was fixing some medical government drama for me, and wanted me to bring him some crazy bread. I was done with mine, but had 3 sticks left; I gave mine to a homeless man hanging out by LC, and then got Mark's and came home.

Friday night I was in a really odd mood. Like I wasn't actually living my life, but just sort of watching it happen. Later Michael came over and it was terrible. I said and did things. Inside I was screaming at myself to shutup, but I couldn't. It was disturbing. The night didn't scare him away, but it scared me plenty.

On Saturday, Mark & I went to LC, game stop, and to visit Michael at work. It was a good day. I napped when we got home. Played some video games. Talked to Michael on the phone. Went to bed around 1am, Sunday morning.

Woke up around 10am I think. I worked on my cyber farm, which continues to amuse me, though my goals have changed. I no longer care about what level I'm at (the things I wanted unlocked all have been), and now I'm just trying to make cash, and not work my whole farm in one sitting (which isn't fun anymore, as my farm is huge and takes a LONG time to work - hours). So my goals there have changed, and so the game is still fun. One thing, Chris used to have me harvest her fields all the time which really helped me out, but the other day she needed some help and harvested my field which took her from $6 to over $1,000 so I was able to give back which was nice. ;-0)

It's been confirmed that "The Face of the Enemy" webisodes are NOT on the upcoming dvds, which is really fracking annoying. And I'm not the only one who thinks so as seen here, here & here. I have copies for me and my friends, but the quality isn't the same. I'm hoping they'll be included on the dvd of "The Plan". They kind of go well together, as both were done after the series; both use flashbacks to give us information that we didn't have before; and both were written by Jane Espenson. So hopefully that happens.

Then I got a text from Michael from last night. Apparently Jesse's friend Caleb (who is also friends with Jesse's now ex-lover Phillip) is the same Caleb that I met at Necto last fall and sometimes randomly chat with. We were supposed to hook up but never did. He's hot; like 18; a top and I thought he was yummy, but the timing thing never worked out. No big. Michael gets jealous though and worries because I know so many people. Where as I worry because Michael doesn't "know' a bunch of guys, so much as he just had sex with them and moved on, which means that potentially he could just have sex with any guy and then think nothing of it, while that's far less likely with me. So...we have trust issues, but we talk about this. We spoke about it 2 minutes after I got the text (which he'd sent while I was asleep), when he called me on his way to work. He's at work now, but is coming over tonight about 1am.

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