Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Went to Carrie's party Saturday night; got all gothed out. Lots of fun to see Carrie & her friends. Was bummed that I'd just missed my cousins Kristen & Jeremy!?! It's weird to me that they still see her but not me. We left the party around 12:45am and went to OutFest which was nowhere near as large as it's been in previous years. Shawn Walker, Felix, Brian, Brian, Redcloud, Drew and assorted other people were there. A blast was had by all I think. Mark & I then drove Shawn to an after party...which was kind of lame, but Felix, Redcloud, Brian, Ryan and someone else were there. Felix gave me a massage, though it wasn't as good as I'm used to - probably because of all the people around and me not being naked. lol. Later, Redcloud was rude (so not in his charater usually, maybe he was buzzed?) so we left, taking Shawn back to his car, then came home. I fooled around online for HOURS then slept most of Sunday...staying in Sunday night, not feeling very well.

Monday I slept all day again. Went out Monday night with Mark & Chris to Necto; had fun; danced a lot. There was a cute gay couple dancing, which always makes me happy. Came home, watched lots of Chelsea Lately online. Had a terrible headache. Slept. Woke up around 7:30pm. Went to Trader Joe's, Hillers & Whole Foods with Mark. Think I've got all my groceries covered now. lol.

Home now. Kind of bored. Part of me wants to go for a walk or take pictures or something, while another part wants to just read, relax, and sleep some more.

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   Wednesday, September 22, 2010

I watched the new Glee (2x01 Audition). I chatted a bit. I watched Dexter 1x02 ("Crocodile"). I watched the pilot episode months ago and didn't love it. I liked this one a lot more. We have seasons 1-4; season 5 starts on Sunday. Perhaps I'll begin watching it. I'm behind on so many tv shows.

Think I'm staying in tonight. Might try to sleep. We'll see.

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Felix called and asked me out. We have tentative plans for Friday. I'm willing. Could be cool. He sounded very nervous.

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Had a headache but it's gone now thanks to a hot shower & Midrin, which Mark provided as I'm currently out. I'll get that filled soon. There were thunderstorms for awhile, which amused me.

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Had a smaller than usual shake with a smaller than usual slice of toast...and I've now thrown up all of it I think. So gross. So not understanding why this happened now. I'm not stressed about anything. I took my prilosec. Maybe it's because I've not been walking? Yet I did dance a lot Monday night so it's not like I haven't exercised. I don't know. But I'm very unhappy about it. I've been told (and experienced) that this kind of stuff can just happen to me for no reason...and I guess even when I'm doing my all to keep it in check I can still experience this shit. :-0( I've even been sleeping really well so it's not fatigue. Maybe I need even smaller amounts of food? I don't know. I'm trying to stay optimistic...yet for this morning...I'm just very, very unhappy.

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   Thursday, September 23, 2010

Stayed in a good mood yesterday despite my stomach being all annoying. Slept pretty well. Stomach was upset again last night. My plans for the morning were screwed but I'm not gonna let this ruin my day. Gonna shave and shower and take pictures, and go for a walk...get my Midrin refill later. Maybe upload my pictures later? I don't know. Been dancing around my room to old goth tunes. :-0)

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Shaved and showered. Puked a lot. Sipping water. When I think my stomach can take it I'll prilosec, Zantac & a Xanax. Not taking any chances.

I need to get this to stop.

Trying not to be scared.

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I layed down to chill for awhile at 4pm, not readlly thinking about it...not really thinking about how I'd had a Xanax...and ended up sleeping until 10pm. :-0( I missed my walk in the sunshine, and my friend's show at Crazy Wisdom. Bummed out. Hopefully my stomach is doing better though.

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   Friday, September 24, 2010

My stomach was NOT better last night. It was terrible. And I had a migrain and couldn't keep the majority of my pain meds down! With the help of what little pain killer I could keep down, and a HOT shower I felt somewhat better, and went to Aut Bar, where I hung out with Shawn, Dwayne, Jared, Brian, Brian, Robert, Terry...Ryan and a few others. I was SO HUNGRY but couldn't eat. It sucked. But I had some fun. Later, I managed to get some sleep.

This morning I've takend my prolosec / Zantac. I've watched Ally McBeal. I'm harvesting my farm town. When that's done I'm going to a few places with Mark. Gonna pick up my Midrin perscription...some cooking spray...go to the post office, and to Little Caesars...gonna try some Crazy Bread, which my stomach can usually handle. Wish me luck, cause I fucking need some food.

And I'm supposed to have a date tonight.

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Went to RiteAid, Kroger & Little Caesars. Took a Reglan with my food (which was great), only I still thew up when I got home. But then I ate more, and it stayed down. Not sure why that worked, but I'm glad it did. Food staying down is very good.

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