Sunday, October 16, 2011

My plans for Friday night were cancelled again. Stayed in.
I've been stressed all weekend but struggling to not let it
get to me. I just feel anxious for some reason. Saturday I
managed to get my ass out of the condo for a short walk,
which was cut short by the powerfully chilly wind...and
Mark's asking to have me pick him up Monday morning
instead of Sunday afternoon. That spoiled my plans for
Sunday night. And I know I'm not going to get any sleep
Sunday night now, which I was hoping to do so I could be
up on Monday. It's hard for me to sleep when I know that I
have to, if that makes any sense. I start worrying that I
won't wake up and then I can't sleep.

Sunday morning I caught up on Clone Wars. The opening
3 parter had some nice visuals, but over all I was
bored...some of the dialogue hurt my head too. Yet the
next episode, a standalone, which had a lot in common
with the previous 3 (underwater drama, the gungans, Jar
Jar), yet I liked this one a lot more. I'm not sure why. The
next 2 episodes were a 2 part story centered on C-3PO &
R2-D2 - which were adorable and even managed to
feature some political commentary. Nice. I don't think
there's a new episode on this week.

I slept for 12 hours. I read some of David's poetry that he
was kind of enough to share, which was a blast. I love
reading other peoples' work. I ate. I took a bath. I tried
very hard to relax as I was feeling stressed. I managed to
keep food down and that's progress. I gave my friend
Charles a ride home from work; he was supposed to come
over and do laundry and chill with me tonight but he
wasn't feeling up to it, so my plans for tonight fell through
again. Not sure what I'm gonna do now.

Oh. And I wrote a poem for Sean M., who I will have known
for 10 years this coming Tuesday. October 18, 2001 -
October 18, 2011. Nice :)

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