Sunday, April 4, 2010

Wednesday night / Thursday morning I slept at Michael's. I had a dream that I was standing naked in a room, with Michael behind me, also naked. I felt his erect cock pressed against me and I backed up on it, and we fell to the floor, twisting as we went. It was then, that through the light of some familiar bay windows, that I realized we were fucking in my dead Great-Grandfather's livingroom; a home that is no longer in the family, but was kept by my older sister and her husband for a short time after they married.

Michael left to be with his sister Rhonda who was having surgery. I went to Milan, where I was to meet my cousins Chris, Tina, Cameron & Rusty in a nature park. When I got there, much of their family was there as well, which was a fantastic surprise. Jennifer & her children (Seefus, Moses & Ariel) were visiting from up-state. Jalynn was there with little Dajr. Aunt Marge, Uncle Mike, and Katie were there as well. Awesome visit. I later went to Marge's house where I traded Doctor Who dvd's with Katie; she returned Season 27, while I loaned her Seasons 28-29 (minus Torchwood, which is basically Rated R, and she's 14 I think). I also saw my grandparents and my Uncle Mike Curtis. I spent Thursday night with Michael again.

Friday morning, Michael went to work and I came home. I took a nap. Later, Mark dropped me off at Michael's so Michael could take me with him to visit Rhonda in the hospital, while Mark went to a viewing of his step-mother's mother, who had died. We picked up Arby's for Rhonda. On the way to the part of the hospital where Rhonds was staying, I caught sight of the old Mercywood Hospital, where I was kept when I attempted suicide back in March of 1992 - this brought back a whole load of sordid memories. It was good to see Rhonda, Sandy, Katie and what's his name (Rhonda's husband). Rhonda looked good, but a bit uncomfortable, which was understandable. We didn't stay long; heading to LOWE's and then back to Michael's apartment. I couldn't stop the memories from overwhelming me; memories of my friends that had died; Michael commented on this. I took a shower when I got to Michael's, slipping and taking a bad fall that banged me up pretty badly. The pain helped shock me out of my flashbacks; pain always helps me forget; pain and sex. We later cuddled naked...and had fantastic sex...I had some flashes of one of my dead friends during the sex, which was both erotic and haunting. I felt weird having had such visions, but was assured by a friend (thanks Chris) that it was normal and understandable given the circumstances. We later watched the first 2 episodes of 'Pushing Daisies' which cheered me up a great deal, and then went to bed.

Michael went to work the next morning, and I came home. I slept. I watched the new Doctor Who ("The Eleventh Hour"). I was impressed with the episode. It felt very much like Doctor Who, yet completely different and new - which was actually quite refreshing. I like the 11th Doctor. I like the new companion, and a recurring character that was introduced here. I LOVE the new tardis. I'm liking the new sonic screwdriver. I think the new version of the theme and opening credits lack the intensity of Seasons 27-30, but perhaps they'll grow on me? They're not bad; they just don't impress me. I love the new logo. I loved the continuity with previous Doctors and villains on display. I loved the little touches from previous Doctors. The "no no no no no no no" & "it's gonna burn" lines sounded very much like the 9th Doctor. "You've had some cowboys in here" & "wibbly-wobbly timey-wimey" were clearly the 10th (the latter could also pertain to the 5th). Very nice. And I very much want to see where all of this is going. Mark & Michael both enjoyed it as well.

Later, I burt a tv disc for Michael, went grocery shopping and then headed to his place. I left for the store a little after midnight (Easter Sunday) and saw (I'm not kidding) a bunny. lol. Perfect. When I got to Michael's we watched Pusing Daisies 1x04 (he'd watched 1x03 on his own), and then the new Doctor Who before cuddles. Later I got up and came home to work on discs for Mollie and other projects. Then I wrote this. ;-0)

Here's a list I just made that includes K9 the series into Season 31 of the Whoniverse. Not saying this is how it goes, but it's a definite possibility:

31x01 K9 1x01 Regeneration [Part I]
31x02 K9 1x02 Liberation [Part II]
31x03 SJA 2x03 Day of the Clown, Part I
31x04 SJA 2x04 Day of the Clown, Part II
31x05 K9 1x03 The Korven
31x06 SJA 2x05 Secrets of the Stars, Part I
31x07 SJA 2x06 Secrets of the Stars, Part II
31x08 K9 1x04 The Bounty Hunter
31x09 DW - The Next Doctor
31x10 K9 1x05 Sirens of Ceres
31x11 SJA 2x07 Mark of the Berserker, Part I
31x12 SJA 2x08 Mark of the Berserker, Part II
31x13 K9 1x06 Fear Itself
31x14 SJA 2x09 The Temptation of Sarah Jane Smith, Part I
31x15 SJA 2x10 The Temptation of Sarah Jane Smith, Part II
31x16 Doctor Who Mini-Episode 2008 - Music of the Spheres
31x17 K9 1x07 Fall of the House of Gryffen
31x18 SJA 2x11 Enemy of the Bane, Part I
31x19 SJA 2x12 Enemy of the Bane, Part II
31x20 K9 1x08 Jaw of Orthrus
31x21 DW Animated Special 2009 - Dreamland
31x22 SJA 3x01 Prisoner of the Judoon, Part I
31x23 SJA 3x02 Prisoner of the Judoon, Part II
31x24 K9 1x09 Dream-Eaters
31x25 DW Easter Special 09-Planet of the Dead
31x26 K9 1x10 The Curse of Anubis
31x27 SJA 3x03 The Mad Woman in the Attic, Part I
31x28 SJA 3x04 The Mad Woman in the Attic, Part II
31x29 Children of Earth: Day One
31x30 Children of Earth: Day Two
31x31 Children of Earth: Day Three
31x32 Children of Earth: Day Four
31x33 Children of Earth: Day Five
31x34 SJA 3x05 The Wedding of Sarah Jane Smith, Part I
31x35 SJA 3x06 The Wedding of Sarah Jane Smith, Part II
31x36 K9 1x11 Oroborus
31x37 DW - The Waters of Mars
31x38 K9 1x12 Alien Avatar
31x39 SJA 3x07 The Eternity Trap, Part I
31x40 SJA 3x08 The Eternity Trap, Part II
31x41 K9 1x13 Aeolian
31x42 DW - The End of Time, Part I
31x43 DW - The End of Time, Part II
31x44 Doctor Who 5x01 The Eleventh Hour [Part III]
31x45 SJA Mini-Episode - From Raxacoricofallapatorius with Love
31x46 Doctor Who 5x02 The Beast Below
31x47 K9 1x14 The Last Oak Tree
31x48 SJA 3x09 Mona Lisa's Revenge, Part I
31x49 SJA 3x10 Mona Lisa's Revenge, Part II
31x50 Doctor Who 5x03 Victory of the Daleks
31x51 K9 1x15 Black Hunger
31x52 SJA 3x11 The Gift, Part I
31x53 SJA 3x12 The Gift, Part II
31x54 Doctor Who 5x04 The Time of Angels [Part I]
31x55 Doctor Who 5x05 Flesh and Stone [Part II]
31x56 K9 1x16 The Cambridge Spy
31x57 SJA 4x01, Part I
31x58 SJA 4x02, Part II
31x59 Doctor Who 5x06 Vampires of Venice
31x60 K9 1x17 Lost Library of Ukko
31x61 SJA 4x03 The Nightmare Man, Part I
31x62 SJA 4x04 The Nightmare Man, Part II
31x63 Doctor Who 5x07 Amy's Choice
31x64 K9 1x18 Mutant Copper
31x65 SJA 4x05, Part I
31x66 SJA 4x06, Part II
31x67 Doctor Who 5x08 The Ground Beneath Their Feet [Part I]
31x68 Doctor Who 5x09 Cold Blood [Part II]
31x69 K9 1x19 The Custodians
31x70 SJA 4x07, Part I
31x71 SJA 4x08, Part II
31x72 Doctor Who 5x10 Vincent and the Doctor
31x73 K9 1x20 Taphony and the Time Loop
31x74 SJA 4x09, Part I
31x75 SJA 4x10, Part II
31x76 Doctor Who 5x11 The Lodger
31x77 K9 1x21 Robot Gladiators
31x78 SJA 4x11, Part I
31x79 SJA 4x12, Part II
31x80 Doctor Who 5x12 The Pandorica Opens [Part I]
31x81 Doctor Who 5x13 The Big Bang [Part II]
31x82 K9 1x22 Mind Snap [Part I]
31x83 K9 1x23 Angel of the North [Part II]
31x84 K9 1x24 The Last Precint [Part III]
31x85 K9 1x25 Hound of the Korven [Part IV]
31x86 K9 1x26 Elcipse of the Korven [Part V]

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Watched some more Doctor Who related programming. Very much loving the new Doctor Who. Wish I could just sit down and watch the whole season right now, and K9 as well. K9 1x02 should be airing today. Somehow, someone uploaded 1x03 last night. Hopefully I'll have 2 K9 episodes to watch later, and more Whoniverse material to ship to Mollie. ;-0)

I'm sleepy.

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I slept a few hours, then got up when Mark's activity woke me. I stayed up to do some business for Michael, then worked on my Farm (I have 3 of them now, plus all the accessories); Michael bought me some Farm Cash the other day so I now have all the things I wanted on Farm Town.

Mark just gave me some bad news. The front driver's side tire has a problem. He asked me if I hit anything? He always does that if there's a problem, when anytime I've hit anything I've told him right away. After telling him that I had not, he asked me again. I hate that. It translates into, I don't believe you so I'm giving you another chance to tell me what I want to hear, because I'll believe nothing else. It's really fucking annoying. Add that to the news that he won't be having it fixed on Monday, and that I shouldn't go anywhere unless I need to...means I'll be all but a prisoner in my own home. Michael won't be able to come get me as he'll be working 2 jobs starting tomorrow. I also have a doctor's appointment on Tuesday, and need to get into my other doctor's lab sometime soon. This is really stressing me out.

Oh. And the new K9 series, is already fucked up. It's starting the series with episode 3 and continuing from there, as the preview in October was apparently an odd mixture of the first 2 episodes; I thought the pacing of it was a bit odd, but assumed it was because it was Part I of II (the first 2 episodes are a 2-parter). This means we might not be getting the proper beginning to the series for some time to come; shades of Firefly.

I really should go back to sleep, but the stress of not having the car right now is upsetting. The ingrediants I got at the store last night are useless without 1 other ingrediant, which I can't go to the store for now. The visits I was to have with Michael over the next several days have just been butchered. And I'm now stressed about my doctor's visits...something I was already stressed about because I have a phone interview on Tuesday (which is likely to interrupt my doctor's visit) which may decide the fate of my insurance and if I have the ability to feed myself at all. I was having a good day until Mark Adams walked into my room. And he seemed to be cheerful as he left, which just annoyed me further. Perhaps the lack of sleep has made me cranky and more prone to stress, but only just a bit. :-0(

How did it get to be 7pm so quickly?

I'm going back to bed.

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Slept for almost exactly 3 hours. Downloading K-9 1x04. Still annoyed that I don't really have K-9 1x01-1x02. Grr. Oh. And I can't go anywhere. Really, really pissed about that.

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   Monday, April 5, 2010

I spoke to Michael on the phone around 1am I think. Also had exchanges on Facebook with him, Mollie, Dollie and some guy I friended whose name escapes me at the moment. I then had a shake and ate, and watched 2 'Pushing Daisies' episodes that Michael had seen by then, to sort of share the experience with him. My eating pills (which I should have filled today or tomorrow - if I can use the car) made me sleepy. I slept for 3 hours. I got up around 5:30am. I watched some Sarah Jane; read the news. Jacked off and showered.

I'm bored. I'm gonna see if Michael's up, and then probably do some reading, which I planned to do last night, but didn't.

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Managed to stay awake all day. I uploaded videos to Facebook and talked to Michael a few times. He's on his way to get me to get my eating pills from the pharmacy (he's sweet like that). I might go to Necto tonight.

Tomorrow I have a phone interview about my insurance and aid. Then I have a doctor's appointment about my jaw. Then we need to go have our tire fixed. Then I have to stop at my doctor's office for some tests. Lots to do tomorrow. Tomorrow night, Michael might come stay the night. ;-0)

I managed to clean my room a bit. I'm gonna finish hanging my clothes and then brush my teeth and put on my shoes.

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   Tuesday, April 6, 2010

After the last entry I finished getting ready and stepped outside to wait for Michael. I talked to Janice on the phone for a bit but let her go when Michael arrived. We had a nice visit with Michael taking us to Rite Aid, Staples, and Little Caesars (for some disturbingly good Crazy Bread), and then dropping me back at home.

I gave the last of my Crazy Bread to Mark and went to bed. I got up around 11pm, and called Michael, who'd texted me. I chatted a bit on Facebook and that got ready and went to Necto through the dry lightning and thunder. I had an ok time, with some fun dancing. Brandon was there. Becky, Jinx, Keevan, and Michael Eisinger's best friend who apparently isn't on speaking terms with him anymore as she accosted me with a "I hate him" and then spoke a million miles a second about all their problems that I didn't want to hear about; probably thinking that I hate him too, only I don't. I was polite though, and managed to get away. I mostly talked to this straight bloke named Ed and his not-gf Kendra. I found a new band that I like (Anders Manga) and I was off into the downpour and home.

I spoke to Mark momentarily. He's watching Pushing Daisies too; he never finished it the first time around. He and Michael are actually in the same spot in the show. I hope they enjoy the end of it. I updated Facebook stuff and went to bed; waking several times, but finally around 8am.

I read the news. None of it that spectacular. One good thing about K-9; they're actually showing 2 episodes a weekend, meaning that I'll have more of the series faster than expected. Now if only they'd air the proper cuts of Episodes 1 & 2 we'd be good as gold.

Much to do to day. None of it sounding like much fun. Blah.

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   Thursday, April 8, 2010

Tuesday. The govenmental peeps in charge of my insurance never called on Tuesday. This sucks as I was stressed about it even longer, and now I'm left wondering what happened, and my stress continues...and there were questions that I had that remain unanswered. My jaw doctor appointment went well. Keep doing what I'm doing for 3 months and then come back again. I loaned Mark $70.00 for bills, after giving him $100 something last week for car insurance. I have less than $200.00 in my account now. I'm feeling very vulnerable about money these days. We got the tire fixed on our car AND worked out a deal for a new spare to replace the one that's been on backorder for over a month. We got home, and Michael joined us, but I didn't want to go out as I was so tired. Michael and Mark went to Pizza Hut, but I found it impossible to sleep. They got me some groceries on the way home. Later, Michael and I slept a few hours, then had THE SEX...which was fantastic. I showered, ate (finally), and took a muscle relaxant; something I should have done earlier but was putting off so I could spend time with Michael. I harvested my farm town and went to bed; dreaming of saving my cousin Michael Curtis from aligators. Also, some people count sheep to get to sleep...I count BSG & Doctor Who episodes. After sleeping 3 hours, I got up to let Michael out and lock the door. I then ate some more, watched an episode of LOST and started another one before feeling tired again. I updated my farm, said goodnight to Mark and then slept for at least 11 hours. Which was fantastic.

Did the farm / facebook thing. Chris and Bryan have broken up but remain friends. I talked to Michael and Mark. I took my prilosec. Gonna eat soon. Try to watch more LOST later. I'm still at the beginning of Season 3; Season 6 is airing now and will end the series in mid-late May.

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   Friday, April 9, 2010

Had my phone interview yesterday; it was delayed from Tuesday cause they're so backed up. I was told to remove my name from Mark's account to keep getting my benefits. We went to the bank and did that; we went to the tire place and got our new spare. We went to my doc's office so they could run my tests. We couldn't get the info about the account to my case worker because it takes 24 hours for the new bank info to go through. When talking to my case worker I asked about getting a job but was told if I did I'd lose my insurance, which sucks because while I could feed myself with a new job, the cost of my perscriptions, which I need in order to function, would wipe me out. So much for me getting a job. This depresses me. We went home and after talking to Michael I went to bed.

I slept about 7 hours. I spoke to Michael a bit when I woke up. Did the farm thing. Ate. I watched 4 episodes of Lost (3x08 - 3x11); 1 more and I'll be half way through the series, and just over half way through Season 3. Seasons 4, 5 & 6 will all have fewer episodes than Seasons 1-3. I'm enjoying it for now.

I miss Michael.

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I watched 2 more episodes of LOST (3x12 & 3x13). It's gotten very good again. Revelations galore. I know that 2 of the crash survivors are related, and how Locke lost the use of his legs. 10 more episodes in this season; I'll try to finish them soon, but I need a nap, and then to go to the bank and then off to my case worker; also need gas in the car, and groceries would be nice, and might see Michael as well.

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Ate and watched a 7th episode of Lost (3x14); 9 episodes left in the season. I could have done without the moment with the 'killer' spiders that popped out of my screen and on to my ceiling. Ick. Blah.

   posted by Bald Jason at 09:16 AM
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Just read some Sarah Jane related news. It looks like Luke will be leaving the series after Series 4; they'll introduce a new character to replace him in Season 5. I rather like Luke, so I'm not happy with this news at all. Other annoying news is that the Slitheen / Blathereen will be back AGAIN (WTF?) though it's said it will be in a smaller role, though having them back at all is too much for me. On the brighter side of things it's said that a Classic Series Who character will be featured (will it be the Brig again?) and that Androvax (from 'Prisoner of the Judoon') will also return to the series. I'm guessing that the Judoon will also return, though that's not been stated. K-9 Mark IV will also be back. It's also teased that the 11th Doctor may yet appear on the series, but this isn't confirmed and it's unknown, if it happened at all, if it would be this year or next. Doctor Who and the new (mostly lame) K-9 tv series (about K-9 Mark I) will air new episodes on Saturday & Sunday. Still no word on anything Torchwood related.

I'm still at somewhat of a loss of where or how to include the new K-9 series into my whoniverse guide. As it will never crossover with New Who / Sarah Jane / Torchwood I'm leaning towards placing it between Classic Who and New...but that adds another season, which I've worked so hard to keep from happening in the last 2 years. Grrr. It's an annoyance for now, but hopefully I'll figure something out.

Why can't I sleep?

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   Saturday, April 10, 2010

Didn't sleep Friday morning. Couldn't. In my sleep deprived, headache riddled state I learned there are a few more spin-offs to Doctor Who than I thought, with at least 3 tv movies that I knew nothing about. More on those later.

Mark & I went to Michael's to get some cash he owed Mark (and to see Michael); it was great to see him. Michael left for work while we headed to the bank to get a new bank statement for my case, then a gas station, then went to drop that statement off for my case worker. Then we went to Kroger to return bottles and pick up a few groceries. Little Caesars for crazy bread. Then Mark had to pay some bills. And then home.

I wanted to sleep but ended up watching more lost. I now have 6 episodes left in Season 3. I did finally sleep for 3.5 hours but woke up and did my farm and chat on Facebook. Saw a text from Michael and called him. Then got a request for a call from my friend Brian asking for advice, only before we got to the advice part he let me go to drive home saying he'd text me, only he didn't, which didn't wake me up, so I missed my earlier hoped for arrival at Michaels. But fear not. I'm semi-concious now and just took a shower and packed my bag and heading there as soon as this entry is done.

So...going to Michael's to cuddle for a few hours. He has an errand to run around 8am. Then he has to work at 2pm, unless he gets the day off (a fact that he wasn't sure of when I spoke to him last). I'm tired and miss my man.

   posted by Bald Jason at 04:08 AM
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