I wanted you the first time I saw you.

I wanted...

All over you,

Inside of me & inside of you...

But I couldn't have you and that hurt like hell.

But then the rules changed...

You were there...

In my bed with me,

Naked,

On top of me,

And while I was there with you

I closed my eyes

and remembered/imagined our first glance:

Only this time I took you by the hand

and led you away from prying eyes,

Pressed against cool city walls

we explored each others bodies with hungry hands...

lips...teeth...tongues...and cocks.

All this while you thrust deep inside me:

Eyes opened with you smiling down at me...

Eyes fluttered close as years ago you pulled my briefs down to gag on my dick.

You bend down and kiss me

and in memory/dream you stand; do the same...

The four of us, mouths locked together; different times & places...

Torn between the two - I open my eyes for a moment to see yours are closed,

and I wonder if you're back in the dream?

Dream boy turns to let me strip him

and tongue fuck his asshole,

as you pull out of mine

to give me a taste of my own medicine.

Then fucking the Jeremy dream,

his ass fits me like a glove...

As I ride your cock

and stroke myself off...

And the four of us coming

in temporal madness...

Past lives painted in more than just sadness...

Our present joining,

A pleasure that climbs

beyond all that's past...

First multiple times.

JUNE 19, 2006

For Jeremy