Monday, March 21, 2011

Sunday I learned that an old friend of mine who I met
through Jennifer had passed away on Saturday. Her name
was Deana Singer. I think she was 36 but I'm not certain.
She was beautiful. It's not known how she died or when
the service will be, but I'll most likely be going.

My stomach has been upset all weekend and into today.
I've been throwing up. Blah.

Mark says that Michael got a job cleaning offices part
time. Good for him. I don't want him to suffer.

I finished The Clone Wars yesterday. There will be 2 new
episodes a week from Friday and that will be it until next
season, which I assume begins this fall. It's really, very
good. I'm sad that I don't have more to watch. I think I
figured out the order it's best to view the saga so far,
which I believe goes like this -

Star Wars:
Star Wars - Episode I: The Phantom Menace
Star Wars - Episode II: Attack of the Clones
Clone Wars Micro Series (Chapters 1-22.5)[ends with
Anakin & Padme reunited]

The Clone Wars:
2x16 Cat and Mouse [Part I]
1x16 The Hidden Enemy [Part II]
Star Wars: The Clone Wars [Part III]
1x02 Rising Malevolence [Part I] (D Cut)
1x03 Shadow of Malevolence [Part II] (D Cut)
1x04 Destroy Malevolence [Part III]
3x01 Clone Cadets [Part I]
1x05 Rookies [Part II] (Director's Cut)
3x02 ARC Troopers [Part III]
1x06 Downfall of a Droid [Part I]
1x07 Duel of the Droids [Part II]
1x08 Bombad Jedi [Part I]
1x09 Cloak of Darkness [Part II]
1x10 Lair of Grievous [Part III] (D Cut)
1x11 Dooku Captured [Part I]
1x12 The Gungan General [Part II]
1x13 Jedi Crash [Part I]
1x14 Defenders of Peace [Part II]
1x15 Trespass
1x17 Blue Shadow Virus [Part I]
1x18 Mystery of a Thousand Moons [Part II]
3x03 Supply Lines [Part I]
1x01 Ambush [Part II]
1x19 Storm Over Ryloth [Part III]
1x20 Innocents of Ryloth [Part IV]
1x21 Liberty on Ryloth [Part V]
2x04 Senate Spy [Part I]
2x05 Landing at Point Rain [Part II]
2x06 Weapons Factory [Part III]
2x07 Legacy of Terror [Part IV]
2x08 Brain Invaders [Part V]
2x12 The Mandalore Plot [Part I]
2x13 Voyage of Temptation [Part II]
2x14 Duchess of Mandalore [Part III]
2x17 Bounty Hunters
2x18 The Zillo Beast [Part I]
2x19 The Zillo Beast [Part II]
2x20 Death Trap [Part I]
2x21 R2 Come Home [Part II]
2x22 Lethal Trackdown [Part III]
3x04 Sphere of Influence
3x05 Corruption [Part I]
3x06 The Academy [Part II]
3x07 Assassin [Part III]
3x08 Evil Plans [Part IV]
1x22 Hostage Crisis [Part V]
3x09 Hunt For Ziro [Part VI]
2x01 Holocron Heist [Part I]
2x02 Cargo of Doom [Part II]
2x03 Children of the Force [Part III]
2x11 Lightsaber Lost [Part I]
2x09 Grievous Intrigue [Part II]
2x10 The Deserter [Part III]
3x10 Heroes on Both Sides [Part I]
3x11 Pursuit of Peace [Part II]
2x15 Senate Murders [Part III]
3x12 Nightsisters [Part I]
3x13 Monster [Part II]
3x14 Witches of the Mist [Part III]
3x15 Overlords [Part I]
3x16 Altar of Mortis [Part II]
3x17 Ghosts of Mortis [Part III]
3x18 The Citadel [Part I]
3x19 Counterattack [Part II]
3x20 Citadel Rescue [Part III]
3x21 Padawn Lost [Part I]
3x22 Wookiee Hunt [Part II]
Clone Wars Micro Series (Chapters 22.5-25)
Episode III: Revenge of the Sith

Droids 1x01 The White Witch [Part 1]
Droids 1x02 Escape Into Terror [Part 2]
Droids 1x03 The Trigon Unleashed [Part 3]
Droids 1x04 A Race to the Finish [Part 4]
Droids 1x05 The Lost Prince [Part 1]
Droids 1x06 The New King [Part 2]
Droids 1x07 The Pirates of Tarnoonga [Part 3]
Droids 1x08 The Revenge of Kybo Ren [Part 4]
Droids 1x09 Coby and the Starhunters [Part 5]
Droids: The Great Heap, Part 1
Droids: The Great Heap, Part 2
Droids 1x10 Tail of the Roon Comets [Part 1]
Droids 1x11 The Roon Games [Part 2]
Droids 1x12 Across the Roon Sea [Part 3]
Droids 1x13 The Frozen Citadel [Part 4]
Caravan of Courage: The Ewok Adventure
Star Wars - Episode IV: A New Hope
Ewoks: The Battle For Endor
Episode V: The Empire Strikes Back
Ewoks 1x01 The Cries of the Trees
Ewoks 1x02 The Haunted Village
Ewoks 1x03 Rampage of the Phlogs
Ewoks 1x04 To Save Deej
Ewoks 1x05 The Travelling Jindas
Ewoks 1x06 The Tree of Light
Ewoks 1x07 The Curse of the Jindas
Ewoks 1x08 The Land of the Gupins
Ewoks 1x09 Sunstar vs. Shadowstone
Ewoks 1x10 Wicket's Wagon
Ewoks 1x11 The Three Lessons
Ewoks 1x12 Blue Harvest
Ewoks 1x13 Asha
Ewoks 2x01 The Crystal Cloak
Ewoks 2x02 The Wish Plant
Ewoks 2x03 Home is Where the Shrieks Are
Ewoks 2x04 Princess Latara
Ewoks 2x05 The Raich
Ewoks 2x06 The Totem Master
Ewoks 2x07 A Gift For Shodu
Ewoks 2x08 Night of the Stranger
Ewoks 2x09 Gone with the Mimphs
Ewoks 2x10 The First Apprentice
Ewoks 2x11 Hard Sell
Ewoks 2x12 A Warrior and a Lurdo
Ewoks 2x13 The Season Scepter
Ewoks 2x14 Prow Beaten
Ewoks 2x15 Baga's Rival
Ewoks 2x16 Horville's Hut of Horrors
Ewoks 2x17 The Tragic Flute
Ewoks 2x18 Just My Luck
Ewoks 2x19 Bringing Up Norky
Ewoks 2x21 Party Ewok
Ewoks 2x22 Malani the Warrior
Ewoks 2x20 Battle for the Sunstar
Episode VI: Return of the Jedi

It strikes me that 'Return of the Jedi' actually serves as a
much better finale to the COMPLETE saga than as just the
6th movie. I mean...it has Ewoks & the Droids; it has all
the classic trilogy characters; it has Anakin / Vader,
Palpatine / Darth Sideous, Yoda, Obi-Wan, Jabba & Boba
Fett from the prequel trilogy - all of whom meet their ends
here (all save Obi-Wan who is already a ghost at this
point). We also see things we've not seen since the prequel
era - such as Vader's face without his mask, young Jedi
Knight Anakin Skywalker, Mon Mothma, Gungans, Naboo
& Coruscant. Everything is wrapped up pretty neatly.
There's definitely room for stories following this - but
there's no great need for them either.

I'm sleepy.

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   Tuesday, March 22, 2011

I slept ok last night. I got Mark up for work with his
breakfast. We went to Meijer for groceries and stuff (I forgot
straws). I dropped Mark off on time. I did the dishes. I
watched all of Season 1 of Nurse Jackie; I'm on episode 3 of
Season 2 I think. Season 3 starts on Monday. :) I've been
trying to call Mollie on Skype to talk to her about it but she's
not answering. I have a horrible headache and my jaw is
killing me. Other than that - things are good.

I have the urge to call Michael. But I probably shouldn't. This
sunday will be a month since I last spoke to him.

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I watched a bunch of Nurse Jackie today. When I started last
night I'd only seen the first 2 episodes of the series; I'm now
half way through Season 2. Season 3 begins on Monday.

I got to talk to Mollie which was great.

But then my mom called. My aunt Shawn, my dad's younger
sister, overdosed today. 19 years ago I was in the hospital
and I later outlived most of the other residents...usually this
time of year I freak out a bit...and I've been fine, but in that
time 2 friends have died. Weird. Shawn e-mailed me in
December. I eventually e-mailed her back in February though
I don't know if she ever got the reply. I feel bad that I didn't
respond sooner...or more directly...I was so lost in my own
emotional distress that I just lost sight of her. I feel bad
about that.

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   Wednesday, March 23, 2011

I didn't go directly to bed after the last entry. I watched 3
more episodes of Nurse Jackie. 3 episodes left and I'm all
caught up. I had odd, yet good dreams. I stumbled
downstairs, got a soda to drink (I've been trying to mix up
my beverages lately: Chocolate Silk, Water, Tea, a soda about
once a week, proteine shakes & a smoothie once or twice a
week - for awhile all I was drinking was the Silk), took my
prilosec. There were several messages on Facebook about my
Aunt Shawn passing away. There was a message from my
friend Morgan, thanking me for sending him an episode
guide to The Clone Wars; I sent him a corrected guide, as
since sending him the other one I'd completed the series and
fixed some errors in the previous list. And then I wrote this. I
have to get Mark up for work in 10 minutes, so I'll probably
go make his breakfast in about 5.

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Got Mark up for work. Got hit on by another liar - he told me
he only ever has safer sex, while telling my friend that he
plays bare all the time. lol. Men are such liars. It's almost
comical. The guy in question sort of looked like Jabba the
Hutt anyways.

I just ate. I've got to get ready and drive Mark to work as he
stayed to fix the downstairs computer for me.

Haven't heard about funeral arrangments for Deana or
Shawn.

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   Thursday, March 24, 2011

I didn't watch any tv yesterday because the N drive was
down. Yesterday was ok...but kind of a blur. I had a horrible
headache that returned today. I finished watching the 2nd
Season of Nurse Jackie. I had a long talk with Mollie. It's been
a good day except for the headache. Blah.

Oh! Yesterday we found out that Torchwood will begin July 8
:) Awesome :)

I broke my non-contact with Michael. I sent him a message
on Manhunt, congratulating him on finding a job, and
thanking him for respecting my boundaries. I don't have to
read any responses (I sent it on an old profile that I rarely
use) - and I didn't have to hear his voice or see him in
person. I feel ok about this.

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   Friday, March 25, 2011

I went to bed around 9:30pm. I woke up a few minutes ago,
from dreams about being lucky to a family, getting children
to read, dancing in goth clubs, fucking Mike Neal, and
encountering Brian...who was soon to be married. I helped
him decorate his home, at his urging. I got some really good
kisses before I woke up. I miss them. I wish I dreamt of them
more often.

Damn it. I still have my fucking headache.

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Just saw pictures of Jeff. Lots of ghosts today.

Deana's viewing is apparently today.

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Headache still with me. I had some HORRIBLE moments this
morning, but thankfully, Mark was super cool about them. I
also had a really good talk with my father (Doug). :) I have
another pain pill I can take for my head but I was hoping I
wouldn't have to as they tend to knock me out and I have
places to be this weekend. Blah.

I really miss MIDRIN. :(

I watched 2 more episodes of Secret Diary of a Call Girl. Just
4 more left and the series will be over.

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Took the 2nd pill. It helped. I slept a bit. Feel a bit out of it,
as I expected. But I'm in far less pain, which is the point.

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   Saturday, March 26, 2011

Missed Deana's funeral service; it was yesterday, which I
found out about 20 minutes before it started. I was drugged
though and didn't have the car cause Mark was out. Later I
did manage to shave and get dressed and Mark took us out
to Port Huron to see Sean Mobley for his 26th birthday, which
was today. He dragged me onstage and introduced me as the
guy he took his virginity and said he loved me for it; the host
asked if I had a big dick and Sean said he cried. I was
blushing a lot. lol It was an odd little bar, with an interesting
crowd. Home now. I was coughing a bit ago. I hope I'm not
coming down with a cold! :(

I'm going to sleep soon.

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I woke at around 9am. I ate. I read the news. I made the
mistake of laying back down and woke up at 1:30pm. The
play I was to attend was starting at 2pm. I have like 12
minutes to get there now and I can't make it. I hate this shit.
I'm always missing everything. Janice, Justin, Renee & my
former choir director are all there and it's not THAT far away,
but I need to get ready to go and if I was READY at the time I
woke up I could have gone. This is so frustrating.

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Mark fixed some stuff on my computer. We watched Glee. My
stomach was bothering me but it's better now. I cuddled with
Mark. Took some pictures. Did the dishes. Cleaned my room
up a bit. I feel a lot better than I did when I woke up. Still
bummed that I missed seeing everyone, but feeling better
about the day in general. :)

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Spoke to my dad (Doug); his sister Shawn's memorial service
is on Saturday. It sucks that she's dead, but she had a very
troubled, very painful, very lonely life and I don't blame her
for her choice at all; I only wish her quality of living could
have been improved. It's been nice talking to dad lately; we
don't talk often, and we've had two really good conversations
in a row. :)

I've tried calling Mollie the last 2 days but couldn't get
through. I hope she's ok.

I'm sleepy...but MIGHT attempt to go to Aut Bar. Not sure.

Apparently Michael deleted Mark as a Facebook friend. I
wonder what that drama is about?

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