Thursday, December 15, 2011

I feel like I'm losing my mind. How did my life become what it is now? I'm ok for days at a time...and then it knocks me out. This can't be happening. I can't eat. I can't sleep. Everything I depended on is gone. I feel like I'm half dead already. Some people even seem to recognize this...and that's comforting; I'm not invisible after all...or maybe I'm just not a very good ghost.

   posted by Bald Jason at 09:42 PM
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   Saturday, December 24, 2011

I can't stop throwing up. My stomach is wrecked and I have no meds to help. Hopefully this is just the rough part of a cycle which will end soon. I'm thirsty but I have nothing left to drink and no energy to hit the store for now.

Aside from that horror...things are ok.

   posted by Bald Jason at 09:17 AM
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   Friday, December 30, 2011

I started working at Starbucks this week. Today will be my 3rd day of training. I'm tired but my shift is 6 hours and the previous training sessions have been fun (if packed with tons and tons of new info to absorb). I like all the coworkers I've met so far. I'm gonna try to crash after work and just sleep as long as possible; I work early tomorrow but will mostly work midnights after that I think.

Mark is married.

I've lost so much of my former life that I find it hard to write in this blog now for fear I'll lose it too.

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   Saturday, December 31, 2011

Feel a bit out of it this morning. Been up since 3:30am; went to bed around 9pm. I have to be at work soon for my final training with Zakk and then I don't work until Monday night when I'll be with one Chris one Olivia. lol.

This is the last day of the year. Crazy.

   posted by Bald Jason at 09:19 AM
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