COMPLICATED
It used to be for each boy I'd see,
It was only a matter of time...
Before they'd go astray & I'd have my way,
Each one that I wanted was mine,
But as I've grown older,
Perhaps I've grown bolder,
Or maybe I'm slightly insane...
For the people who haunt me,
Flirt with & taunt me
Are no longer simply a game.
First there was lovely Jessica,
Only married and also bi,
And as awesome as a couple they were
they never did sleep with guys,
And my lust was complicated not
for wanting sex with her...
But for wanting the impossibility of them,
for that is what they were.
Then Bryan dreamed about me
and confessed to me his passions,
And when the others questioned
he did not deny his actions,
In fact he set the story straight,
Ironic as it seems...
This man so fine,
This dream of mine
is straight when not in dreams.
This boy & girl exceptional
were hellish yet divine,
But at least two stars are not a pattern,
They only are a line...
But now a pattern forms
for there is now a third to halve,
Between friendship & lust
and thoughts I can't trust,
For another hot guy I can't have.
The new guy, Erich, is fascinating;
with eyes that hypnotize me,
He's funny & charming
& very disarming,
I would gladly let him inside me...
But of course he's not free,
and he isn't for me,
For he's married yet that shouldn't hurt me...
For he's good & his smiles
Can warm me for miles,
And I doubt that he'd ever desert me.
And that's the thing about these Three;
They're so brilliantly understated,
They all leave me glowing...
They're all worth the knowing...
Though it makes my life more complicated.
But a complication can bring us closer
if we've the strength to only unearth it,
Although it's still sucking
that we are not fucking
These friendships simply are worth it.
Written By Jason Wright
MARCH 8, 2006
For Jessica, Bryan & Erich.