CRYING FOR LAUGHTER
Hey to you two
reading this
after this...
I try to forget
but I'm grateful
for this...
Hey, can't I change?
For the wind is so frightening
and the air trembles strange
but I think that it's smiling...
My number's not up...
My number's just dialing...
But I still want to change...
I still try to change.
And when I can't look away
and the kiss comes again...
And I'm there in his arms,
in the arms of my friend...
I know that I've changed
because the wounds have all healed...
I know that I've changed
for my fate is not sealed...
I know that I've changed
as I laugh through the tears...
Though my memory stays
and I'm still so afraid...
I can still try to change
as I age through the years.
Written By Jason Wright
NOVEMBER 3, 2006
- for all my friends and family -
who witness my struggle...
- and for Jeremy -
who's friendship has changed me
in ways he may never understand.