Sunday, July 17, 2011

I finished another Caprica episode last night. 2 more to go. I
was going to work on them now but the editing program I
have stopped working and I don't know why. Frustration.
How annoying is that? I would have been finished with the
whole series!?! Ugh.

I slept most of yesterday and last night as well. I hurt less
when I'm asleep. I did have one freaky dream where Mark's gf
got pregnant.

I woke up with my stomach upset. I hope it doesn't spoil the
day. Mark said he'd be home before noon. That's not a full
day but it's something.

He wants to see Harry Potter. I do too, though I don't like the
idea of the crowd that will be there.

   posted by Bald Jason at 06:38 AM
   [Karma: 0 (+/-)] [Comments Welcome Here]

I had a panic attack. It was horrible. I took a xanax.

   posted by Bald Jason at 07:40 AM
   [Karma: 0 (+/-)] [Comments Welcome Here]

   Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Though Sunday morning was bad, as was the entire week
before that, Sunday evening was wonderful...though my
stomach was still upset. I got to talk to Wendy & Foreman
on the phone...both of whom may visit towards the end of
July. I spoke to Mollie yesterday, which was also nice. I've
been in a fairly good mood this week. The face time with
Mark made all the difference I think. I have an
appointment today about getting a new shrink. Wish me
luck.

I finished editing Caprica! Now I just have to finish
BSG...which has many more episodes. Plus I have to figure
out what's wrong with a couple episodes that I can't seem
to edit ("Razor" & "Daybreak, Part II"), but I have time. I
was just watching some of the deleted material from
Season 3, and it's really cool. Nearly every episode will
have something new that wasn't aired, and rewatching the
series is already fantastic, so this will just be an extra bit
of cool.

I did some work on my DCAU project. I think I may have
figured out the viewing order for Static Shock / Justice
League & Batman Beyond / The Zeta Project. I'll have to
watch it all to be sure it makes sense but if it were to work
then I just need to finish the last bit of Batman / Gotham
Girls & Lobo and I'll be all set. I'm not holding my breath
though. I almost always find a flaw.

Though I've been in a good mood all week, my stomach
has taken a bad turn. I've had a horrible time trying to
keep anything down. Yesterday was really bad, but so far
today is an improvement. I'm just gonna hang on to
that...though I'm still quite exhausted. I need to harvest
my farm, maybe have a snack and make sure I'm ready
when Mark picks me up at 2:48pm. I'm supposed to talk
to Mollie around 3 but I can't make it because of my
appointment so I'll try calling her later.

   posted by Bald Jason at 01:04 PM
   [Karma: 0 (+/-)] [Comments Welcome Here]

   Friday, July 22, 2011

My stomach has been horrible this week. Sometimes, I get in
a cycle where I can't keep anything down...and it doesn't
matter what I do...I just have to wait it out. I've managed to
mostly keep my spirits up which is good.

Mark and I finished another Clone Wars trilogy yesterday; the
"Malevolence" trilogy. I'd actually not seen the final 3rd in
years. It was ok. The next trilogy is a lot better, as is the
following duology.

I'm taking a few days off of Farmtown; planted crops that
won't be done until Saturday-Monday.

I've been having trouble logging onto Skype.

I slept well but had strange dreams last night.

   posted by Bald Jason at 07:56 AM
   [Karma: 0 (+/-)] [Comments Welcome Here]

My stoamch felt ok when I woke up, and I kept down a
prilosec both before and after bed so I gave breakfast a try.
Blah. It came back up. I'm feeling completely exhausted.

Gen & her cute little girls are coming over to stay the night. I
really hate being sick, but I also feel worse when I'm sick
around people I don't know. It just makes me feel self
conscious...and it ups my stress level. I might take another
xanax but I'm not sure I can even keep one down right now.
I'm stressing so bad.

   posted by Bald Jason at 10:18 AM
   [Karma: 0 (+/-)] [Comments Welcome Here]

It's official: I can't keep anything down today. I think I
might go back to bed.

I did however manage a poem!

Weekend / Weakened

Awakened with hope;
quickened with laughter...

A smile for child and all that came after...

But not long at all,
And I cannot leave,

I struggle to smile...
to breathe and believe.

The week has wreaked havoc;
made weak what was strong...

I struggle to smile...
to be and belong.

No matter the struggle;
how great or how often...

At times to be strong
one embraces exhaustion.

Written by Jason Wright
July 21, 2011

Also, Steven Moffat has mentioned that he may revisit
Madame Vastra & Jenny! He's also spoken about Jack
returning to Who. These are both things that I'd like to see
VERY MUCH.

New Torchwood tonight.

I made a list earlier of the movies I'm excited about in
2012 / 2013 - and all of them are prequels / sequels:

2012:
Underworld: Awakening (January 12, 2012)
The Avengers (May 4, 2012)
Prometheus (June 8, 2012)
The Dark Knight Rises (July 20, 2012)
The Bourne Legacy (August 3, 2012)
The Hobbit: An Unexpected Journey (12/14/12)
The Wolverine (2012)

2013:
Iron Man 3 (May 3, 2013)
Thor 2 (July 26, 2013)
The Hobbit: There and Back Again (12/13/13)

   posted by Bald Jason at 12:17 PM
   [Karma: 0 (+/-)] [Comments Welcome Here]