Saturday, August 1, 2009

I slept well. I woke up around 7am, but went backt to sleep and got up around 9. I read some news. I had a snack. Said hello to Mark. I got an amazingly sweet voicemail from Jennifer about my eating and health issues that I've been dealing with, and how this made her nearly cry with joy...and then when I tried to play it for Mark I accidentally deleted it. That was the first of many things that have gone wrong today. Lots of little things piling up, and it's really annoying me. But it was still a nice message. I left her another one.

Later I tried calling gay.com to deal with the unwarned billing of my much-in-demand bank card, but the number is no longer in service; you have to e-mail them, which I did. But I'm annoyed that I can't just talk to somebody. Ugh.

Later I burned a disc (which I'm running low on, and I desperately need for this project) - checked to make sure it worked; deleted the file it sprang from, and when I went to lable it my clumsy hands flipped it and the marker marked the readable side, destroying it. Ugh. That's like 3 hours work down the tubes!!!

My stomach is sending me weird signals. Not sure if it's going to be a problem or not. I'm hoping for NOT.

I shaved and showered; it feels weird not to have hair now. How odd is that? I'd like to jog again today, but I'm thinking that having just shaved my head the sweat will burn me like a mutherfucker.

I spoke to Janice on the phone; she still might go to Cedar Point on Thursday, but isn't sure. We're going to meet up with Dad in the week after my party, which means Mollie will be here, and she knows everyone so that's cool. I want Janice to try some of the non-dairy frozen treats I've been having, as she's got troubles with dairy too. ;-0) I'll have to buy them with what money I have as I'm not supposed to share my food stamp food. Hmmm.

I saw Carrie yesterday. She'll most likely be staying with us for a day or two around the time that Mollie is here so it will be like a party! :-0)

   posted by Bald Jason at 01:10 PM
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I'm in between stages of the burning process. Plugging away. I was going to try some new tea today, but since my stomach was feeling rumbly, I decided to drink some ginger tea instead, as it's said to help with such things. I still want to go for a jog, and might do that soon. I just took a call from my honey; he had one of his teeth pulled today and the painkiller is wearing off, so he's not having a great day, but he called to wish me happy anniversary (4 months today, and counting) and I told him to take care of himself and not to feel pressured to spend time with me; not to rush anything cause I don't want him to have any stress at all right now. He started his vaction today too I think; like 9 days off or something. Or maybe I'm wrong and it starts later? I'm not sure. Anyways...I should continue the burning.

Even though things have gone badly today, I'm still happy. I'll soon see Michael. I'll soon see Mollie. I'll soon see Amber (she's coming to Michigan in September). I'll soon have Mollie & Carrie here together. I'll soon turn 35. I'll soon have my party. I'll soon be trying more new foods. Life is far from perfect right now, but I'm making the most out of what I have...and that feels good.

   posted by Bald Jason at 02:38 PM
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Well, I went for my jog. I was tired very fast this time, and my legs ached very quickly as well. But I got my heart rate up, and it didn't kill me, so hopefully this is the beginning of a healthier me. ;-0)

Mark helped me make the rice that I bought, but I didn't like it. Mark tried it and he didn't like it either, although he does like rice. I didn't really like the texture of it; all the little pieces pressed together; like maggots in my mouth. It was gross. But I tried it. And it wasn't just one bite. I had several mouthfulls. The flavor didn't seem bad at first but then it had kind of a kick I guess. Mark didn't like the flavor at all. I might try it again, but not right away. I'm going to have a shake now, and we're going to the store for some stuff. I'm going to get som parm cheese for the pasta I'm having later. Hopefully that turns out better for me. But even if it doesn't...I've already found so many new healthy foods, and I'm not done trying new stuff. :-0)

And I want a juicer. I like fresh apple juice and carrot juice. But juicers are so expensive. Hmm.

   posted by Bald Jason at 06:23 PM
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