Sunday, May 15, 2011

Saturday I finished Smallville. The finale was ok. Nothing
special really. It was entertaining enough I guess, which is
how I'd describe the series in general. The finales to each of
it's 10 seasons have never been that great, but it was the was
stuff in between them that was the most fun. At least it got
an ending.

Brothers and Sisters was cancelled. I've not watched the final
3 episodes yet so I don't know if it ends well or not. I may
have mentioned that in the last entry; I don't know.

This morning I feel horrible. I'm stressed and anxious but I'm
not sure why. I took have a Xanax and hopefully that helps.

The new Doctor Who yesterday was pretty good. I suspect I'll
like it more the 2nd time around, but I'm so out of it right
now that I don't feel up to watching anything that isn't light
comedy...which is SO NOT like me.

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   Monday, May 16, 2011

Yesterday was a haze of anxiety, stress, and sleep. I couldn't
sleep today and I felt anxious again, but felt I could break out
of it without drugs...and I mostly have, though I still haven't
slept. I made Mark's breakfast and got him up for work. I got
a bill this weekend for a doctor's appointment that I waited a
year for because that doctor was supposedly covered by my
insurance so that's upsetting me...and Mark had his work
finished for the weekend only to find out some ass had
destroyed it at his work so that's bothersome. On the flip
side we found out we'll be saving 10% off our car insurance
because we're such good drivers. I watched a behind the
scenes thing about "Scream" then worked out. Then I did the
dishes and some laundry and cleaned a bit. Might clean some
more but I'm pretty exhausted.

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I did more laundry. I ate. I scanned more pictures. I'm very
tired and will probably sleep as soon as I'm able.

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   Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I watched Graham Norton with Lady Gaga before sleeping
for several hours. I woke up and hopped online. And then I
got creeped out...

So, last Friday, my friend Tom texted me to let me know
that my ex-bf Michael Slaughter, who I've finally managed
to cut off all contact with (his e-mails are rejected; his
phone #s are blocked; he's deleted & blocked from my
Facebook; blocked on Manhunt; ignored on gay.com when
he tried to contact me on there like 2 weeks ago - and
when he sends e-mails to my roomie he doesn't share
them with me out of respect - Michael is even blocked
from this blog!). So Tom tells me that Michael just hit on
him again and that Tom turned him down - deleted his
messages without even reading them because all Michael
does is ask to meet and then get upset when Tom won't.
Ok. Fine. Then I hear he's been hitting on other people I
know; people that are on my friend / hot lists on gay.com.
Well, I thought maybe I was just imagining a connection.
Well, then like a half hour ago my old friend Don, who I
don't talk to that often, said he needed to talk to me and
that he's been chatting with Michael and that Michael told
him that I'm still interested in dating Michael!?!
Um....WHAT THE FUCK!?! lol. Also, Don, who doesn't want
to get in the middle, and didn't go into detail, said that
Michael scares him. Good for Don, cause he picked up on
that shit WAY before I did. I was completely fooled. But
still...now I'm all creeped out.

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So I just got done talking to Mollie on Skype and she made
me feel all better :) Big thanks to her, and to Mark, who also
helped. :)

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I had a good day today, though I had a horrible headache for
much of it. I began watching "A Game of Thrones", making it
through the first 3 episodes. I have 2 more to watch, and 5
more will air this season, it airs on Sundays. It's a fantasy, an
adaptation of the first volume in a series, with complex story
and an interesting mix of characters. It's already been
renewed for a 2nd season which will adapt the 2nd book in
the series, which I may yet read. There are gay characters in
series who I've not yet encountered (as far as I know), but
even without them it's a great series - yet it's nice to see a
fantasy series with gay characters. I love LOTR and I do think
of the Frodo / Sam storyline as being gay in nature, though
many people find that interpretation insulting - yet I think
that's up to the audience to decide. But here the characters
will actually be GAY and nobody will have to interpret it any
other way, supposedly. Very cool.

I just read that Nikita has been renewed for a 2nd Season.
Part of me is happy about that, yet part of me...isn't. The first
season finale, while not a fantastic series finale, might have
been the best that they're likely to have. Or maybe it will lost
a long time, or it won't and they'll get a real ending. I don't
know. We'll see I guess.

I slept from about 4:30pm - 10pm. I feel very relaxed now.

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   Wednesday, May 18, 2011

After getting up last night I took a bath. I updated some stuff
online. I did some laundry. And I finished the first 5 epsiodes
of "A Game of Thrones". I slept for a bit but woke up in time
to get Mark off to work. I had a slight disagreement with a
friend online, which was handled. My lips are chapped and
it's driving me crazy! lol. I feel a bit stressed and I've just
taken half a xanax. I may take the other half later. I'd like to
get some more cleaning done.

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   Thursday, May 19, 2011

Woke up with a horrific migrain; my entire head and much of
my upper back hurt, but my painkiller worked! I talked to
Mollie earlier, which was fantastic, and was woken by a
phone call from Travis to talk about BSG; he's now in early
Season 4 and was shocked and impressed by the reveal of
the 4 Cylons. Nice. He doesn't have access to the extended
cuts of episodes so I'm getting those for him - but Mark & I
got to talking about the cuts of BSG that I always hoped for,
in which all the deleted scenes that don't contradict stuff
that's actually in the show would be put back in, and Mark
suggested we do it ourselves as a fan project for ourselves.
Very cool. I'm learning a lot of new info to allow me to do
this, which is frustrating for me, and for Mark, but I'll
hopefully get the hang of it soon. It would be so cool to have
my dream cuts of all of BSG / Caprica. :)

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Ok. So to add to the href="http://www.gothboy.com/cgi-bin/myblog.cgi?
date=3448">Creepy Michael News that keeps pouring
in, he's apparently been stalking my blog and
webcam again.
He was blocked but has since moved and so we had to
block
him again.

Michael. If you're somehow reading this...FUCK THE
HELL
OFF & STAY AWAY FROM ME. I don't want to be enemies,
but
I definitely don't want to be friends...because you won't let
me. You were never my friend. You lied to me constantly
and
when we were a couple you cheated on me constantly, and
then later just tried to. You've hurt me so much and I'm
never
going to let that happen again. Clear enough?

Ok. Back to me. I'm looking forward to the new Doctor
Who
on Saturday, yet I know that it's the first part of at least 4,
and that the 4th part won't air until the fall. There might
be a
mini-episode mixed in there, making it a 5 part story. I
also
read yesterday about still more AWESOME new guest stars
in
the new season of Torchwood. Really psyched about the
upcoming season and how all these interesting episodes
of
the Whoniverse fit together :)

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I washed and dried Mark's towels. I scrubbed the shower and
washed the shower curtain. I'm never able to clean the
shower / tub until it's spotless, but it's always an
improvement. I cleaned the bathroom floor around the tub
and the toilet; so much hair and grime collects there. I put
the dirty dishes in the dishwasher. I'm now washing some of
my towels. I feel like I've gotten a lot done, which is nice.

Making those special extended cuts of BSG will be difficult,
as we're already having problems...and also because the
deleted scenes are all in full screen, while the finished
episodes are in widescreen...which isn't that big of a deal.
Sadly some of the deleted scenes don't have finished special
effects, which sucks - especially a key deleted scene in "The
Plan" which follows up on "Downloaded" and sets up Season
3 in a big way. Once we figure out the editing process I may
be able to edit certain things so that there's no need for the
special effects. We'll see.

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I made a list of BSG episodes with deleted scenes. Not all the
episodes that have scenes are worth intgrating as sometimes
it's just a single line of dialogue. I made Mark's breakfast and
got him up for work. Then, because it was raining I gave him
a lift to work. I'm having a really great morning. I had a bit of
a smoothie: yummy vitamins :)

I'll probably shave today. I've not shaved in 10 days. Blah.

They've released the promotional description of the mid-
season finale of Doctor Who and it sounds potentially
awesome, and it also confirms that it's at least part 3 of 4;
there will definitely be 4 parts but it's possible that the 3rd
mini-episode they've filmed will air as part of this cycle and
make it a 5 part story...or just as likely it will air later in the
season. We'll see. :) The epic story starts on Saturday.

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   Friday, May 20, 2011

I was up until around 4pm yesterday then slept until around
11:30pm. I've been up since then. I've been watching the
deleted scenes from BSG and there are some MAJOR things
that were cut and I hope we're able to reintegrate that stuff
cause a special edition would be awesome :)

I made Mark breakfast and got him up for work. Gen, the girl
he's been seeing is coming over tonight and staying in his
room. I might start cleaning his room up to help out. It looks
nice outside for the first time this week.

New Doctor Who tomorrow. :)

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I did 2 loads of Mark's laundry. I talked to Asher on the
phone. I shaved for the first time in almost 2 weeks. I did the
dishes. I'm getting a bit sleepy and might try to get to sleep
early so I can be up later. We'll see.

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SPOILERS for BSG. Aovid if you've not finished the series.

I've found some remarkable BSG scenes. And I just had a
thought about how the cool storyline that was cut from
"Downloaded" which involved Baltar & the Cylons D'anna &
Gina planning to kidnap Hera could be integrated into "The
Plan" rather than the episode they were originally cut from.
Part of that is simply because with it being from the Cylon
perspective it fits very well with the idea of "The Plan", but
also it will give memorable Cylon Gina a chance to appear, as
well as expand on the appearances of Baltar & D'anna, the
latter of which only has a brief cameo and a veiled reference
in the Cylon centric special (because they couldn't afford
Lucy Lawless's asking price, or so I've heard) - which is a
shame as the character had left the series by this point and
giving new info after the fact would have been a special treat
similar to seeing other deceased characters like Gaeta,
Dualla, Cally, Jean Barolay & Sue-Shawn. The extended cut of
"The Plan" could be AWESOME.

I'm so FRAKKING tired.

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