Wednesday, March 2, 2011

So...it appears that we'll be losing the condo. Probably in
about 7 months. This sucks. But at least we have time to
plan and decide. Mark will be home tonight. We've lived
here for 11 years this May.

My stomach was very upset today for the firt time in a
long while. I couldn't keep anything down and it was
exhausting. I slept on and off all day. I couldn't even finish
watching anything.

I finished "Son of a Witch" yesterday. It's a better book
when it's finished than when it's being read, if that makes
any sense. The book and the main character don't come
into focus until the last 60 pages or so. I've started
reading "A Lion Among Men"; the 3rd entry in the series.
There are rumors of a 4th / final volume in the works.

That announced mini-episode of Who has now been
confirmed as TWO mini-episodes: "Space" & "Time". Those
air March 18. It's likely that Season 6 of Doctor Who will
begin airing April 23 & run consecutive episodes through
either May 28 or June 4. Torchwood is rumored to begin
airing in July and will run for 10 weeks. Doctor Who will
return for 6 more episodes around September. The 5th
Season of The Sarah Jane Adventures will likely air for 6
weeks in October / November. And in December we'll get
the Doctor Who Christmas Special. It's possible we'll get
other random episodes (for 'Children in Need' or possible
DVD extras for example).

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   Thursday, March 3, 2011

Picked Mark up from the train station. So good to see him.
He says we'll most likely get to keep the condo but I'm not
sure how. We'll see.

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I can't sleep. :(

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I got to sleep a bit after 6am I think. I woke up when Mark
was leaving to see our lawyer...and then again when he came
home. He says our lawyer says that the notice of forclosure is
fucked up and our lawyer is contacting peeps to set the
record straight. I don't have any of the details though so I'm
not sure what's going on exactly. I'll talk to Mark about it
later.

I cleaned my room a bit. I worked on my website. I played
Zuma Blitz. I sorted pictures that were on my camera and
created collages to update my Manhunt profile (which I just
did). I'll have to sort the pictures again and set up files for
Facebook & my website. Blah.

Mark is home. We're gonna go to Meijer in a bit. I'm all out of
bread and need other groceries too.

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   Friday, March 4, 2011

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   Monday, March 7, 2011

Hung out with this really cool guy on Saturday named Andy.
Lots of laughter and chilling. All of it good. Mark slept in my
room with me that night though I didn't realize it until I woke
up and he was getting out of bed. lol. Weird.

Sunday I had some emotional Michael fallout. I wanted to call
him in the worst way but managed not to. That's 1 week that
I've not spoken to him. Chatted a bit. Michael / Chris wanted
to 3 way but not only was I all emotional but my jaw was
killing me and I was kind of stressed. I took a Xanax and
watched some more Season 1 Glee with Mark - these are
episodes he never saw.

Andy and I also talked more. I think we're gonna be really
good friends :)

I slept well. Mark took the bus to work I guess cause he's not
here. I'm gonna try to clean up a bit.

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   Tuesday, March 8, 2011

I scrubbed the toilet, did some laundry, did the dishes,
emptied the trash, made my bed and sorted some stuff. I
also shaved and showered. Mark & I watched an episode of
Glee. I had a shake...much of which came back up. I almost
went to Necto but decided against it. I turned down another
offer from Michael & Chris. I just...don't feel like fucking right
now I guess. At least not randomly.

Apparently Cybermats (Cybermen creations, not seen since a
4th Doctor story) will feature in 6x12. :)

I just watched 3 episodes of Nikita and now I'm caught up
and will have to wait for new episodes. :(

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After the last entry I read a bit then fell asleep. Mark woke
me to drive him to work. He had some bad news about the
condo. I just feel like we're gonna lose it...and it's gonna be
expensive and hurtful and petty and some of it could have
been prevented. I feel like Mark is completely in the
right...yet that doesn't mean we'll win or that we'll have a
happy ending. And the whole process stresses me out
beyond the telling of it. I was having such a good day
yesterday and now I feel horrible. I took another Xanax but
I've already thrown up some acid. :( Blah. I'm doing more
laundry but will probably go back to sleep fairly soon.

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   Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Slept a lot on Tuesday. It was fantastic. I got to talk on the
phone with this guy Chris that I dated briefly about 11 years
ago. Very nice to hear from him. I watched the new episode
of Glee which I thought was awesome. The 'N' Drive, aka the
drive that has all my tv shows on it, stopped working again. :(
Maybe Mark can fix it before he goes to work. Speaking of
which, I need to get him up in a few minutes. I had a phone
conversation with my pal Brendan a bit ago. And I'm
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooo
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. I stayed up
though so I could get Mark up for work on time. He was late
yesterday.

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   Sunday, March 13, 2011

So what's been going on? Not much really. I watched another
episode of 'Spartacus'; 3 more to go. I watched another
episode of 'Six Feet Under' 5 episodes left and that will be
done. I read more of my book but hit a patch I'm having
trouble getting through. My stomach has been upset...Mark
is filing bankruptsy, our car doesn't have insurance
now...been thinking about getting a job yet I'm not sure I can
without a car...I probably won't be able to get my pills back. I
don't feel like dating, though interacting with people usually
cheers me up...I've not seen Michael or spoken to him in 2
weeks today. I feel kind of zombie-like. I think it's because of
the painkiller Mark gave me. They help with my headaches,
but I feel sluggish for a day or two later.

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   Wednesday, March 16, 2011

I got to talk to Mollie yesterday morning which was
fantastic! :)

I've watched a bunch of "The Clone Wars" now, and I'm
actually really loving it. I've not read my book in like a
week; perhaps when I'm done with this series. I've watched
the first 28 installments; there are 65 so far, with 2 left to
air next month that will end the season. The series has
actually cemented the prequel era as my favorite; the
series is just so much more epic and intense than the
movies. :)

I also watched the new Glee episode, which was the 2nd
episode in a row to make me cry. It's nowhere near a
perfect show, but it's fun, and it has some pretty awesome
moments.

I slept for a bit tonight but woke up from a nightmare
about death. I do that sometimes and I'm so certain that
death is this horrible thing...and then...that fades. Perhaps
death is horrible, but there's nothing I can do to prevent it
so it's pointless to worry about it.

Oh. Our car has insurance now! Also, I apprently have an
amazing credit score :) Mark will be filing bankruptcy
today.

I'm feeling stressed. I think I might take a Xanax. I just
feel...horrible.

Michael sent me an e-mail the other day. I didn't respond.
He says his life sucks right now; that he's about to lose his
car and that his family is being horrible...and I don't want
him to be suffering, but there's nothing I can do to help,
and being in contact with him would hurt me. Just getting
the message hurt me. I just need to stay away from him.

The mini-episodes of Who are on Friday. The main season
starts on April 23; Mark's 40th Birthday.

Another cool think about watching The Clone Wars now
instead of as they aired, is that you find out later in the
run that they don't happen in the order that you think they
do, so I've actually been able to watch them in
chronological order, which I love. There will be at least 2
more seasons of the series. I'm interested to see how it
will end. It has balls and I'd hate for it to end with a
whimper...there are important questions that need to be
answered...like what happens to Anakin's padawan Ahsoka
as she doesn't appear in Episode III & we never hear or see
her again. And will the end of the series tie into the
previous Clone Wars Micro Series or will it ignore it? It's
hard to say. But I'm really looking forward to finding out.

I think I'll make a shake. Then I have to get Mark up for
work...which could be difficult as he's out of waffles...lol.

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   Friday, March 18, 2011

I had a great day yesterday. The news from Mark's lawyer
is good, which is a huge relief; he'll filing bankruptcy on
Monday. I slept extremely well. I watched more 'Clone
Wars', which I love now. I'm well into Season 2 now, and
I've managed to figure out more of the chronology, which I
look forward to sharing with friends who may watch the
series after me. I'm very excited to see where the series
goes. Later, in the evening, Mark & I took a long walk
because it was gorgeous outside (in the 60's). It probably
won't last, but I expect the warm weather to return for
good sometime in April. We ran into my cousin Nina
(pronounced Nine-ah) downtown; it was nice to see her.
We then went to Starbucks where we struck up
conversation with 2 guys...1 was named Jordan, who's 35
and used to work at Pizza House and knows Carried;
recognized me from Hollywood Video - and his friend's
name escapes me but he's a professional photographer /
photo-journalist - they were downtown getting pictures of
George Clooney, Ryan Gosling & Evan Rachel Wood
(filming for their movie 'The Ides of March') - it was fun
talking about movies and stuff. Then we went to 'Vault of
Midnight' comic shop where I talked about how refreshing
it is when they show male superheroes with a bit of bulge
in their crotches - as opposed to the normal flat crotches,
where it seems that none of the characters have cocks. lol.
Fun. Then we walked home. I talked to my sister Janice &
then our grandmother on the phone. My grandmother
admitted that of all the men I've dated, that she didn't like
Michael and that she never trusted him. Janice & I are
visiting with our Dad today; I have to pick him up around
1pm and then we'll meet Janice back here. After picking
up some stuff here Mark & I drove to Kroger for groceries
and then Little Caesars for food. I watched the latest Glee
(2x16 Original Song) with Mark while we ate then he went
to his room and I took a nap.

I woke up hot and sweaty. Yuck. I took my dishes
downstairs and started up the dishwasher. I'm thinking of
cleaning up my room and shaving - I've not shaved in over
a week and the beard is itching. Double yuck. I'll probably
then watch more Clone Wars; next up is a trilogy of 2nd
season episodes: 2x12 The Mandalore Plot [Part I], 2x13
Voyage of Temptation [Part II], & 2x14 Duchess of
Mandalore [Part III]. Once in the proper order almost all
the stories are multiparters, or if there is a stand alone,
it's a sequel to earlier episodes.

Oh. So 2 bits of disappointing sequel news...first, the
script that Kevin Williamson did for Scream 4 (the one
which Wes Craven and the cast came back to film and got
them excited about a new trilogy) was rewritten during
filming by Ehren Kruger - the person who wrote Scream 3
- the movie which revealed the killer at the end of the
movie as a character that was found dead during the film
- with no fucking explanation as to how he survived. Blah.
This has me (and apparently Wes) less excited about the
prospects for Scream 4 (or for the original idea for a new
trilogy. Blah. Not cool. Also, the new Wolverine movie that
was going to be directed by super-cool-director-Darren
Aronnofsky will now be directed by someone else. :( The
studio and Jackman are still commited to the film and the
script is supposed to be great...but I wanted him to direct
it damn it. :(

Ah well.

Ooh. Mini-Who episodes today!!!!

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   Saturday, March 19, 2011

Friday. I didn't get much sleep. I did the dishes. I did
laundry. I shaved and showered. I got Mark up for work
with his usual breakfast; he worked from home. I picked
my dad up at 1pm and met Janice back at the condo. We
took a bus ride downtown to get coffee. It was a good day
for the bus, because while it was still nice outside, it was
also a bit more chilly than on Thursday. I bought dad
coffee and a cocoa for Janice. It was a nice visit. Janice had
a to leave and we waited about an hour to take my dad
home so we wouldn't have to drive through rush hour. I
was exhausted so Mark was nice enough to drive us. On
the way home we got gas and went to Kroger because I
had a coupon I wanted to use, and I also wanted to take
advantage of a sale. I went to bed when we got home
(after watching the new mini-eps of Who which were ok),
hoping to wake up in time to go to the bar only I woke up
around 1:30am - which bummed me out, but I needed the
sleep so it's probably ok - I just felt like I had missed
some fun is all. I worked on a collage and read news,
which included that there will apparently be 3 more Who
themed mini-episodes to be broadcast online in the UK -
hopefully someone will post them here too or they'll be
bonus eps on the DVDs or something. I should eat as I've
not had anything substantial in about 17 hours. Perhaps
I'll watch more Star Wars.

Doctor Who Season 6 begins 5 weeks from today. Mark
will turn 40 that day. He was 23 or 24 when I met him. I
love him so much. He actually has 2 dates today and 1
tomorrow. 3 dates in 1 weekend. Crazy! I've never done
that before.

Yesterday marked 19 years since I went to Mercywood. I
didn't even think of it until now. If I had, then I definitely
would have gone to the bar. Damn.

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   Monday, March 21, 2011

Sunday I learned that an old friend of mine who I met
through Jennifer had passed away on Saturday. Her name
was Deana Singer. I think she was 36 but I'm not certain.
She was beautiful. It's not known how she died or when
the service will be, but I'll most likely be going.

My stomach has been upset all weekend and into today.
I've been throwing up. Blah.

Mark says that Michael got a job cleaning offices part
time. Good for him. I don't want him to suffer.

I finished The Clone Wars yesterday. There will be 2 new
episodes a week from Friday and that will be it until next
season, which I assume begins this fall. It's really, very
good. I'm sad that I don't have more to watch. I think I
figured out the order it's best to view the saga so far,
which I believe goes like this -

Star Wars:
Star Wars - Episode I: The Phantom Menace
Star Wars - Episode II: Attack of the Clones
Clone Wars Micro Series (Chapters 1-22.5)[ends with
Anakin & Padme reunited]

The Clone Wars:
2x16 Cat and Mouse [Part I]
1x16 The Hidden Enemy [Part II]
Star Wars: The Clone Wars [Part III]
1x02 Rising Malevolence [Part I] (D Cut)
1x03 Shadow of Malevolence [Part II] (D Cut)
1x04 Destroy Malevolence [Part III]
3x01 Clone Cadets [Part I]
1x05 Rookies [Part II] (Director's Cut)
3x02 ARC Troopers [Part III]
1x06 Downfall of a Droid [Part I]
1x07 Duel of the Droids [Part II]
1x08 Bombad Jedi [Part I]
1x09 Cloak of Darkness [Part II]
1x10 Lair of Grievous [Part III] (D Cut)
1x11 Dooku Captured [Part I]
1x12 The Gungan General [Part II]
1x13 Jedi Crash [Part I]
1x14 Defenders of Peace [Part II]
1x15 Trespass
1x17 Blue Shadow Virus [Part I]
1x18 Mystery of a Thousand Moons [Part II]
3x03 Supply Lines [Part I]
1x01 Ambush [Part II]
1x19 Storm Over Ryloth [Part III]
1x20 Innocents of Ryloth [Part IV]
1x21 Liberty on Ryloth [Part V]
2x04 Senate Spy [Part I]
2x05 Landing at Point Rain [Part II]
2x06 Weapons Factory [Part III]
2x07 Legacy of Terror [Part IV]
2x08 Brain Invaders [Part V]
2x12 The Mandalore Plot [Part I]
2x13 Voyage of Temptation [Part II]
2x14 Duchess of Mandalore [Part III]
2x17 Bounty Hunters
2x18 The Zillo Beast [Part I]
2x19 The Zillo Beast [Part II]
2x20 Death Trap [Part I]
2x21 R2 Come Home [Part II]
2x22 Lethal Trackdown [Part III]
3x04 Sphere of Influence
3x05 Corruption [Part I]
3x06 The Academy [Part II]
3x07 Assassin [Part III]
3x08 Evil Plans [Part IV]
1x22 Hostage Crisis [Part V]
3x09 Hunt For Ziro [Part VI]
2x01 Holocron Heist [Part I]
2x02 Cargo of Doom [Part II]
2x03 Children of the Force [Part III]
2x11 Lightsaber Lost [Part I]
2x09 Grievous Intrigue [Part II]
2x10 The Deserter [Part III]
3x10 Heroes on Both Sides [Part I]
3x11 Pursuit of Peace [Part II]
2x15 Senate Murders [Part III]
3x12 Nightsisters [Part I]
3x13 Monster [Part II]
3x14 Witches of the Mist [Part III]
3x15 Overlords [Part I]
3x16 Altar of Mortis [Part II]
3x17 Ghosts of Mortis [Part III]
3x18 The Citadel [Part I]
3x19 Counterattack [Part II]
3x20 Citadel Rescue [Part III]
3x21 Padawn Lost [Part I]
3x22 Wookiee Hunt [Part II]
Clone Wars Micro Series (Chapters 22.5-25)
Episode III: Revenge of the Sith

Droids 1x01 The White Witch [Part 1]
Droids 1x02 Escape Into Terror [Part 2]
Droids 1x03 The Trigon Unleashed [Part 3]
Droids 1x04 A Race to the Finish [Part 4]
Droids 1x05 The Lost Prince [Part 1]
Droids 1x06 The New King [Part 2]
Droids 1x07 The Pirates of Tarnoonga [Part 3]
Droids 1x08 The Revenge of Kybo Ren [Part 4]
Droids 1x09 Coby and the Starhunters [Part 5]
Droids: The Great Heap, Part 1
Droids: The Great Heap, Part 2
Droids 1x10 Tail of the Roon Comets [Part 1]
Droids 1x11 The Roon Games [Part 2]
Droids 1x12 Across the Roon Sea [Part 3]
Droids 1x13 The Frozen Citadel [Part 4]
Caravan of Courage: The Ewok Adventure
Star Wars - Episode IV: A New Hope
Ewoks: The Battle For Endor
Episode V: The Empire Strikes Back
Ewoks 1x01 The Cries of the Trees
Ewoks 1x02 The Haunted Village
Ewoks 1x03 Rampage of the Phlogs
Ewoks 1x04 To Save Deej
Ewoks 1x05 The Travelling Jindas
Ewoks 1x06 The Tree of Light
Ewoks 1x07 The Curse of the Jindas
Ewoks 1x08 The Land of the Gupins
Ewoks 1x09 Sunstar vs. Shadowstone
Ewoks 1x10 Wicket's Wagon
Ewoks 1x11 The Three Lessons
Ewoks 1x12 Blue Harvest
Ewoks 1x13 Asha
Ewoks 2x01 The Crystal Cloak
Ewoks 2x02 The Wish Plant
Ewoks 2x03 Home is Where the Shrieks Are
Ewoks 2x04 Princess Latara
Ewoks 2x05 The Raich
Ewoks 2x06 The Totem Master
Ewoks 2x07 A Gift For Shodu
Ewoks 2x08 Night of the Stranger
Ewoks 2x09 Gone with the Mimphs
Ewoks 2x10 The First Apprentice
Ewoks 2x11 Hard Sell
Ewoks 2x12 A Warrior and a Lurdo
Ewoks 2x13 The Season Scepter
Ewoks 2x14 Prow Beaten
Ewoks 2x15 Baga's Rival
Ewoks 2x16 Horville's Hut of Horrors
Ewoks 2x17 The Tragic Flute
Ewoks 2x18 Just My Luck
Ewoks 2x19 Bringing Up Norky
Ewoks 2x21 Party Ewok
Ewoks 2x22 Malani the Warrior
Ewoks 2x20 Battle for the Sunstar
Episode VI: Return of the Jedi

It strikes me that 'Return of the Jedi' actually serves as a
much better finale to the COMPLETE saga than as just the
6th movie. I mean...it has Ewoks & the Droids; it has all
the classic trilogy characters; it has Anakin / Vader,
Palpatine / Darth Sideous, Yoda, Obi-Wan, Jabba & Boba
Fett from the prequel trilogy - all of whom meet their ends
here (all save Obi-Wan who is already a ghost at this
point). We also see things we've not seen since the prequel
era - such as Vader's face without his mask, young Jedi
Knight Anakin Skywalker, Mon Mothma, Gungans, Naboo
& Coruscant. Everything is wrapped up pretty neatly.
There's definitely room for stories following this - but
there's no great need for them either.

I'm sleepy.

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   Tuesday, March 22, 2011

I slept ok last night. I got Mark up for work with his
breakfast. We went to Meijer for groceries and stuff (I forgot
straws). I dropped Mark off on time. I did the dishes. I
watched all of Season 1 of Nurse Jackie; I'm on episode 3 of
Season 2 I think. Season 3 starts on Monday. :) I've been
trying to call Mollie on Skype to talk to her about it but she's
not answering. I have a horrible headache and my jaw is
killing me. Other than that - things are good.

I have the urge to call Michael. But I probably shouldn't. This
sunday will be a month since I last spoke to him.

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I watched a bunch of Nurse Jackie today. When I started last
night I'd only seen the first 2 episodes of the series; I'm now
half way through Season 2. Season 3 begins on Monday.

I got to talk to Mollie which was great.

But then my mom called. My aunt Shawn, my dad's younger
sister, overdosed today. 19 years ago I was in the hospital
and I later outlived most of the other residents...usually this
time of year I freak out a bit...and I've been fine, but in that
time 2 friends have died. Weird. Shawn e-mailed me in
December. I eventually e-mailed her back in February though
I don't know if she ever got the reply. I feel bad that I didn't
respond sooner...or more directly...I was so lost in my own
emotional distress that I just lost sight of her. I feel bad
about that.

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   Wednesday, March 23, 2011

I didn't go directly to bed after the last entry. I watched 3
more episodes of Nurse Jackie. 3 episodes left and I'm all
caught up. I had odd, yet good dreams. I stumbled
downstairs, got a soda to drink (I've been trying to mix up
my beverages lately: Chocolate Silk, Water, Tea, a soda about
once a week, proteine shakes & a smoothie once or twice a
week - for awhile all I was drinking was the Silk), took my
prilosec. There were several messages on Facebook about my
Aunt Shawn passing away. There was a message from my
friend Morgan, thanking me for sending him an episode
guide to The Clone Wars; I sent him a corrected guide, as
since sending him the other one I'd completed the series and
fixed some errors in the previous list. And then I wrote this. I
have to get Mark up for work in 10 minutes, so I'll probably
go make his breakfast in about 5.

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Got Mark up for work. Got hit on by another liar - he told me
he only ever has safer sex, while telling my friend that he
plays bare all the time. lol. Men are such liars. It's almost
comical. The guy in question sort of looked like Jabba the
Hutt anyways.

I just ate. I've got to get ready and drive Mark to work as he
stayed to fix the downstairs computer for me.

Haven't heard about funeral arrangments for Deana or
Shawn.

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   Thursday, March 24, 2011

I didn't watch any tv yesterday because the N drive was
down. Yesterday was ok...but kind of a blur. I had a horrible
headache that returned today. I finished watching the 2nd
Season of Nurse Jackie. I had a long talk with Mollie. It's been
a good day except for the headache. Blah.

Oh! Yesterday we found out that Torchwood will begin July 8
:) Awesome :)

I broke my non-contact with Michael. I sent him a message
on Manhunt, congratulating him on finding a job, and
thanking him for respecting my boundaries. I don't have to
read any responses (I sent it on an old profile that I rarely
use) - and I didn't have to hear his voice or see him in
person. I feel ok about this.

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   Friday, March 25, 2011

I went to bed around 9:30pm. I woke up a few minutes ago,
from dreams about being lucky to a family, getting children
to read, dancing in goth clubs, fucking Mike Neal, and
encountering Brian...who was soon to be married. I helped
him decorate his home, at his urging. I got some really good
kisses before I woke up. I miss them. I wish I dreamt of them
more often.

Damn it. I still have my fucking headache.

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Just saw pictures of Jeff. Lots of ghosts today.

Deana's viewing is apparently today.

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Headache still with me. I had some HORRIBLE moments this
morning, but thankfully, Mark was super cool about them. I
also had a really good talk with my father (Doug). :) I have
another pain pill I can take for my head but I was hoping I
wouldn't have to as they tend to knock me out and I have
places to be this weekend. Blah.

I really miss MIDRIN. :(

I watched 2 more episodes of Secret Diary of a Call Girl. Just
4 more left and the series will be over.

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Took the 2nd pill. It helped. I slept a bit. Feel a bit out of it,
as I expected. But I'm in far less pain, which is the point.

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   Saturday, March 26, 2011

Missed Deana's funeral service; it was yesterday, which I
found out about 20 minutes before it started. I was drugged
though and didn't have the car cause Mark was out. Later I
did manage to shave and get dressed and Mark took us out
to Port Huron to see Sean Mobley for his 26th birthday, which
was today. He dragged me onstage and introduced me as the
guy he took his virginity and said he loved me for it; the host
asked if I had a big dick and Sean said he cried. I was
blushing a lot. lol It was an odd little bar, with an interesting
crowd. Home now. I was coughing a bit ago. I hope I'm not
coming down with a cold! :(

I'm going to sleep soon.

   posted by Bald Jason at 04:09 AM
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I woke at around 9am. I ate. I read the news. I made the
mistake of laying back down and woke up at 1:30pm. The
play I was to attend was starting at 2pm. I have like 12
minutes to get there now and I can't make it. I hate this shit.
I'm always missing everything. Janice, Justin, Renee & my
former choir director are all there and it's not THAT far away,
but I need to get ready to go and if I was READY at the time I
woke up I could have gone. This is so frustrating.

   posted by Bald Jason at 01:52 PM
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Mark fixed some stuff on my computer. We watched Glee. My
stomach was bothering me but it's better now. I cuddled with
Mark. Took some pictures. Did the dishes. Cleaned my room
up a bit. I feel a lot better than I did when I woke up. Still
bummed that I missed seeing everyone, but feeling better
about the day in general. :)

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Spoke to my dad (Doug); his sister Shawn's memorial service
is on Saturday. It sucks that she's dead, but she had a very
troubled, very painful, very lonely life and I don't blame her
for her choice at all; I only wish her quality of living could
have been improved. It's been nice talking to dad lately; we
don't talk often, and we've had two really good conversations
in a row. :)

I've tried calling Mollie the last 2 days but couldn't get
through. I hope she's ok.

I'm sleepy...but MIGHT attempt to go to Aut Bar. Not sure.

Apparently Michael deleted Mark as a Facebook friend. I
wonder what that drama is about?

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