ROCK BOTTOM
We watched Ladyhawke with Marcus & Julie,
and we stayed the night there in the apartment.
In the morning,
horny as always,
after the others had gone,
I swallowed him whole.
And braced against the bathroom door
I said: "Fuck me hard."
And he did.
And as I came, I felt him cum inside me.
He was always able to do that; time it perfectly.
And the pleasurable pain haunted me for the rest of the day...
It ghosted me as Mark had trouble starting the car...
And after we said goodbye for that however long it was,
being without him was terrible;
being with him and then being without him was worse.
But looking back on it,
that random encounter among hundreds between us,
was in many ways,
the hottest.
The fucking was brutal honest animal.
The wanting was roaring passion fire.
The afterwards was, and always is a little bit sad.
That resurrection to sexless life has always been difficult for me.
But with the way my rock solid brain works,
I can stay there, inside, long after the fact.
Written By Jason Wright
March 8, 2006
For Mark Daniel Adams,
Thanks for the memories!